okie, 2 more weeks to end of attachment...faster please! i'm getting tanner everyday, and yes you've guessed it again, i knocked my head on the scaffold again. think i should just carry a pillow on my head..was quite angry the other day becasue one of the engineer scoulded the blangah worker dumb, i mean, yes the workers may be slow and everything, but still u have no right to scould them dumb...they are humans too, they have feelings...sigh..
okie, i decided to do a make over again... i'm going to shave my head...real short hair..
i'm sick of these long hair, and claying it everyday...and i'm going to aget a new jeans and a new belt..=) nice...brand new person forbrand new term..muaha...
qing shun is going to shave it with me too...i hope fat neo will too...=)
Monday, April 03, 2006
Friday, March 31, 2006
knock!
okie, i stopped counting how many times i knock my head on the scaffold because it's uncountable...today was my worst knock...i actually had a slight headache after slamming my head to it...ouch! my helmet has no more scratches but scars...
today, i had the longest conversation with china man...his chiense was so chimology that i almost wanted to tape down and replay in slow motion...seriosuly, at the rate they speak, it seems like waht they say is only one long word...okie, so he asked me wehre did i buy my digital camera, what brand, how much, how many shots etc...trust me i had a hard time explaining to him. but somehow i did...=)
and was walking around, china man just removed the formwork for a balcony column, and there i was touching the column to see how smooth it was, suddenly china man ask me " lao ban, zhe me yang?" he was asking me hows the column, because he was the one who fabricate it...
i replied like a professional engineer "hmm...bu quo" haha...guess he din't know i know nuts about inspection...oh well, he called me boss...so 1 week off day for him...muahaha
today, i had the longest conversation with china man...his chiense was so chimology that i almost wanted to tape down and replay in slow motion...seriosuly, at the rate they speak, it seems like waht they say is only one long word...okie, so he asked me wehre did i buy my digital camera, what brand, how much, how many shots etc...trust me i had a hard time explaining to him. but somehow i did...=)
and was walking around, china man just removed the formwork for a balcony column, and there i was touching the column to see how smooth it was, suddenly china man ask me " lao ban, zhe me yang?" he was asking me hows the column, because he was the one who fabricate it...
i replied like a professional engineer "hmm...bu quo" haha...guess he din't know i know nuts about inspection...oh well, he called me boss...so 1 week off day for him...muahaha
knock!
okie, i stopped counting how many times i knock my head on the scaffold because it's uncountable...today was my worst knock...i actually had a slight headache after slamming my head to it...ouch! my helmet has no more scratches but scars...
today, i had the longest conversation with china man...his chiense was so chimology that i almost wanted to tape down and replay in slow motion...seriosuly, at the rate they speak, it seems like waht they say is only one long word...okie, so he asked me wehre did i buy my digital camera, what brand, how much, how many shots etc...trust me i had a hard time explaining to him. but somehow i did...=)
and was walking around, china man just removed the formwork for a balcony column, and there i was touching the column to see how smooth it was, suddenly china man ask me " lao ban, zhe me yang?" he was asking me hows the column, because he was the one who fabricate it...
i replied like a professional engineer "hmm...bu quo" haha...guess he din't know i know nuts about inspection...oh well, he called me boss...so 1 week off day for him...muahaha
today, i had the longest conversation with china man...his chiense was so chimology that i almost wanted to tape down and replay in slow motion...seriosuly, at the rate they speak, it seems like waht they say is only one long word...okie, so he asked me wehre did i buy my digital camera, what brand, how much, how many shots etc...trust me i had a hard time explaining to him. but somehow i did...=)
and was walking around, china man just removed the formwork for a balcony column, and there i was touching the column to see how smooth it was, suddenly china man ask me " lao ban, zhe me yang?" he was asking me hows the column, because he was the one who fabricate it...
i replied like a professional engineer "hmm...bu quo" haha...guess he din't know i know nuts about inspection...oh well, he called me boss...so 1 week off day for him...muahaha
Monday, March 27, 2006
=0
knocked my head on the scaffold again...and this time it almost knock me out...
can't blame me...my safetyboots is 3cm thick, helmet, is 10cm...so, everywhere i go
i have to imagie myself 13cm taller! imgaine...tsk tsk
i still can't figure out how those china workers mange to understand eachother, they speak chinese like water, it seems like in one breath, they can say a book of words...
went to orchard with fat shun, on sunday...bot an anormous test tube, which fat shun say for test tube babies...and bot a wallet! yes finally a wallet...=) muaha...really like it alot...
shun, dun try to understand love,because we can never, instead let love understand you...
chim or not? haha...meet up soon, fat gay...
i feel i'm not growing in this church anymore, i go church everysunday without the desire for God..so i'm giving myself one more month, or i'm changing...
on saturday, had theory lessons for powerboat...so exciting...i just love the sea...everymorning i pass the bridge to sentosa, i will look out to the sea...so nice, calm, windy, shiny! so relaxing..though it's only for a short 20secs...
tracy, good friends are not easy to maintain they need your presence and time, However, life friends, who you want to keep forever, it's extremely hard to keep, because...u need to use your heart...
agape,
tocky
can't blame me...my safetyboots is 3cm thick, helmet, is 10cm...so, everywhere i go
i have to imagie myself 13cm taller! imgaine...tsk tsk
i still can't figure out how those china workers mange to understand eachother, they speak chinese like water, it seems like in one breath, they can say a book of words...
went to orchard with fat shun, on sunday...bot an anormous test tube, which fat shun say for test tube babies...and bot a wallet! yes finally a wallet...=) muaha...really like it alot...
shun, dun try to understand love,because we can never, instead let love understand you...
chim or not? haha...meet up soon, fat gay...
i feel i'm not growing in this church anymore, i go church everysunday without the desire for God..so i'm giving myself one more month, or i'm changing...
on saturday, had theory lessons for powerboat...so exciting...i just love the sea...everymorning i pass the bridge to sentosa, i will look out to the sea...so nice, calm, windy, shiny! so relaxing..though it's only for a short 20secs...
tracy, good friends are not easy to maintain they need your presence and time, However, life friends, who you want to keep forever, it's extremely hard to keep, because...u need to use your heart...
agape,
tocky
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
hmm...
din't go to work today, went to see the doctor...and yes..i'm suffering from dehydration...
went to polyclinic and saw the doctor in a polyclinic record time of 1hour!
the average is 3 hours!
i have nothign else to say today, my head is spinning, my body is weak, my throat is swelled up,
so...yes..good night...
take care~
went to polyclinic and saw the doctor in a polyclinic record time of 1hour!
the average is 3 hours!
i have nothign else to say today, my head is spinning, my body is weak, my throat is swelled up,
so...yes..good night...
take care~
Sunday, March 19, 2006
123
just watched pearl habour again...i love all these war films, were they talk about honour, glory and brotherhood-pain is temporary, glory is forever...
work full day on saturday...everyone gets to enjoy saturday and i have to go work...
everyone is busy, working, studying...everyday, after work, i will go to habour front to have a walk, and into the magazine shop...4 more weeks to go...
3 more days to results...
*e-mail me at strongmusculararms@hotmail.com for my new blog address...let me know who you are please....take care...
with care,
Lionel
work full day on saturday...everyone gets to enjoy saturday and i have to go work...
everyone is busy, working, studying...everyday, after work, i will go to habour front to have a walk, and into the magazine shop...4 more weeks to go...
3 more days to results...
*e-mail me at strongmusculararms@hotmail.com for my new blog address...let me know who you are please....take care...
with care,
Lionel
Friday, March 17, 2006
life at work...
busy busy, many many problem... this is what i hear everyday....
okie now that tracy's back from australia...it's going to be lifeier... =) 1 weeek of silence... tsk tsk
now i know, every friday there's a buffet at the site...=) construction site buffet...imagine!
oh yes! i accidentally knock my head 3 times on the scaffold today...that makes my helmet the most scratches at the site...if not for the helmet...my head will be gone...
was in the lorry with the blangahs, hitched a ride back again...they were eating tapioca chips and offered me some...i can really imagine this workers, comign all the way to singapore to work, jsut to support their faimly back in india...the lonliness...imagine..under the hot sun everyday...earning a mere $400 a month...
i got to say this...TEENAGERS now adays...spent so much money...on clothings..those workers wear the same clothes almost every day...at night wash, morning wear again...
love, Lionel
okie now that tracy's back from australia...it's going to be lifeier... =) 1 weeek of silence... tsk tsk
now i know, every friday there's a buffet at the site...=) construction site buffet...imagine!
oh yes! i accidentally knock my head 3 times on the scaffold today...that makes my helmet the most scratches at the site...if not for the helmet...my head will be gone...
was in the lorry with the blangahs, hitched a ride back again...they were eating tapioca chips and offered me some...i can really imagine this workers, comign all the way to singapore to work, jsut to support their faimly back in india...the lonliness...imagine..under the hot sun everyday...earning a mere $400 a month...
i got to say this...TEENAGERS now adays...spent so much money...on clothings..those workers wear the same clothes almost every day...at night wash, morning wear again...
love, Lionel
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
-_-
okie, something exciting...we had fire drill...i din't know there were so many workers at the site till today...i remember when we had firedrill back in school when everybody will go to the assembly area...then line up, then mark attendance
another interesting thing today...as usual, in the mornig, i put on my white helmet and walked around the site...i was following this ah pek around who was doign some concrete coring test... what happen was, we were at the attic of this bungalow, and there was only one powerpoint up there...who knows, another blangah came up with his drill...so there we go....ah pek wants to use the powerpoint, blangah also want to use...then how? QUARREL...interesting thing was, the ah pek, thought i was some engineer at the site because i was wearing a white helmet...
then the blangah worker turned to me...and said.."how"...so i was caught between 2 middle age men...both of thier ages would probably be a hundred...and me a 20 year old have to solve their "who get to use the powerpoinnt" problem...anyway...we worked things out...thanks to me =)
today i also want to thank the inventor of helmet..i knock my head on the scaffold thank God for the helmet it save me from massive bleeding...it's so so dangerous at the site...nails sticking out of wooden planks all over...one miss step while u are walking, and there waiting for you is a piece of iron bar wiating to pierce through your body...
i have many things to day abt the people i'm working with...but i better not say anything till i get my grades...just in case...;) get what i mean ;)
just like a doctor who sees patience, they check out body...
i'm a doctor of buildings,
Cement are like the Flesh,
Steel Bars are like the Bones,
Pips are like the Viens...
love, Tocky
another interesting thing today...as usual, in the mornig, i put on my white helmet and walked around the site...i was following this ah pek around who was doign some concrete coring test... what happen was, we were at the attic of this bungalow, and there was only one powerpoint up there...who knows, another blangah came up with his drill...so there we go....ah pek wants to use the powerpoint, blangah also want to use...then how? QUARREL...interesting thing was, the ah pek, thought i was some engineer at the site because i was wearing a white helmet...
then the blangah worker turned to me...and said.."how"...so i was caught between 2 middle age men...both of thier ages would probably be a hundred...and me a 20 year old have to solve their "who get to use the powerpoinnt" problem...anyway...we worked things out...thanks to me =)
today i also want to thank the inventor of helmet..i knock my head on the scaffold thank God for the helmet it save me from massive bleeding...it's so so dangerous at the site...nails sticking out of wooden planks all over...one miss step while u are walking, and there waiting for you is a piece of iron bar wiating to pierce through your body...
i have many things to day abt the people i'm working with...but i better not say anything till i get my grades...just in case...;) get what i mean ;)
just like a doctor who sees patience, they check out body...
i'm a doctor of buildings,
Cement are like the Flesh,
Steel Bars are like the Bones,
Pips are like the Viens...
love, Tocky
Sunday, March 12, 2006
1 year death anniversary...
it's going to be a lengthy post...been too tired to blog this few days because of work...
i've been posted to sentosa cove..hexacon construction...they are building bungalows there...
everyday, i have to hitch a ride in-out sentosa cove from lorries carrying construction workers
yes! there's no bus in there..so imgaine the inconvenience...but still it's a good experience...i mean...how many of us have a chance to sit lorries with construction workers...tsk tsk...
lunch everyday is torturing, no where to go, nothing to do....i just sit down and listen i pod and rest..
blen's 1st year death anniversary was yesterday, bought him this flower thingy made of clay..
went to the crematorium with loads on my mind...
i made a promise to you, when you were at your last breathe..and i've sealed it with my heart...
felt like giving up..but because promises are never meant to be broken...i tried my best, and i will forever..till the day, i see u in heaven...
would u know my name, if i saw you in heaven?
would it still be the same, if i saw you in heaven?
would u hold my hand, if i saw you in heaven
would u help me stand, if i saw you in heaven?
Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure,And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven.
time flies...one year had passed swiftly...pray for God to help you in everyway you are weak...
life is always unfair there's no doubt, soemtimes, everything seemed to be crashing your way,
but remember, you have a choice, a choice to be where you are, or move on...
take care,
Lionel..
i've been posted to sentosa cove..hexacon construction...they are building bungalows there...
everyday, i have to hitch a ride in-out sentosa cove from lorries carrying construction workers
yes! there's no bus in there..so imgaine the inconvenience...but still it's a good experience...i mean...how many of us have a chance to sit lorries with construction workers...tsk tsk...
lunch everyday is torturing, no where to go, nothing to do....i just sit down and listen i pod and rest..
blen's 1st year death anniversary was yesterday, bought him this flower thingy made of clay..
went to the crematorium with loads on my mind...
i made a promise to you, when you were at your last breathe..and i've sealed it with my heart...
felt like giving up..but because promises are never meant to be broken...i tried my best, and i will forever..till the day, i see u in heaven...
would u know my name, if i saw you in heaven?
would it still be the same, if i saw you in heaven?
would u hold my hand, if i saw you in heaven
would u help me stand, if i saw you in heaven?
Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure,And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven.
time flies...one year had passed swiftly...pray for God to help you in everyway you are weak...
life is always unfair there's no doubt, soemtimes, everything seemed to be crashing your way,
but remember, you have a choice, a choice to be where you are, or move on...
take care,
Lionel..
Sunday, March 05, 2006
friends...
attachment tomrow! i hope everythings goes smoothly...
u guys won't believe it...i've seen imitation LV wallet, Gucci wallet (which someone is using), immitation Nike, adiddas..but check this out...i found a place which sells imitation Honey stars!
it's called "strawberry stars" can u believe it? soon, they will have chocolate stars, mango stars...who knows...yakult stars...=)
was in orchard yesterday waiting for my forever banana time friend to come when a sweet little girl came up to me for donation...she asked me to make a donation of $10 and i'll get a small bear...i rejected her politely and told her i dun mind a $2 donation instead...when i was about to walk away...she said " bu yao gian peng leh" i almost fainted right in the middle of the human traffic....first time in my life a girl said i was gian peng....
sometimes friends are like a sip of wine
every drip in your mouth are good memories..
sometimes friends are like stars
when you are lost in the dark, they twinkle in the sky
sometimes friends are like an encycopedia
every question you shoot, they seemed to know all the answers...
sometimes friends are like a pit of fire
no matter how cold you feel, everytime you need warmth, they'll be there...
take care,
Lionel
u guys won't believe it...i've seen imitation LV wallet, Gucci wallet (which someone is using), immitation Nike, adiddas..but check this out...i found a place which sells imitation Honey stars!
it's called "strawberry stars" can u believe it? soon, they will have chocolate stars, mango stars...who knows...yakult stars...=)
was in orchard yesterday waiting for my forever banana time friend to come when a sweet little girl came up to me for donation...she asked me to make a donation of $10 and i'll get a small bear...i rejected her politely and told her i dun mind a $2 donation instead...when i was about to walk away...she said " bu yao gian peng leh" i almost fainted right in the middle of the human traffic....first time in my life a girl said i was gian peng....
sometimes friends are like a sip of wine
every drip in your mouth are good memories..
sometimes friends are like stars
when you are lost in the dark, they twinkle in the sky
sometimes friends are like an encycopedia
every question you shoot, they seemed to know all the answers...
sometimes friends are like a pit of fire
no matter how cold you feel, everytime you need warmth, they'll be there...
take care,
Lionel
Thursday, March 02, 2006
finally...
though exams are finally over, the fact that i'm going to do so badly still lingers in my mind...
and i still can't believe, how in the world did i integrate 10 and got 0...sigh....
that's it world...lionel is gone...
had cell group today, and pamela almost blew my secret quest away...thanks pamela...-_-...
and i'm so nice to treat her holicks downstairs...tsk tsk...where one earth can you find a friend who treats his depress friend holicks...i mean..like where...sigh...
was quite upset with one of my classmates recently...she msged me at night and told me she might not be joining us for our fyp...it's frustrating because, we already planned to do together. and the whole class has their teams...no wonder everyone tells us that fyp always strains friendship in classes...okie forget it...i'll think of something...
okie..i have 30% voucher for quilsilver stuff..so i plan to get a wallet and a nice shirt...i better use some of my money before i blow it all on food...=)
now that i've come into terms with something, i feel more peaceful...though still a little depress...arghh..life's like that isn't it?
when you can't have anything, you are desperate, when you have everything, you are spoilt...
solution? somethings you take, somethings you have to leave...
watched underworldevolution--7popcorns...really good show...but rather gruesome and bloody..
and yes...i was checked AGAIN...i mean serisouly, do i look that young...
nafpha test is coming! my goodness....my 6 kueh lapis abs have become, like a mountain of ice kachang..exercise anyone? i miss fantasy island...=(
take care, Lionel
and i still can't believe, how in the world did i integrate 10 and got 0...sigh....
that's it world...lionel is gone...
had cell group today, and pamela almost blew my secret quest away...thanks pamela...-_-...
and i'm so nice to treat her holicks downstairs...tsk tsk...where one earth can you find a friend who treats his depress friend holicks...i mean..like where...sigh...
was quite upset with one of my classmates recently...she msged me at night and told me she might not be joining us for our fyp...it's frustrating because, we already planned to do together. and the whole class has their teams...no wonder everyone tells us that fyp always strains friendship in classes...okie forget it...i'll think of something...
okie..i have 30% voucher for quilsilver stuff..so i plan to get a wallet and a nice shirt...i better use some of my money before i blow it all on food...=)
now that i've come into terms with something, i feel more peaceful...though still a little depress...arghh..life's like that isn't it?
when you can't have anything, you are desperate, when you have everything, you are spoilt...
solution? somethings you take, somethings you have to leave...
watched underworldevolution--7popcorns...really good show...but rather gruesome and bloody..
and yes...i was checked AGAIN...i mean serisouly, do i look that young...
nafpha test is coming! my goodness....my 6 kueh lapis abs have become, like a mountain of ice kachang..exercise anyone? i miss fantasy island...=(
take care, Lionel
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
the most painful...
last paper tomorow, engineering maths...
i hope i dun get a concussion the second i see the paper...
i'm having depression this few days...
most probably i would fail a few of my modules, because, i really did terribly,
i'm not even hoping for a 50/100 pass...but a satisfactory pass of 40/100...
blen's death anniversary is comign soon...and i duno what will happen again...
i no longer feel sad, i no longer feel pain...my heart is numbed...
i duno waht's the most painful things in life for you guys...apart from death of your love ones,
friendship problems, relationship problems, studies problem, family quarrels...
for me the most painful is...
"TO LOVE, AND NOT BE LOVED"
take care, lionel..
i hope i dun get a concussion the second i see the paper...
i'm having depression this few days...
most probably i would fail a few of my modules, because, i really did terribly,
i'm not even hoping for a 50/100 pass...but a satisfactory pass of 40/100...
blen's death anniversary is comign soon...and i duno what will happen again...
i no longer feel sad, i no longer feel pain...my heart is numbed...
i duno waht's the most painful things in life for you guys...apart from death of your love ones,
friendship problems, relationship problems, studies problem, family quarrels...
for me the most painful is...
"TO LOVE, AND NOT BE LOVED"
take care, lionel..
Sunday, February 26, 2006
don't you ever wish, u were someone else?
sometimes, it's comforting to have a friend going through the same problem as you...
where can u find....
someone with the same frequency to share whats in your heart...
and still be sure that your secret is well kept...
someone who goes into depression mode same time as you...
someone who gossips with you everyday
someone who can tolerate all your nonsense...
someone who treasures this friendship...
someone who rather sit at home stare at the wall, then go for a nice desert downstairs...
went to church this morning with many questions in my mind...hoping God will give me an answer...but again...no answer...don't you ever wish, u were someone else?
love, lionel
where can u find....
someone with the same frequency to share whats in your heart...
and still be sure that your secret is well kept...
someone who goes into depression mode same time as you...
someone who gossips with you everyday
someone who can tolerate all your nonsense...
someone who treasures this friendship...
someone who rather sit at home stare at the wall, then go for a nice desert downstairs...
went to church this morning with many questions in my mind...hoping God will give me an answer...but again...no answer...don't you ever wish, u were someone else?
love, lionel
Thursday, February 23, 2006
Happy Birthday To Me...
started the day with concrete design exam...quite a messed up paper...but can't be compared with transportation engineering which i totally blew or programming which i have no idea what i wrote...now, let's hope everyone does badly and the passing grade will be moderated... =)
okie! then our class went to seuol garden for Ptn lunch..it wasn't exactly a planned birthday by the class for me....it so happen the lunch was on the same day as my brithday...anyway...what happen was, they decided to sing a birthday song for me despite my plead not too, i felt so old, and there were throngs of people at seuol garden...and they just had to say my name so loud...with shishi there...we dun need a microphone or a speaker...anyway! thanks everyone!
as a class rep...it was my honour to photocopy lecture notes for u monkeys... -__- !!
okie, so now i'm 20...sounds old rite? I AM !!! my goodness, i feel like an old man on a wheel chair already...no more a teenager...i'm in my early twenties....
thank you everyone for making my birthday a memoriable one...even if u just sent me an sms...
it's nice to know that u hae friends there thinking of you...every now and then =)
take care! all the best for your exams! i still have 2 more paper to go!
love, Lionel
okie! then our class went to seuol garden for Ptn lunch..it wasn't exactly a planned birthday by the class for me....it so happen the lunch was on the same day as my brithday...anyway...what happen was, they decided to sing a birthday song for me despite my plead not too, i felt so old, and there were throngs of people at seuol garden...and they just had to say my name so loud...with shishi there...we dun need a microphone or a speaker...anyway! thanks everyone!
as a class rep...it was my honour to photocopy lecture notes for u monkeys... -__- !!
okie, so now i'm 20...sounds old rite? I AM !!! my goodness, i feel like an old man on a wheel chair already...no more a teenager...i'm in my early twenties....
thank you everyone for making my birthday a memoriable one...even if u just sent me an sms...
it's nice to know that u hae friends there thinking of you...every now and then =)
take care! all the best for your exams! i still have 2 more paper to go!
love, Lionel
Saturday, February 18, 2006
lame chop on brithday?
had a super weird dream this afternoon, i dreamt everyone came to my house to gamble...
then i saw 2 little girls running around, i went straight to the table, and place my bets....someone and my cousin then tompang me some money...then i got a double ace...then i won $30....end of dream..haha..yes yes...haha
back to reality---
was in the lift jsut now, 2 person was in the lift with me...i suddenly wanted to ah choo...then being polite...i covered my mouth and REN..all the way to first floor...then i quiclky run out of the lift turn my face behind a wall...then AHH choo....guess what...antoher lady was there...yes...her face all covered with my delicious saliva...dun ask me what happen after that...it was quite drama...
was thinkin abt qing shun..yes qing shun..i suddenly tot of you...i was thinking the times when u stood by me, the times when i cried and u were there beside me....the times when u hug me and i continued crying...the times when u encouraged me...i still can't believe i cried on your shoulders but i did--for that...a very big warm thank you!...then i start to think if i had neglected our friendship, u everytime want to help me, but i keep running away... for that...a very big sorry...i know it sounds gayish for some of you...but...true man cries...
was reading abt the progess package....and arghhh i miss getting the big hong bao by a year!!
aunties and uncles reading my blog....please...u know what to do for my birthday....
no excuses! u got a big hong pao from govenemrnt already...
my computer K.O ed..and i'musing my sisters's laptop now...all my pictures gone, all my songs, all my files...everything...
like i said...life's like that...u won't know what will happen...photos i collected for so many years,
all gone within a click...
take care, Lionel
then i saw 2 little girls running around, i went straight to the table, and place my bets....someone and my cousin then tompang me some money...then i got a double ace...then i won $30....end of dream..haha..yes yes...haha
back to reality---
was in the lift jsut now, 2 person was in the lift with me...i suddenly wanted to ah choo...then being polite...i covered my mouth and REN..all the way to first floor...then i quiclky run out of the lift turn my face behind a wall...then AHH choo....guess what...antoher lady was there...yes...her face all covered with my delicious saliva...dun ask me what happen after that...it was quite drama...
was thinkin abt qing shun..yes qing shun..i suddenly tot of you...i was thinking the times when u stood by me, the times when i cried and u were there beside me....the times when u hug me and i continued crying...the times when u encouraged me...i still can't believe i cried on your shoulders but i did--for that...a very big warm thank you!...then i start to think if i had neglected our friendship, u everytime want to help me, but i keep running away... for that...a very big sorry...i know it sounds gayish for some of you...but...true man cries...
was reading abt the progess package....and arghhh i miss getting the big hong bao by a year!!
aunties and uncles reading my blog....please...u know what to do for my birthday....
no excuses! u got a big hong pao from govenemrnt already...
my computer K.O ed..and i'musing my sisters's laptop now...all my pictures gone, all my songs, all my files...everything...
like i said...life's like that...u won't know what will happen...photos i collected for so many years,
all gone within a click...
take care, Lionel
Thursday, February 16, 2006
faith hope love, the greatest of all...Love..
so far, the 2 out of 3 paper was a killer...esp. computer programming...
no way an odinary human can understand all the scripts...we came out of class
wondering what mess we entered into the computer, hope the computer doesn't jam up...dun ask me what i've learn for the pass 6 months in computer programming, because what i learnt is the same as before i started studying this module..
hmm, it's now 1am and i just got back home from studying...tough work..
oh yes! i got my attachment already..."HEXACON CONSTRUCTION PTE LTD"
my goodness...let's pray everything goes well...at $440 a month..they couldn't be expecting
much from me eh? please...no computer work...that works out to be $1.8 an hour..nice...
we guys better meet up for dinner everyday..act like working adults...muahah...
neo will come with his buisness suit, qing shun will come with his orange shirt, kiet tat will come with a laptop, tracy will be enjoying herself in australia, and i will come with hmm, yellow boots?
we guys will be taking our powerboat license very very soon...=) then boat show $150 an hour...
look at the difference...my goodness...
went to watch fearless with my mum today...her treat! i still can't believe the GV person insists on checking my id..NC16 show...he thinks i'm 15? -_-...
"The man who never makes a mistake, never does anything"
take care,
Lionel..
no way an odinary human can understand all the scripts...we came out of class
wondering what mess we entered into the computer, hope the computer doesn't jam up...dun ask me what i've learn for the pass 6 months in computer programming, because what i learnt is the same as before i started studying this module..
hmm, it's now 1am and i just got back home from studying...tough work..
oh yes! i got my attachment already..."HEXACON CONSTRUCTION PTE LTD"
my goodness...let's pray everything goes well...at $440 a month..they couldn't be expecting
much from me eh? please...no computer work...that works out to be $1.8 an hour..nice...
we guys better meet up for dinner everyday..act like working adults...muahah...
neo will come with his buisness suit, qing shun will come with his orange shirt, kiet tat will come with a laptop, tracy will be enjoying herself in australia, and i will come with hmm, yellow boots?
we guys will be taking our powerboat license very very soon...=) then boat show $150 an hour...
look at the difference...my goodness...
went to watch fearless with my mum today...her treat! i still can't believe the GV person insists on checking my id..NC16 show...he thinks i'm 15? -_-...
"The man who never makes a mistake, never does anything"
take care,
Lionel..
Saturday, February 11, 2006
behind every face is an untold story....
Okie, test and exams from now till the first week of march...
study and study and study...
oh yes! remember the river raft race?! i've got a share of the price money!!! =)
i'm going to buy myself a nice wallet =)
was in the taxi the other day when the driver asked me a weird question.."wah why singaporeans so rich, one car $160k also can afford" i began to imagine myself in the future...
i rather be poor and happy then rich and sad..maybe because i'm more of a Life person, i want to experience 4 seasons, i want to travel around the world...so many thigns left unexplored, so many things undiscovered, i want to love, and be loved...i want my children to experience life so crazily, and i want my wife to be the happiest person and most loved person in the world...BUT FIRST...let me get over this semestral exam..zzzz
few days ago...my lecturer was teaching us on the chapter of pavement design, the topic was " your father's road" how interesting...it teaches us to design and construct our own personal road..then i began dreaming abt having my own bungalow again..
monday night! imagine the unimaginable..and expect the unexpected...study hard everyone...
Love, Lionel
study and study and study...
oh yes! remember the river raft race?! i've got a share of the price money!!! =)
i'm going to buy myself a nice wallet =)
was in the taxi the other day when the driver asked me a weird question.."wah why singaporeans so rich, one car $160k also can afford" i began to imagine myself in the future...
i rather be poor and happy then rich and sad..maybe because i'm more of a Life person, i want to experience 4 seasons, i want to travel around the world...so many thigns left unexplored, so many things undiscovered, i want to love, and be loved...i want my children to experience life so crazily, and i want my wife to be the happiest person and most loved person in the world...BUT FIRST...let me get over this semestral exam..zzzz
few days ago...my lecturer was teaching us on the chapter of pavement design, the topic was " your father's road" how interesting...it teaches us to design and construct our own personal road..then i began dreaming abt having my own bungalow again..
monday night! imagine the unimaginable..and expect the unexpected...study hard everyone...
Love, Lionel
Sunday, February 05, 2006
...
okie, it's going to be a supremely busy week ahead...so i guess i better write a small post before monday starts in case u guys think i abondoned my blog...skipped church today because of a new ass problem...so uncomfortable...i think by the time i've recover. i'll be like a bamboo...
friday the gang came to bai nian at my home, made poh piah together...oh yes...a special invited guest..Peter selvan...saturday went to qing shun's house to bai nian then to tracy's home in the evening...i'm still so angry with kien tat for being late for 45mins...i hate being late at such gatherings becasue it's once a year...i promise if there's such an occasion again, i would just leave without kien tat...because of one person become 4 person late...how frustrating...okie anyway...
i overate..thanks to tracy...haha..if it weren't for the stomach problem, i would had cleared the buffet trays...muhaha...oh yes! raelyn is so cute..haha..gave her a box of animal biscuit and the way she hold it...so innocent...i guess in her heart was "hmm..whose this guy...dun care, i got biscuits"hahaha...left at 2am...great day!
*i would be changing my blog address soon...keep in touch*
take care,
Bah kwa..
friday the gang came to bai nian at my home, made poh piah together...oh yes...a special invited guest..Peter selvan...saturday went to qing shun's house to bai nian then to tracy's home in the evening...i'm still so angry with kien tat for being late for 45mins...i hate being late at such gatherings becasue it's once a year...i promise if there's such an occasion again, i would just leave without kien tat...because of one person become 4 person late...how frustrating...okie anyway...
i overate..thanks to tracy...haha..if it weren't for the stomach problem, i would had cleared the buffet trays...muhaha...oh yes! raelyn is so cute..haha..gave her a box of animal biscuit and the way she hold it...so innocent...i guess in her heart was "hmm..whose this guy...dun care, i got biscuits"hahaha...left at 2am...great day!
*i would be changing my blog address soon...keep in touch*
take care,
Bah kwa..
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Thursday, January 26, 2006
"i'll be the first to step into the field, and will be the last to leave"
yes! finally a new blog skin for the new year...
spent so much time finding this skin, now i'm so tired to type anything..
so many reports to do...test coming,exams...sigh..this will never end...
this few day's i'll be bakuaing...=) and oh yes did i mention! i bot the chinese
dragon shirt thingy...okie! so i'm done with clothes for the new year...
i shall not say much on my change of dressing at the clinic today...
in case u have a weak heart, i better not say..hahaha give u guys a clue...
i was slapped...
okie..gd nite!
spent so much time finding this skin, now i'm so tired to type anything..
so many reports to do...test coming,exams...sigh..this will never end...
this few day's i'll be bakuaing...=) and oh yes did i mention! i bot the chinese
dragon shirt thingy...okie! so i'm done with clothes for the new year...
i shall not say much on my change of dressing at the clinic today...
in case u have a weak heart, i better not say..hahaha give u guys a clue...
i was slapped...
okie..gd nite!
Monday, January 23, 2006
trip to china
went to bugis on saturday...bot new year clothes...it was flooded!!
then went to china, haha...we had tim sum for dinner...food wasn't really nice...
tracy only had 2 miserable mini paos...haha...we spent most of the time at this
sweet shop asking the uncle to describe to us the flavour..because it was in chimology chinese...
hahaha...okok, update again soon! tak ecare! Gong xi fa cai!
then went to china, haha...we had tim sum for dinner...food wasn't really nice...
tracy only had 2 miserable mini paos...haha...we spent most of the time at this
sweet shop asking the uncle to describe to us the flavour..because it was in chimology chinese...
hahaha...okok, update again soon! tak ecare! Gong xi fa cai!
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
fight with your heart, pay with your blood....
so stress this few days trying to catch up with my work...tsk tsk
just watched american idol..haha..crazy...
oh yes! i got a medal for my river raft race! =) i'm part of the team...
went for site visit on monday...took alot of photos but u guys will never be interested
in it...haha...just wondering if i really want to be an engineer in the future...
i don't want to be some buisness man selling products or some office boy doing accounts, it's just not me...i don't want to do soemthing which has the same routine everyday, and definetly not a job which needs me to stare at the computer everyday...=)
20-age this year
21-age i graduate with a diploma
23-age i compete my NS
27-age i graduate with a degree, engaged?
29-working with 2 years experience,engaged?
time is running out for me...i have to plan for my future....
okie, carry on with my project...enough of my rubbish...i seemed to blog about the same things over and over again...but i just lurve saying it..i duno why...i know i'm super lor soh...
tracy-our date to china on saturday!
qingshun-when's my birthday? just to confirm...
jun xiong- busy with your girlfriend...forgot about us already..just as i expected...take care!
kien tat-go to bed..good night...
tocky...
just watched american idol..haha..crazy...
oh yes! i got a medal for my river raft race! =) i'm part of the team...
went for site visit on monday...took alot of photos but u guys will never be interested
in it...haha...just wondering if i really want to be an engineer in the future...
i don't want to be some buisness man selling products or some office boy doing accounts, it's just not me...i don't want to do soemthing which has the same routine everyday, and definetly not a job which needs me to stare at the computer everyday...=)
20-age this year
21-age i graduate with a diploma
23-age i compete my NS
27-age i graduate with a degree, engaged?
29-working with 2 years experience,engaged?
time is running out for me...i have to plan for my future....
okie, carry on with my project...enough of my rubbish...i seemed to blog about the same things over and over again...but i just lurve saying it..i duno why...i know i'm super lor soh...
tracy-our date to china on saturday!
qingshun-when's my birthday? just to confirm...
jun xiong- busy with your girlfriend...forgot about us already..just as i expected...take care!
kien tat-go to bed..good night...
tocky...
Sunday, January 15, 2006
$1k fly away....
hello! i've been trying to find a nice blog skin but coudn't...oh well...
went to hospital to get my beautiful ass checked the other day, waited
for like 1hr30min just to see the doctor for 5minutes...oh well...still faster
then POLYCLINIC...and..i was the youngest one there suffering from
this ass problem.."Department of colorectal surgery" how cool is that! ---- try it!
remember the raft that i'm was telling you guys about...the one that i've been buidling to take
part in the singapore river race...and how i eventually gave up my place because of this ass problem..yes...today was the race..and my raft won 1ST PRIZE! my goodness!!!
$1 thousand dollars fly away! just kill me...
went to bbq at pasir ris with maple yesterday...and was hugged by this small little girl...she jumped on me! hahaha...i din't know i so nice to hug la...hahaha...it's been so long since i went to downdown east...new shops..had this jelly ice cream thingy...hoho
okok..counting down to chInese new year!!! =) and my birthdayyyyyyyyy!!! fat neo promsie to get me something which i need...fat shun is going to get me a LV wallet...tracy owes me a super dupeeeer big present for helping her tape her fiona xie...kien tat i duno whether he will sleep pass my birthday...but i'm prepared...so EXCITING!!!!!
went to hospital to get my beautiful ass checked the other day, waited
for like 1hr30min just to see the doctor for 5minutes...oh well...still faster
then POLYCLINIC...and..i was the youngest one there suffering from
this ass problem.."Department of colorectal surgery" how cool is that! ---- try it!
remember the raft that i'm was telling you guys about...the one that i've been buidling to take
part in the singapore river race...and how i eventually gave up my place because of this ass problem..yes...today was the race..and my raft won 1ST PRIZE! my goodness!!!
$1 thousand dollars fly away! just kill me...
went to bbq at pasir ris with maple yesterday...and was hugged by this small little girl...she jumped on me! hahaha...i din't know i so nice to hug la...hahaha...it's been so long since i went to downdown east...new shops..had this jelly ice cream thingy...hoho
okok..counting down to chInese new year!!! =) and my birthdayyyyyyyyy!!! fat neo promsie to get me something which i need...fat shun is going to get me a LV wallet...tracy owes me a super dupeeeer big present for helping her tape her fiona xie...kien tat i duno whether he will sleep pass my birthday...but i'm prepared...so EXCITING!!!!!
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Feed me...
okie day 12 of recovery, feeling much better....i can sit =) and lay properly in bed =)
the wound is still fresh and reddish though...
okok! i was in the bus day dreaming again...i'm so excited for chinese new year...and then my BIRTHDAY! chinese new year just means one thing - I'm going to gain back waht i've lost this pass weeks...Suckling PIG! BAH KWA! and all the junk! i love it...=) ANYONE! feed ME!!! and not forgetting playing cards! this time...i'm going to win...=) i can feel the lucky aura already...hahaha
and yes my birthday...to help u guys out there...i've decided to write a list of things i want..=)for now...all i can think of is a wallet! haha...i know i'm nice..
miss wan lilin tried to assinate my ass yesterday...yes! with her handbag! imgaine....at least she's nice enough to treat me starbucks! china town very very soon! promise!
good night everyone! =)
the wound is still fresh and reddish though...
okok! i was in the bus day dreaming again...i'm so excited for chinese new year...and then my BIRTHDAY! chinese new year just means one thing - I'm going to gain back waht i've lost this pass weeks...Suckling PIG! BAH KWA! and all the junk! i love it...=) ANYONE! feed ME!!! and not forgetting playing cards! this time...i'm going to win...=) i can feel the lucky aura already...hahaha
and yes my birthday...to help u guys out there...i've decided to write a list of things i want..=)for now...all i can think of is a wallet! haha...i know i'm nice..
miss wan lilin tried to assinate my ass yesterday...yes! with her handbag! imgaine....at least she's nice enough to treat me starbucks! china town very very soon! promise!
good night everyone! =)
Sunday, January 08, 2006
Affairs of the heart...
okie..it's day 9...the wound is till raw and reddish...but it's healing well...no infection =)
my butt has been living like a king this pass 9 days...dun ask me how i remove my bowels...
but trust me...it's nasty...blood, screams...etc..
really thank God for nurses...they are such patient and caring people...
have been eating porridge, vegetable and fish this few days...i need MEAT badly...and so nice of tracy..she can actaully msg me and tell me she's eating KFC... dun tempt me...before i eat myself...
thanks for everyone who showed me so much care this pass few days...a simple msg is very encouraging...a big thank you...sigh...how can i do without you guys...=)
oh yes..i'm so boney now...i feel so weak...everyday, i lay on my sofa watching dvd's, reading 8-days...which is juicy with gossips...haahhaa...
anyway...today was the mock emergency exercise...i think it's really cool to have such thigns in singapore...they even have people complaining to counsellors and everything...of course they are just acting..but i think they make it really real...Rock on Red Dot!
my mum was in the kitchen baking cookies, i was there nosing around..when she jokingly said..."next time i want to go old folks home, i dun want anyone to take care of me"
then my sister said " old folks home is soo boring, you will get bored to death there" my mum replied " i can stay there and baked cookies, so nice, so peaceful" and i replied..."okie, i lend you my -ipod"
hahaha...i really said that..but i was joking la..hahaa oh yes! i just watched the ren-ci charity show...AMAZING! they manage to raise 6.8 million and counting, exceeding thier target by 1.8 million..u know..sometimes i'm really so proud to be a singparean...it just show's how passionate people we are...we may be kiasu, rude and wahtever...but when it comes to affairs of the heart...we give...one thing the celebrity said stuck me..." let's this charity, be an issue between you and the patients, and nothing else" tsk tsk..simple words with big meaning..
okie...and yes..today i din't go church because u know...i passed my course! finally after so long....some people laugh at me becasue i took so long to finish my course...i've been in this church for so long...and like fianlly i passed....oh well...laugh all you want!
believe me...it's not that i don't want to pass...but many things happen this year...and it held be back...okok..i shan't elaborate...there's no use explaining...it's between me and God..and my close friends know...and surprisingly, my cloeset firneds aint' from my church...so...
sorry for the lengthy post again..take care...
i'll be going back to school tomrow...i relaise if i take my full 21 days mc..it will be too late to catch up...take care..
God Bless,
Tocky...
my butt has been living like a king this pass 9 days...dun ask me how i remove my bowels...
but trust me...it's nasty...blood, screams...etc..
really thank God for nurses...they are such patient and caring people...
have been eating porridge, vegetable and fish this few days...i need MEAT badly...and so nice of tracy..she can actaully msg me and tell me she's eating KFC... dun tempt me...before i eat myself...
thanks for everyone who showed me so much care this pass few days...a simple msg is very encouraging...a big thank you...sigh...how can i do without you guys...=)
oh yes..i'm so boney now...i feel so weak...everyday, i lay on my sofa watching dvd's, reading 8-days...which is juicy with gossips...haahhaa...
anyway...today was the mock emergency exercise...i think it's really cool to have such thigns in singapore...they even have people complaining to counsellors and everything...of course they are just acting..but i think they make it really real...Rock on Red Dot!
my mum was in the kitchen baking cookies, i was there nosing around..when she jokingly said..."next time i want to go old folks home, i dun want anyone to take care of me"
then my sister said " old folks home is soo boring, you will get bored to death there" my mum replied " i can stay there and baked cookies, so nice, so peaceful" and i replied..."okie, i lend you my -ipod"
hahaha...i really said that..but i was joking la..hahaa oh yes! i just watched the ren-ci charity show...AMAZING! they manage to raise 6.8 million and counting, exceeding thier target by 1.8 million..u know..sometimes i'm really so proud to be a singparean...it just show's how passionate people we are...we may be kiasu, rude and wahtever...but when it comes to affairs of the heart...we give...one thing the celebrity said stuck me..." let's this charity, be an issue between you and the patients, and nothing else" tsk tsk..simple words with big meaning..
okie...and yes..today i din't go church because u know...i passed my course! finally after so long....some people laugh at me becasue i took so long to finish my course...i've been in this church for so long...and like fianlly i passed....oh well...laugh all you want!
believe me...it's not that i don't want to pass...but many things happen this year...and it held be back...okok..i shan't elaborate...there's no use explaining...it's between me and God..and my close friends know...and surprisingly, my cloeset firneds aint' from my church...so...
sorry for the lengthy post again..take care...
i'll be going back to school tomrow...i relaise if i take my full 21 days mc..it will be too late to catch up...take care..
God Bless,
Tocky...
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Happy new year!
update on my royal ass*
okie for 21 days i have to see doctor everyday to get my dressing changed **tracy...go study...no need to add anything here...muahah
21 days mc...but i probably go to school next week...
and guess what guys! i can finallyt sleep with my ass facing the bed !!! woot!
i miss meat..immidiately once i recovered i'm running staight to the buffet table...join me!
the good news! chinese new year is coming! and i'll recover just in time for it! i wana go china town buy all the sweets and my goodness BAH KUA!!
i was in deep pain the other day, and i was complaining to God...of all places...my ass is pain...whywhywhy!!!
suddenly something whoosh passed my mind...it reads... "Count your blessings, name them one by one"
Happy new year!!
okie so, a brand new year with a fresh new start,
old thigns are passed away, i pray each one of us will continue to live life to the fullest, and always remember,
God loves you...
love, Lionel...
okie for 21 days i have to see doctor everyday to get my dressing changed **tracy...go study...no need to add anything here...muahah
21 days mc...but i probably go to school next week...
and guess what guys! i can finallyt sleep with my ass facing the bed !!! woot!
i miss meat..immidiately once i recovered i'm running staight to the buffet table...join me!
the good news! chinese new year is coming! and i'll recover just in time for it! i wana go china town buy all the sweets and my goodness BAH KUA!!
i was in deep pain the other day, and i was complaining to God...of all places...my ass is pain...whywhywhy!!!
suddenly something whoosh passed my mind...it reads... "Count your blessings, name them one by one"
Happy new year!!
okie so, a brand new year with a fresh new start,
old thigns are passed away, i pray each one of us will continue to live life to the fullest, and always remember,
God loves you...
love, Lionel...
Saturday, December 31, 2005
My royal ass...
okok, singapore hottest royal ass is back...wanted to blog ages ago, but due to some unforeseen butt circumstances...etc..let me explain...christmas eve was crazy! cousin's came, had turkey with bacon and cheastnut stuffing, chocoloate moouse, cheescake, quich lorraine, ham, and loads more, and the usual tradition of dancing around the christmas tree, this time, we sang 12 days of christmas...then the opening of presents! again our tradition to open presents from the oldest to the youngest! haha...okay christmas day, church, then went to peter's house...his mum cooked the mouth washing mutton! and duno what jelly thingy, like kueh chap, tons of finger food, and muruku..=) later had lamb leg in the evening...tsk tsk..totally fat-out..
okie now, the tsk tsk...the shocker of the year...many of u should had got an introduction in tracy's blog...and desperate to know the story of my royal ass...On the 30th of december, i got admitted to SGH for collectaral surgery! i won't explain in detail wats that in case u faint in front of your computer of heart attack...the story goes on, i was pushed to the operating theatre just like you see in televisions, and given GENERAL ANESTATIC..before that, i said a short prayer, and told the surgeons just before they knock me out " my ass is in your hands" when i woke up...voila! operation done...=) and guess what! the gang was there to see me! fat neo was probably there to see if i'm dead, tracy to see if she gets my will...hahahaha...no snow bird nest. =*( the guys were talking to me till abt 11.30pm...missy was rather pissed i guess..=P a day in the hospital seemed like a year...ultimately boring sleeping in a room with 5 old man...on my left, he has something wrong with his tummy, never eat for 5 days he claimed, on my right was this man who keeps yelling at mr.missy he has some leg injury...it was really funny to see him scoulding in hokkien..hahaha...in front of me there's this man whose very heavy & refuses to eat, far right was this man who has hearing impaired, far left, i duno what happen to him, he keeps coughing flam..and yes me the youngest patient around- with my fat ass getting operated...tsk tsk...serisouly everyone..dun ever have an ass operation, it's very very very inconvenient...u have to trust me....and so my christmas present from SGH, dozens of ultra powerful painkillers, 6 enormous tubes of local anestatic, a box of fibre thingy and a whooping 21 days of mc...not forgetting free gifts from missy- 3 packets of bandages, 1 tape and 2 cloths in case i stain my home sofa...i smell like a walking panadol now...oh yes! another shcoker...missy is the same age as me!!! thank God she never sponge me, or i'll have to wear a mask everywhere i go...
oh yes! believe or not, they actually brought our project work for discussion with me...imgaine that...and they bullied me by planning where they wanted to go watch movie and stuff...tsk tsk...black eye peas!! may i ask.."where is the love"?!?! hahaha...
okok, i think the medincine is making me go insane...any of u guys feeling bored, lonely nothing to do...need some company...er hem...what is my royal ass here for! come talk to me...
*i have to quit the river raft race, so there goes all my hardwork, and my prize money...well..life is unpredictable... =( Lord help me...
love,
tocky..
okie now, the tsk tsk...the shocker of the year...many of u should had got an introduction in tracy's blog...and desperate to know the story of my royal ass...On the 30th of december, i got admitted to SGH for collectaral surgery! i won't explain in detail wats that in case u faint in front of your computer of heart attack...the story goes on, i was pushed to the operating theatre just like you see in televisions, and given GENERAL ANESTATIC..before that, i said a short prayer, and told the surgeons just before they knock me out " my ass is in your hands" when i woke up...voila! operation done...=) and guess what! the gang was there to see me! fat neo was probably there to see if i'm dead, tracy to see if she gets my will...hahahaha...no snow bird nest. =*( the guys were talking to me till abt 11.30pm...missy was rather pissed i guess..=P a day in the hospital seemed like a year...ultimately boring sleeping in a room with 5 old man...on my left, he has something wrong with his tummy, never eat for 5 days he claimed, on my right was this man who keeps yelling at mr.missy he has some leg injury...it was really funny to see him scoulding in hokkien..hahaha...in front of me there's this man whose very heavy & refuses to eat, far right was this man who has hearing impaired, far left, i duno what happen to him, he keeps coughing flam..and yes me the youngest patient around- with my fat ass getting operated...tsk tsk...serisouly everyone..dun ever have an ass operation, it's very very very inconvenient...u have to trust me....and so my christmas present from SGH, dozens of ultra powerful painkillers, 6 enormous tubes of local anestatic, a box of fibre thingy and a whooping 21 days of mc...not forgetting free gifts from missy- 3 packets of bandages, 1 tape and 2 cloths in case i stain my home sofa...i smell like a walking panadol now...oh yes! another shcoker...missy is the same age as me!!! thank God she never sponge me, or i'll have to wear a mask everywhere i go...
oh yes! believe or not, they actually brought our project work for discussion with me...imgaine that...and they bullied me by planning where they wanted to go watch movie and stuff...tsk tsk...black eye peas!! may i ask.."where is the love"?!?! hahaha...
okok, i think the medincine is making me go insane...any of u guys feeling bored, lonely nothing to do...need some company...er hem...what is my royal ass here for! come talk to me...
*i have to quit the river raft race, so there goes all my hardwork, and my prize money...well..life is unpredictable... =( Lord help me...
love,
tocky..
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
laughter the best medecine....
hmm....5 more days to chrismas! and 11 more days to the new year...and a step closer to the end of my teenage year...my early twenties..hmm....i wonder how old am i going to get married... =P...i'm almost done with my christmas shopping...antoher trip or 2 down to town and i'm done...=) nicee...to be in town at this time of the year, carols, songs, buskers, and the indespensible hohoho's...
a few updates...my raft is completed! after months of hard work... so everyone! remember to support me in janurary for the river raft race!
thanks for those who voted for qing shun's video clip, he din't win =( but well i'm sure he learnt alot from this compeition yeah? oh yes! Whew! i passed my test in church! 25/50!!! my goodness....coz i comepletely whacked the memory verses...=P..pamela got like 31/50...lucky!
Okie now the angry part! was eating at GREAT WORLD CITY foodcourt after church on sunday...it was pam brother's belated birthday, so the cake, the candles,and after eating, my friend wanted to throw the flattened birthday cake box into the dustbin...duh...and guess what the cleaner scoulded her and told her not to throw...he asked her to throw it somewehre else....??? what on earth is the dustbin for may i asked if not to throw rubbish? an ornament for christmas? it was comepletely absurd! first time i heard a dustbin not allowed to throw rubbish...i would understand if it was somehting bulky...but it was jsut a small flattened cake box...and Yes! u may have guessed it...i was so angry...i took the cake box...and threw it into the dustbin, without bothering what he said...he stared, mumbled few words...but i din't care...
bring the manager to me if he dare...hundreds of church people eat at the foodcourt every weekend...and not allowed to throw a miserable cake box into thier dustbin??? TOTALLY RIDICULES!
Lord, strengthen my heart this christmas....it would be the best christmas present...
tocky...
a few updates...my raft is completed! after months of hard work... so everyone! remember to support me in janurary for the river raft race!
thanks for those who voted for qing shun's video clip, he din't win =( but well i'm sure he learnt alot from this compeition yeah? oh yes! Whew! i passed my test in church! 25/50!!! my goodness....coz i comepletely whacked the memory verses...=P..pamela got like 31/50...lucky!
Okie now the angry part! was eating at GREAT WORLD CITY foodcourt after church on sunday...it was pam brother's belated birthday, so the cake, the candles,and after eating, my friend wanted to throw the flattened birthday cake box into the dustbin...duh...and guess what the cleaner scoulded her and told her not to throw...he asked her to throw it somewehre else....??? what on earth is the dustbin for may i asked if not to throw rubbish? an ornament for christmas? it was comepletely absurd! first time i heard a dustbin not allowed to throw rubbish...i would understand if it was somehting bulky...but it was jsut a small flattened cake box...and Yes! u may have guessed it...i was so angry...i took the cake box...and threw it into the dustbin, without bothering what he said...he stared, mumbled few words...but i din't care...
bring the manager to me if he dare...hundreds of church people eat at the foodcourt every weekend...and not allowed to throw a miserable cake box into thier dustbin??? TOTALLY RIDICULES!
Lord, strengthen my heart this christmas....it would be the best christmas present...
tocky...
Thursday, December 15, 2005
all i want for christmas
i wonder if u guys can hear the blog song, i can hear the song using laptop, but not my desktop..i wonder why...anyway for thsoe who can hear the song...
I CARE ABOUT PRESENTS UNDER THE CHIRSTMAS TREE HORR...
I CARE ABOUT PRESENTS UNDER THE CHIRSTMAS TREE HORR...
Monday, December 12, 2005
Once the vote is counted...the decision is final...etc..
everyone! qing shun's short film made it to the finals for Cannon DV fest competition please vote for the clip name"parting Gift"
http://www.canon.com.sg/dvfest/vote/bestfilm/audience.htm
qing shun...i help u publicise...this will be your christmas present...
recently have the news on australia have racial conflicts...i wanted to talk about it in my post...but incase i get into touble with the law for some racial comments..i better keep my mouth shut...it only needs one person to disagree with my post and the whole world will know...
anyway..thank God for Singapore...i'm kinda proud living in multi racial singapore.. ;) beat that Australia! rock on! red dot!
http://www.canon.com.sg/dvfest/vote/bestfilm/audience.htm
qing shun...i help u publicise...this will be your christmas present...
recently have the news on australia have racial conflicts...i wanted to talk about it in my post...but incase i get into touble with the law for some racial comments..i better keep my mouth shut...it only needs one person to disagree with my post and the whole world will know...
anyway..thank God for Singapore...i'm kinda proud living in multi racial singapore.. ;) beat that Australia! rock on! red dot!
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Psalms 23:6
okie!! firstly! Happy 18th Birthday TrACy WaN! finally turned 18 when everybody's coming 20..hope u enjoyed yur birthday and like all yur presents!! i still can't stop laughing thinking rachel did the robot dance..hahaha..okok remember everyone!! my birthday's next la!!! woot!!! that's waht i like about my birthday-not long after chiense new year when everyone has no reason to say they're broke...hiak hiak...each one present..no excuse...=)
this whole week i have 5 greulling exam papers...i must do well!! my gpa must hit a 3.5 this time...for the sake of my $20k/month salary in the future...i must do well!! please pray for me..
oh yes, i've been blading alone this few days..at bishan park...i din't know it can be quite relaxing, listening to my ipod while the cool wind at night just swerve pass...=) i'm going to try it at night at east coast one day... ;) i realise i've became lighter la! i was 72kg...and now i'm 69kg!
hmm...but i duno accurate or not because i weigh myself using those 40cents machine...which comes out a card with a phrase behind...
after exams...shopping all the way..no stopping me...=) oh yes..
today church was fine..took my test...i hamtum all the memory verse down because i coudn't remember a think...the structured question was bleah...
took out the newspaper cutting of blenheim when he passed away...sigh...on top of his name was this verse..."Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and i will dwell in the house of the Lord forever"psalms 23:6 i suddenly felt again all the times we had gone through, all the jokes, all the one for all, all for one stuff...
the words in hold held so much meaning to my heart...the goodness of God and his mercy will surely be with me...this was so much an assurance to me that God will never ever leave me suffering so badly...God always has a reason..Blen's death is one reason why i still hold on to God...apart from God...i want to see u again kai...no way, i'm going to let go...not even for a thrillion dollars to forget God...see u soon...when my time is up...hang on everyone...the day is about to come...Live life to the fullest...treasuring, loving the people around u...
i realise that the simplest thigns in life is the rarest...many people enjoy the fun and happening life...but few are able to accept simple things in life....
take care everone...
remember, blessed is the man who is used by God...
this whole week i have 5 greulling exam papers...i must do well!! my gpa must hit a 3.5 this time...for the sake of my $20k/month salary in the future...i must do well!! please pray for me..
oh yes, i've been blading alone this few days..at bishan park...i din't know it can be quite relaxing, listening to my ipod while the cool wind at night just swerve pass...=) i'm going to try it at night at east coast one day... ;) i realise i've became lighter la! i was 72kg...and now i'm 69kg!
hmm...but i duno accurate or not because i weigh myself using those 40cents machine...which comes out a card with a phrase behind...
after exams...shopping all the way..no stopping me...=) oh yes..
today church was fine..took my test...i hamtum all the memory verse down because i coudn't remember a think...the structured question was bleah...
took out the newspaper cutting of blenheim when he passed away...sigh...on top of his name was this verse..."Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and i will dwell in the house of the Lord forever"psalms 23:6 i suddenly felt again all the times we had gone through, all the jokes, all the one for all, all for one stuff...
the words in hold held so much meaning to my heart...the goodness of God and his mercy will surely be with me...this was so much an assurance to me that God will never ever leave me suffering so badly...God always has a reason..Blen's death is one reason why i still hold on to God...apart from God...i want to see u again kai...no way, i'm going to let go...not even for a thrillion dollars to forget God...see u soon...when my time is up...hang on everyone...the day is about to come...Live life to the fullest...treasuring, loving the people around u...
i realise that the simplest thigns in life is the rarest...many people enjoy the fun and happening life...but few are able to accept simple things in life....
take care everone...
remember, blessed is the man who is used by God...
Monday, December 05, 2005
the road is long, but my heart will go on...
okie! it's been centuries since i last posted...i have no idea what to write already...
alot of sad thigns happen...=( just put all it behind me...
okie, anyway, i've decided to work extra harder for
my exams...because i heard that u must average a 3.5 gpa every semeseter
to secure a place in NUS...-_-!!! 3.5 leh...
natalie's birthday is coming, hope you'll like the present i bot u godsister! =)
it's nothing big...but still quite big la...
went orchard on saturday, with a whole group of gang...including a self invited "BETRAM LOO"...okok i shan't elaborate what he did...in case the ambulance come...
wanted to buy a shoe i saw online, i saw it at pacific plaza...but to my horror...it doesn't have my size...-__-...
okie my christmas wish list...
hmm...okok, i decided nt to write down...i shall see who knows me best...
who wants to do christmas shoppign with me??
alot of sad thigns happen...=( just put all it behind me...
okie, anyway, i've decided to work extra harder for
my exams...because i heard that u must average a 3.5 gpa every semeseter
to secure a place in NUS...-_-!!! 3.5 leh...
natalie's birthday is coming, hope you'll like the present i bot u godsister! =)
it's nothing big...but still quite big la...
went orchard on saturday, with a whole group of gang...including a self invited "BETRAM LOO"...okok i shan't elaborate what he did...in case the ambulance come...
wanted to buy a shoe i saw online, i saw it at pacific plaza...but to my horror...it doesn't have my size...-__-...
okie my christmas wish list...
hmm...okok, i decided nt to write down...i shall see who knows me best...
who wants to do christmas shoppign with me??
Sunday, November 27, 2005
reindeer pooper!
okie, i finally decided to type soemthign after so long of melting...
yesterday was blen's mum birthday, and we guys had bbq...lamb, beef, prawns, sting ray, salmon, fried rice, salad, chicken wings, and!! my fav...CRAB! i just love crab..
before i go on to say anything! believe it or not everyone..i fell down a hill...it was my regular and most convenient shortcut, but this time round, the owner decided to fence it up, and the smart me, thinking i was some bird, jumped over and tripped...and rolled don'n the hill...of course i bleed...
i just came back from pasa malam, could not get what i was looking for..=( so i bot myself a nice coconut...
okok, update tormow again
my eyes are shutting
take care, tocky
yesterday was blen's mum birthday, and we guys had bbq...lamb, beef, prawns, sting ray, salmon, fried rice, salad, chicken wings, and!! my fav...CRAB! i just love crab..
before i go on to say anything! believe it or not everyone..i fell down a hill...it was my regular and most convenient shortcut, but this time round, the owner decided to fence it up, and the smart me, thinking i was some bird, jumped over and tripped...and rolled don'n the hill...of course i bleed...
i just came back from pasa malam, could not get what i was looking for..=( so i bot myself a nice coconut...
okok, update tormow again
my eyes are shutting
take care, tocky
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Santa Clause!
i've been wanting to put back my song...but i'm too lazy...
went to ochard alone to walk around today after school....and yes
the christmas mood rekindle my heart again...soo many people today
guess it's because of the holidays...aww...
dun worry everyone! i'm fine... ;) i'm still breathing...ohyes,i've decided to change this blog skin it's too dull already...stay tune...
...
went to ochard alone to walk around today after school....and yes
the christmas mood rekindle my heart again...soo many people today
guess it's because of the holidays...aww...
dun worry everyone! i'm fine... ;) i'm still breathing...ohyes,i've decided to change this blog skin it's too dull already...stay tune...
...
Monday, November 21, 2005
Saturday, November 19, 2005
go away!
i'm beggining to like fast and pumpy music...punk cover!
alot of people have been commenting that i have bad taste of songs...especially peng soon...
he says all my songs are old and sound so bad...and he would never listen to songs which i listen...
tell u what shawn...i dun care what u think....because, this is how i am, and this is what i like...
to everyone:
so what if i'm different, so what if i don't club, so what if i don't always drink alcohol, so what if u think my life is boring, so what if u think i'm the most pathetic guy, so what if i listen to christian songs...SO WHAT !! i don't give a crap whatever u guys think of me...because this is who i am...if u can't accept me for who i am...then just go away...
maple! thanks for the card...it was really nice..and i know u meant every word on the card...i hope that is not my christmas present....of i would jsut drop dead...thank u also for even giving me this opportunity to be your godbrother...you may not be my real sister...but i will always treat u like my little sister...i pray and hope this relationship will strenthen eachday...i'm glad i survived the jog with you...jog with u when i go again kie?
life is full of unexpected and saddening things, but it's all part of it...remember? there are always 2 sides in life...take care arh...
okie this had been in my heart for a super long time...and i'm just going to blurt everything out...alot of people have been telling me off..."since u know so much about relationships, why u never get yourself a girlfriend? " "why u talk so much about it, but u yurself don't have a gf" "are u chicken" "is it because u scared"
i won't give u my answers, because i feel it's not necessary...i dun care whatever u guys think...because i know the answers in my heart
guys..please stop cheating and playing with girls feelings...
.....
alot of people have been commenting that i have bad taste of songs...especially peng soon...
he says all my songs are old and sound so bad...and he would never listen to songs which i listen...
tell u what shawn...i dun care what u think....because, this is how i am, and this is what i like...
to everyone:
so what if i'm different, so what if i don't club, so what if i don't always drink alcohol, so what if u think my life is boring, so what if u think i'm the most pathetic guy, so what if i listen to christian songs...SO WHAT !! i don't give a crap whatever u guys think of me...because this is who i am...if u can't accept me for who i am...then just go away...
maple! thanks for the card...it was really nice..and i know u meant every word on the card...i hope that is not my christmas present....of i would jsut drop dead...thank u also for even giving me this opportunity to be your godbrother...you may not be my real sister...but i will always treat u like my little sister...i pray and hope this relationship will strenthen eachday...i'm glad i survived the jog with you...jog with u when i go again kie?
life is full of unexpected and saddening things, but it's all part of it...remember? there are always 2 sides in life...take care arh...
okie this had been in my heart for a super long time...and i'm just going to blurt everything out...alot of people have been telling me off..."since u know so much about relationships, why u never get yourself a girlfriend? " "why u talk so much about it, but u yurself don't have a gf" "are u chicken" "is it because u scared"
i won't give u my answers, because i feel it's not necessary...i dun care whatever u guys think...because i know the answers in my heart
guys..please stop cheating and playing with girls feelings...
.....
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Zzzz
okie, i'm all alone in the computer lab doing my project in school..waiting for kien tat to passed me his hard disk...-_-.. though wednesday classes lasts for only 5hours...it's 5 hours of cauculations, more cauculations and even more cauculations... buisness students do more theory, and wished they had some hands on cauculations...whereas engineering students wants more theory because we have too much cauculations...sigh..
my sister is off to genting today with her friends...so lucky!! but well she deserve the trip la,
stress untill like that...tsk tsk....enjoy yourself pam! i have everythign necessary...except...hahaha...
was talking to my mum last night, i told her "when i'm outside, u siad why i always go out,
when i'm home, u ask me how come i keep using the computer" ...haha..then she added on "how i wished instead of calling me telling me you are in orchard, u tell me " mum, i'm in the library"
i laughed at said "wait long" haahaha....
okie, i have to start my work now..take care...
boring day...no movies =( everyone's busy =( no dvd =( no window shopping =(
tocky
my sister is off to genting today with her friends...so lucky!! but well she deserve the trip la,
stress untill like that...tsk tsk....enjoy yourself pam! i have everythign necessary...except...hahaha...
was talking to my mum last night, i told her "when i'm outside, u siad why i always go out,
when i'm home, u ask me how come i keep using the computer" ...haha..then she added on "how i wished instead of calling me telling me you are in orchard, u tell me " mum, i'm in the library"
i laughed at said "wait long" haahaha....
okie, i have to start my work now..take care...
boring day...no movies =( everyone's busy =( no dvd =( no window shopping =(
tocky
Monday, November 14, 2005
=)
okie...looks like i can never go on a diet...i had 2 meals in school today...over my $1 budget by $3
i just can't bare to torture my bouncy tummy...i could almost hear it screaming for food today...
it's becoming rounder and soft..haha..it has a rippling effect when hit...imgaine..=)
okok, i shan't expose my assets...the choosen girl will have to discover it herself..hahaha..
i'm crazy..
and yes..i was watchign televition today again and i started dreaming...
i somehow like to watch those house makeover...i can just imagine myself designing and building my own dream house...by the sea of course..i'm going to have this nice warm jacuzzi outide the big garden, how nice to soak inside a hot tub with your love, looking at stars at night...then a nice barbeque pit, when the gang come, we can just chill, by the sea (of course our wifes will do the bbq) hahaha... in the bed room will be this super comfy and soft mega king size bed with comforters of course! it will be like super cozy and warm...haha...okok, i cannot share too much in case someone steal my idea...
tracy!-yes...say goodbye to the bouncy castle...the arnold "sworldsonager" is here..hahaha
your dream birthday is approaching... =)
maple-elton more important then your godbrother...u win...i jealous... -_-
phillane!- happy baptism!! rock on!
jun xiong-please i beg u...no more macdonalds...
qing shun-one life, one heart, shed blood not tears...to hold and never let lose...
kien tat- i hope u finally give the present to _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ...
jessican tan-you are the slowest girl i ever met in my entire life...u need 3 legs...
peter selvan-which cave did u went hiding again...
God bless,
Tocky
i just can't bare to torture my bouncy tummy...i could almost hear it screaming for food today...
it's becoming rounder and soft..haha..it has a rippling effect when hit...imgaine..=)
okok, i shan't expose my assets...the choosen girl will have to discover it herself..hahaha..
i'm crazy..
and yes..i was watchign televition today again and i started dreaming...
i somehow like to watch those house makeover...i can just imagine myself designing and building my own dream house...by the sea of course..i'm going to have this nice warm jacuzzi outide the big garden, how nice to soak inside a hot tub with your love, looking at stars at night...then a nice barbeque pit, when the gang come, we can just chill, by the sea (of course our wifes will do the bbq) hahaha... in the bed room will be this super comfy and soft mega king size bed with comforters of course! it will be like super cozy and warm...haha...okok, i cannot share too much in case someone steal my idea...
tracy!-yes...say goodbye to the bouncy castle...the arnold "sworldsonager" is here..hahaha
your dream birthday is approaching... =)
maple-elton more important then your godbrother...u win...i jealous... -_-
phillane!- happy baptism!! rock on!
jun xiong-please i beg u...no more macdonalds...
qing shun-one life, one heart, shed blood not tears...to hold and never let lose...
kien tat- i hope u finally give the present to _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ...
jessican tan-you are the slowest girl i ever met in my entire life...u need 3 legs...
peter selvan-which cave did u went hiding again...
God bless,
Tocky
Sunday, November 13, 2005
back!
okie, finally i decided to upate my blog after so long, i was soo lazy...and with the influence of Tracy's blog...okie, i'm so excited for christmas...hohoho...i can feel it coming..
the cold and wet days...the smell of bacon and chesnut stuffing in turkey, the christmas tree, the foam snow, the songs and YES! the presents...this year i'm only giving to close freinds...of course, very special few will have an additional presents hahaha...start savign! believe it or not, i'm goign to sacrifice my beautiful tummy...i'm only going to spend $1 a day on food in school...before u know it...i'll have a strong and muscular body....=)
was having lunch the other day in school, i pause for a moment before i begin eating...my friend suddenly shouted " don't tell me you praying? " and he started laughing....
i was quite affected by it...i'm quite upset that some people being a christian themselves would actauly spike me, thought i'm not very sensative to this kind of thigns but i believe there should always be a line drawn..arh..okie i feel better now after saying it out..haha
pamela went to hong kong...and there's no one to gossip with me about church now..hahha
i know it's bad...but gossip is really fun Most of the times..haha
the verse of the day for me today was "everythign is permissible for me, but not everything is good" there are many thigns we are given the decision to make...God can't stop us...but we msut make sure it doesn't harm us...=)
arghhi wanted to ttype more..but my eyes are shutting...update otmrow
take care~
Tocky
the cold and wet days...the smell of bacon and chesnut stuffing in turkey, the christmas tree, the foam snow, the songs and YES! the presents...this year i'm only giving to close freinds...of course, very special few will have an additional presents hahaha...start savign! believe it or not, i'm goign to sacrifice my beautiful tummy...i'm only going to spend $1 a day on food in school...before u know it...i'll have a strong and muscular body....=)
was having lunch the other day in school, i pause for a moment before i begin eating...my friend suddenly shouted " don't tell me you praying? " and he started laughing....
i was quite affected by it...i'm quite upset that some people being a christian themselves would actauly spike me, thought i'm not very sensative to this kind of thigns but i believe there should always be a line drawn..arh..okie i feel better now after saying it out..haha
pamela went to hong kong...and there's no one to gossip with me about church now..hahha
i know it's bad...but gossip is really fun Most of the times..haha
the verse of the day for me today was "everythign is permissible for me, but not everything is good" there are many thigns we are given the decision to make...God can't stop us...but we msut make sure it doesn't harm us...=)
arghhi wanted to ttype more..but my eyes are shutting...update otmrow
take care~
Tocky
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Dearest Brother...
dear qing shun, sorry if i've been neglecting you...but believe me i felt the distance months ago...
that explains why i kept going to see u at the stall the chat with you...because i knew if i didn't, our friendship would drag apart...most of the time you are working and i assumed u did not have time to go out, that's why i din't bothered to ask u..i'm sorry...i know u won't bother listening to my explaination or perhaps won't believe me...and you are very sad and very angry...but i hope u will not put this 6 over years of friendship into stake...i
i promise u, it's not about religion...we always respected each other religion...and i believe religion should never be at the centre of our friendship...i respect yours...and i know from the beginning u had always respected mine...thanks for sharing whats in your heart..
it's this things in life that we experience in our frinedship which holds us together...i hope you are willing to give this friendship another go...in the gang, u are the closest to me after blenheim..catch up with your very soon...
with love,
Lionel...
that explains why i kept going to see u at the stall the chat with you...because i knew if i didn't, our friendship would drag apart...most of the time you are working and i assumed u did not have time to go out, that's why i din't bothered to ask u..i'm sorry...i know u won't bother listening to my explaination or perhaps won't believe me...and you are very sad and very angry...but i hope u will not put this 6 over years of friendship into stake...i
i promise u, it's not about religion...we always respected each other religion...and i believe religion should never be at the centre of our friendship...i respect yours...and i know from the beginning u had always respected mine...thanks for sharing whats in your heart..
it's this things in life that we experience in our frinedship which holds us together...i hope you are willing to give this friendship another go...in the gang, u are the closest to me after blenheim..catch up with your very soon...
with love,
Lionel...
Sunday, November 06, 2005
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
i'm Lovin It...
sorry to take so long to update...there seems to be soemthign wrong with my keyboard,
i can't type!! i have to use my sis laptop to update my blog, which can be frustrating at times...
i somehow have inspiration to write only when using my own keyboard...=P
oh yes before i forget! let me wish all my muslim friends and indian friends! Selemat Hari Raya
and Happy Deepavalli !!! hohoho..peter selvan...becasue it's deepavalli...i forgive you for *TREATING*
me...
went wakeboarding yesterday! and it was very fun!! i finally know how to move left and right of the boat...
hah~ =) i lurve the sea...so nice to just be soaked in it...will post the pictures when i get it from tracy..
so just be VERY VERY patient...hah!
today went to sean's house to have dinner..what a wide spread! prawns, steam fish, brocolli with
mushrooms, mixed vegetables with scallop, hairy melon, chicken wings, ma po tofu, dou miao...
still ahve fruits...my beautiful tummy almost exploded...okie..i better not share with u all what maple
did after dinner...in case she hamtum me..haha oh yes!
blen dad is going to teach us power boating..i guess none of the gang is interested because none of them is into sea sports..
so i guess i'll go learn alone from him already..blen dad also told me he can train me to be a power
boat insturctor...that is so cool...i've always dreamt of driving a boat with my future wife out to the sea
to have a candle light dinner..haha...with this powerboat license i can also drive jet ski...
my goodness..this is so exciting..how nice if my dream house is by the sea and have a boat
just out the garden...okie..back to earth..study hard...-_- and start saving!
my life is no way but the highway..haha...
another crazy news! me and my friend will be representing singapore poly
in "The Singapore River Raft Race 2006" haha...we are currently looking for sponsors for the build up
of the raft and price money if we win..for that we will advertise on our boat..=)
please support me!!! =) any of your parents or friends parents interested in publicising...
their company...dun hesitate to call me..=)
life is so precious...alot of us dun realise it till it's too late...take care everyone...
in the end, i want to be standing, at the beggining with you...
Tocky
i can't type!! i have to use my sis laptop to update my blog, which can be frustrating at times...
i somehow have inspiration to write only when using my own keyboard...=P
oh yes before i forget! let me wish all my muslim friends and indian friends! Selemat Hari Raya
and Happy Deepavalli !!! hohoho..peter selvan...becasue it's deepavalli...i forgive you for *TREATING*
me...
went wakeboarding yesterday! and it was very fun!! i finally know how to move left and right of the boat...
hah~ =) i lurve the sea...so nice to just be soaked in it...will post the pictures when i get it from tracy..
so just be VERY VERY patient...hah!
today went to sean's house to have dinner..what a wide spread! prawns, steam fish, brocolli with
mushrooms, mixed vegetables with scallop, hairy melon, chicken wings, ma po tofu, dou miao...
still ahve fruits...my beautiful tummy almost exploded...okie..i better not share with u all what maple
did after dinner...in case she hamtum me..haha oh yes!
blen dad is going to teach us power boating..i guess none of the gang is interested because none of them is into sea sports..
so i guess i'll go learn alone from him already..blen dad also told me he can train me to be a power
boat insturctor...that is so cool...i've always dreamt of driving a boat with my future wife out to the sea
to have a candle light dinner..haha...with this powerboat license i can also drive jet ski...
my goodness..this is so exciting..how nice if my dream house is by the sea and have a boat
just out the garden...okie..back to earth..study hard...-_- and start saving!
my life is no way but the highway..haha...
another crazy news! me and my friend will be representing singapore poly
in "The Singapore River Raft Race 2006" haha...we are currently looking for sponsors for the build up
of the raft and price money if we win..for that we will advertise on our boat..=)
please support me!!! =) any of your parents or friends parents interested in publicising...
their company...dun hesitate to call me..=)
life is so precious...alot of us dun realise it till it's too late...take care everyone...
in the end, i want to be standing, at the beggining with you...
Tocky
Sunday, October 30, 2005
the meaning of treat...
church today was okay..had urshering duty...i'm beginning to like urshering..
it's during this time when i get to know little secrets of our church...hahaha.
especially alter call...the one whom i talked abt this to better keep quiet...hahaha
pastor was sharing with us today, how do we know that we sin?
simple! out consious will trouble us when we sin...sin neither bless you nor
give u joy and happiness...so if u know you are sinning, stop it! or at least try..
nothing is impossible through christ who strengthens me...remember that!
"have u ever taked to God above? tell him that you need a friend to love..
PRAY and BELIEVING, that God answers pray...on a lofty mountain peak his there,
by the meadow by a stream his there, everywhere on earth you go, his been there
from the start..."
Remember everyone! "we do not have to pay to sin, but when we sin, we have to pay"
a person who really cares for you, dares to share with you the truth, doesn't always agree
with you, and is responsible to God and you...dare to open up, and speak right to your heart..
someone who will stick by you no matter what happens..treasure them! this people are
like limited edition...its like finding a needle in a hay stack...
okie so that's all about church...wiat! before i go on to my next topic..i must complain abt
lunch, i had vietnamese seafood fried rice today at great world city...and i rate is 1/10..
seafood fried rice = standard fried rice + 3 baby sotongs...and 2 misearble shrimps...
i so have to blog about this...suppose to meet PETER SELVAN at orchard today at 6pm...
he was an hour late...and poor me had to stand and wait for his grand appearance..
he was late, and could still sashay through the mrt gates smiling at me..
okie, i'm not going to tell u all what i did to him...in case u guys call the police..
next complain...peter selvan said his going to treat me dinner...and brought me to coffee club
and to my horror..he did not have enough money to pay for the food...
how on earth did this happen..i have no idea..please ask him....said want to treat me
and did not have money to pay...please enligntened me everyone...did the meaning of a treat change? i tot it was something like i don't have to come out any money? peter next day i ^TREAT^ u crystal jade..i treat u okie? but i don't bring money..
schools starting in a few hours..projects again, test, lecture, tutorials...practicals...and my horrifying gems which i don't even dare to read out the module name because i'm alienfied by it...God..help me..
with love,
Tocky..
it's during this time when i get to know little secrets of our church...hahaha.
especially alter call...the one whom i talked abt this to better keep quiet...hahaha
pastor was sharing with us today, how do we know that we sin?
simple! out consious will trouble us when we sin...sin neither bless you nor
give u joy and happiness...so if u know you are sinning, stop it! or at least try..
nothing is impossible through christ who strengthens me...remember that!
"have u ever taked to God above? tell him that you need a friend to love..
PRAY and BELIEVING, that God answers pray...on a lofty mountain peak his there,
by the meadow by a stream his there, everywhere on earth you go, his been there
from the start..."
Remember everyone! "we do not have to pay to sin, but when we sin, we have to pay"
a person who really cares for you, dares to share with you the truth, doesn't always agree
with you, and is responsible to God and you...dare to open up, and speak right to your heart..
someone who will stick by you no matter what happens..treasure them! this people are
like limited edition...its like finding a needle in a hay stack...
okie so that's all about church...wiat! before i go on to my next topic..i must complain abt
lunch, i had vietnamese seafood fried rice today at great world city...and i rate is 1/10..
seafood fried rice = standard fried rice + 3 baby sotongs...and 2 misearble shrimps...
i so have to blog about this...suppose to meet PETER SELVAN at orchard today at 6pm...
he was an hour late...and poor me had to stand and wait for his grand appearance..
he was late, and could still sashay through the mrt gates smiling at me..
okie, i'm not going to tell u all what i did to him...in case u guys call the police..
next complain...peter selvan said his going to treat me dinner...and brought me to coffee club
and to my horror..he did not have enough money to pay for the food...
how on earth did this happen..i have no idea..please ask him....said want to treat me
and did not have money to pay...please enligntened me everyone...did the meaning of a treat change? i tot it was something like i don't have to come out any money? peter next day i ^TREAT^ u crystal jade..i treat u okie? but i don't bring money..
schools starting in a few hours..projects again, test, lecture, tutorials...practicals...and my horrifying gems which i don't even dare to read out the module name because i'm alienfied by it...God..help me..
with love,
Tocky..
Saturday, October 29, 2005
Love is never enough
friday...was like another bad memory came to life.. Tasha had stroke, and my mum and i sent her to animal hospital immidiately...i was so sad...she was hospitalised...couldn't stand properly,
and kept falling down..we had to carry her...
i was so angry while waiting for taxi to bring us to the hospital...here we have a poor dog who has stroke, and every taxi driver refuse to pick us up. Why why why! i'm so angry with taxi drivers! do u guys have a heart!!! in times of emergency like this...okie u might scared the dog stain your taxi...but come on...a life is at stake...why are u taxi drivers so heartless! what can a small animal do to you taxi? bite your chair off? please show some love to this animals...
in this of emergency like this, how are we pet owners going to bring our dog to the nearest clinic? come on...we are labbelled as a clean and green singapore! so what! where is the love may i ask... love spins the world...i'm not saying all taxi drivers are like that, but most are...but thank God for one kind taxi driver who picked us up..i pray God will bless u abundantly...
okie, tasha is hospitalised and under observation, she must get well...went to visit her today, she responded to our commands..but still cound't walk..poor girl..her cage was the only one decorated coz we din't wanted her to feel lonlely, brought her best friend-"a soft toy shark" and her heart shape pillow which she always rest her head on...tasha is like super old already...14 years dog age..which is equilevent 84 human years...like a grandmother already...i'm so saddened to see her in a cage...though she's only a dog, but it's like part of the family...it's like someone is missing every time i wake up in the morning, no one to harass me for food, no one to disturb me to bring her down...no one to remind me to give dinner...
this brings me to my same old phrase "please treasure the things around you" love is never enough, there are no boundaries when loving someone...we love and are willing to sacrifice...
we love because that someone is close to our hearts...i love, because...i want it to be part of me..
like and love are totally different things...we like with our minds, but we love with our hearts..
went to orchard to walk around AGAIN...since school's starting...shared a string ray with kien tat for dinner...then went to try erm...i forgot what ice cream...have some sniker balls inside..
hah...okie, that's all! another lonely day had passed...
God bless,
Tocky
and kept falling down..we had to carry her...
i was so angry while waiting for taxi to bring us to the hospital...here we have a poor dog who has stroke, and every taxi driver refuse to pick us up. Why why why! i'm so angry with taxi drivers! do u guys have a heart!!! in times of emergency like this...okie u might scared the dog stain your taxi...but come on...a life is at stake...why are u taxi drivers so heartless! what can a small animal do to you taxi? bite your chair off? please show some love to this animals...
in this of emergency like this, how are we pet owners going to bring our dog to the nearest clinic? come on...we are labbelled as a clean and green singapore! so what! where is the love may i ask... love spins the world...i'm not saying all taxi drivers are like that, but most are...but thank God for one kind taxi driver who picked us up..i pray God will bless u abundantly...
okie, tasha is hospitalised and under observation, she must get well...went to visit her today, she responded to our commands..but still cound't walk..poor girl..her cage was the only one decorated coz we din't wanted her to feel lonlely, brought her best friend-"a soft toy shark" and her heart shape pillow which she always rest her head on...tasha is like super old already...14 years dog age..which is equilevent 84 human years...like a grandmother already...i'm so saddened to see her in a cage...though she's only a dog, but it's like part of the family...it's like someone is missing every time i wake up in the morning, no one to harass me for food, no one to disturb me to bring her down...no one to remind me to give dinner...
this brings me to my same old phrase "please treasure the things around you" love is never enough, there are no boundaries when loving someone...we love and are willing to sacrifice...
we love because that someone is close to our hearts...i love, because...i want it to be part of me..
like and love are totally different things...we like with our minds, but we love with our hearts..
went to orchard to walk around AGAIN...since school's starting...shared a string ray with kien tat for dinner...then went to try erm...i forgot what ice cream...have some sniker balls inside..
hah...okie, that's all! another lonely day had passed...
God bless,
Tocky
Thursday, October 27, 2005
The christmas mood...
okie everyone! i'm here to blog again..while waiting for miss pamela to get her EZ link card from me to go work...tsk tsk..on wednesday...went to wala wala..with everyone! blen's dad, mum maple...etc..nice place...not as smoky as some other pubs...
supposed to have dinner with maple, but flew her aeroplane coz i had to register gems for the gang..then rush down...maple, when u come back yar? =) hope u like the ORIGINAL brikenstock...=)
from young i have very sensative nose, everytime i smell smoke, my nose will just block up, i get very hot tempered and i will just sneeze all the way...haha..so yes...my furture wife better not smoke or else the whole house will be chaotic...hah
so yes, wala wala, had escargo, pizza, fries, sausages...the escargo was really good but very very ex..okie everyone i so have to tell u this! the drink of the day was "banana cow" there are only 2 possibilities why this drink is made... 1- the guy has no sense of taste... 2 the guy's "sick"
it taste perfectly like cough medicine...after dirnking it, i somehow felt immune to sickness...
so if unothign better to drink..i suggest the life changing ----banana cow! i never tried so many types at once before..and the result..headache...anyway congratulations to kien tat who broke his pledge never to drink alcohol..but drank a cup of lychee martini...
for those underage, please dun go this type of places to drink...we are all legal age..and we drank it just for fun..and are not addicted...
okie, i'ver distributed most of my presents, tracy's goodybag, jun xiong kientat and qingshun's ORIGINAL joe boxers, maple's ORIGINAL brikenstock, I so love my ORIGINAL quiksilver shirt, ORIGINAL gucchi, and ORIGINAL fossil watch =)) not forgetting my ORIGINAL polo sport perfume...qingshun, thanks for the stuff u gave me from malaysia...u make me feel guilty that i just bot u one boxers...hah
was walking around orchard as usual yesterday..begin to see all the christimas decorations being put up...christmas tree, bells, nice!!! and not forgetting sales! i love christmas, it's a time of giving again...=) i'm beggining to feel the love again..haha.the warmth! please everyone...no shared presents..hahaha...individual presents will very much be appreciated...
take care!
Tocky
supposed to have dinner with maple, but flew her aeroplane coz i had to register gems for the gang..then rush down...maple, when u come back yar? =) hope u like the ORIGINAL brikenstock...=)
from young i have very sensative nose, everytime i smell smoke, my nose will just block up, i get very hot tempered and i will just sneeze all the way...haha..so yes...my furture wife better not smoke or else the whole house will be chaotic...hah
so yes, wala wala, had escargo, pizza, fries, sausages...the escargo was really good but very very ex..okie everyone i so have to tell u this! the drink of the day was "banana cow" there are only 2 possibilities why this drink is made... 1- the guy has no sense of taste... 2 the guy's "sick"
it taste perfectly like cough medicine...after dirnking it, i somehow felt immune to sickness...
so if unothign better to drink..i suggest the life changing ----banana cow! i never tried so many types at once before..and the result..headache...anyway congratulations to kien tat who broke his pledge never to drink alcohol..but drank a cup of lychee martini...
for those underage, please dun go this type of places to drink...we are all legal age..and we drank it just for fun..and are not addicted...
okie, i'ver distributed most of my presents, tracy's goodybag, jun xiong kientat and qingshun's ORIGINAL joe boxers, maple's ORIGINAL brikenstock, I so love my ORIGINAL quiksilver shirt, ORIGINAL gucchi, and ORIGINAL fossil watch =)) not forgetting my ORIGINAL polo sport perfume...qingshun, thanks for the stuff u gave me from malaysia...u make me feel guilty that i just bot u one boxers...hah
was walking around orchard as usual yesterday..begin to see all the christimas decorations being put up...christmas tree, bells, nice!!! and not forgetting sales! i love christmas, it's a time of giving again...=) i'm beggining to feel the love again..haha.the warmth! please everyone...no shared presents..hahaha...individual presents will very much be appreciated...
take care!
Tocky
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
the big bouncy tummy
went to watch free movie today..."domino" my verdict...5 popcorn...tracy gave it 3...
so...everyone...dun watch it unless it's free...=)) the theatre have like super hard seats
and the drink holder is placed in front of u...comfort is 3/10....
i just realise that my tummy is grow bigger everyday..it's becoming more like a bolster now
it's time to do some exercise!!!! roller blading! cycling!! snorkelling!!!
...i miss thailand..i'm starting to miss the bargaining, the cheap food...and the simple yet happy life those people had... in singapore...no way u can have a nice full meal with $2...
and no way u can slash prices by half when shopping...in singapore, slash a dollar and the salesman will chase you out...
my room is like a store room now...all the presents waiting to be distributed..haha..=)
okie shall blog again...i'm going to hibernate now..take care...
God bless,
tocky
so...everyone...dun watch it unless it's free...=)) the theatre have like super hard seats
and the drink holder is placed in front of u...comfort is 3/10....
i just realise that my tummy is grow bigger everyday..it's becoming more like a bolster now
it's time to do some exercise!!!! roller blading! cycling!! snorkelling!!!
...i miss thailand..i'm starting to miss the bargaining, the cheap food...and the simple yet happy life those people had... in singapore...no way u can have a nice full meal with $2...
and no way u can slash prices by half when shopping...in singapore, slash a dollar and the salesman will chase you out...
my room is like a store room now...all the presents waiting to be distributed..haha..=)
okie shall blog again...i'm going to hibernate now..take care...
God bless,
tocky
Monday, October 24, 2005
home is where the love is...
yes everyone!!! i've bounced back to Singapore Safely =)) lalala...i have so much things
to say, so please bare with me...i know everone misses me rite?? =) hah
let me do a summary of what happen in bangkok...if u want to know more ask me! haha
first day, we were greeted by the tour guide, and he recommended us to watch "tiger show"
and "gay world show" for those who don't know what's that...please just ignore it...hotel wasreally good...breakast buffet was average...and yes..i so have to say this...everyday, we got
approached by taxi drivers, tutu drivers and SECURITY GUARDS...to go for *massage...
and yes...their massage meant having *** with local girls...they have this brochure with them..
which have pictures of really sexy girls posing...and they go around asking tourist like us
"want want? cheap cheap? very good" sigh...what a world...sat the tutu...for me, it' s more of a
roller coaster...this is what he did, drove against the traffic, cut through in and out of buildings,
horns his way through traffic, dash through humps on the road, turns at last minute...and not
forgetting...the "brochure"...did alot alot alot of shopping, chatuchak, mbk, and many more...
slash prices like mad...bought many presents...=)) the more presents means the more i love you...
so if u never recieve anything...i hate u..=) simple as that...hahaha...oh yes! we went to watch movie
it only cost like $4 to catch a movie...and it was super comfy in the cinema...the best cinema
i've been too...and something that u won't believe....in bangkok, before every movie starts,
everyone have to stand to attention in the cinema in respect for the king, it shows a short clip about
3 minutes on the King and thailand...imagine the unity and the patroitic hearts of the people...tsk tsk
tried tomyam, and SOME street food..thought the hygene can't be compared to singapore's..
but well..it was tasty..haha...yup..oh yes oh yes!! taxi's in bangkok is soooo cheap i tell u...
if i ever live there...i will take taxi to school everyday...for a 30mins ride..it doesn't even cost
more then $4...that's how cheap it is...food..a big plate of fried rice and a bottle of coke..is only $2..
though everything there is imitation..but well, if it's comfortable..why now ritE? hahaha
billions of dvd's sold at almost every corner of the streets...and yes of course i saw like a thrillion
tranxs..gays...and whatever u call them...lady's boy...or soemthing...so that's about all
in thailand...=) take care everyone...will share more ya? and will post come pics online...then i'm
not so lazy...
miss everyone,
take care,
Tocky
to say, so please bare with me...i know everone misses me rite?? =) hah
let me do a summary of what happen in bangkok...if u want to know more ask me! haha
first day, we were greeted by the tour guide, and he recommended us to watch "tiger show"
and "gay world show" for those who don't know what's that...please just ignore it...hotel wasreally good...breakast buffet was average...and yes..i so have to say this...everyday, we got
approached by taxi drivers, tutu drivers and SECURITY GUARDS...to go for *massage...
and yes...their massage meant having *** with local girls...they have this brochure with them..
which have pictures of really sexy girls posing...and they go around asking tourist like us
"want want? cheap cheap? very good" sigh...what a world...sat the tutu...for me, it' s more of a
roller coaster...this is what he did, drove against the traffic, cut through in and out of buildings,
horns his way through traffic, dash through humps on the road, turns at last minute...and not
forgetting...the "brochure"...did alot alot alot of shopping, chatuchak, mbk, and many more...
slash prices like mad...bought many presents...=)) the more presents means the more i love you...
so if u never recieve anything...i hate u..=) simple as that...hahaha...oh yes! we went to watch movie
it only cost like $4 to catch a movie...and it was super comfy in the cinema...the best cinema
i've been too...and something that u won't believe....in bangkok, before every movie starts,
everyone have to stand to attention in the cinema in respect for the king, it shows a short clip about
3 minutes on the King and thailand...imagine the unity and the patroitic hearts of the people...tsk tsk
tried tomyam, and SOME street food..thought the hygene can't be compared to singapore's..
but well..it was tasty..haha...yup..oh yes oh yes!! taxi's in bangkok is soooo cheap i tell u...
if i ever live there...i will take taxi to school everyday...for a 30mins ride..it doesn't even cost
more then $4...that's how cheap it is...food..a big plate of fried rice and a bottle of coke..is only $2..
though everything there is imitation..but well, if it's comfortable..why now ritE? hahaha
billions of dvd's sold at almost every corner of the streets...and yes of course i saw like a thrillion
tranxs..gays...and whatever u call them...lady's boy...or soemthing...so that's about all
in thailand...=) take care everyone...will share more ya? and will post come pics online...then i'm
not so lazy...
miss everyone,
take care,
Tocky
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Waiting...
u guys will never believed what i did today... went to get my travel insurance and change money for my trip... was at paradiz centre alone, and decided to find qing shun at tangs market (working) so yup..believe it or not i walked all the way to tangs... of course with my i-pod stuck into my ears...so so lonely...thankfully no bird droppings on me this time... on the way, i bot mcflurry for myself and qing shun...yes i qia him...weather is too hot to resists ice cream... first time in my life i bought mcflurry...it's too sweet...chatted with qing shun...for like an hour... and
waiting for tracy!!! to reply my msg...
maple, dun be dissapointed allright? try harder and do better... everytime we fail, we must get back to our feet...that's the most important lesson in life... like me and the gang and your brother...in normal academic stream last time, we face sooo many challenges...people despise us, teacher's coundn't care less thinking we can't make it in life...friends from other classes look down on us...but we kept trying...who cares if everyone thinks we can't make it..as long as u tried your best...and u try...u can do it maple =) jia you...try harder...all is not lost...life is more then this...
in 8 and a half hours times is our results... "reap what you sow" all the best everyone...
going sentosa tomorow i hope nobody flies aeroplane tomrow...
just as i promise...congratulations phillane cheng for passing your projects!
take care everyone...life is precious..
waiting for tracy!!! to reply my msg...
maple, dun be dissapointed allright? try harder and do better... everytime we fail, we must get back to our feet...that's the most important lesson in life... like me and the gang and your brother...in normal academic stream last time, we face sooo many challenges...people despise us, teacher's coundn't care less thinking we can't make it in life...friends from other classes look down on us...but we kept trying...who cares if everyone thinks we can't make it..as long as u tried your best...and u try...u can do it maple =) jia you...try harder...all is not lost...life is more then this...
in 8 and a half hours times is our results... "reap what you sow" all the best everyone...
going sentosa tomorow i hope nobody flies aeroplane tomrow...
just as i promise...congratulations phillane cheng for passing your projects!
take care everyone...life is precious..
Monday, October 17, 2005
No money Not Funny
just came back home from work...what a tough day... as usual the auntie there nagged
at us - part timers non-stop...i wonder where she got those energy..
the next time i go, i'm so sure i'm bringing ear plugs... and yes! today we were packing
sunkist juices...the 2 litre ones!!! my goodness... remember everyone... behind every sunkist
bottle juice u buy...there is a group of nut case like me ensuring there's expire date, cap is tightened
properly and it is packed nicely... just imagine...lifting and packing these huge and heavey 2litre bottles
into a box...to let u guys have a rough estimate...how fast and how long we are suppose to pack...
the machine makes 48 bottles every minute...that means...we have only 1.25 seconds...to lift one 2litre bottle
up and put in into a box...okie..so now imagine...8 hours...my POOR...hands...my poor feet...and my poor
tummy...which keep bouncing on the conveyor belt as i lift the bottles...i hope my arm muscles dun turn into
6 packs....i can't imgaine people working there full time...Lord..help them...
i am so determine to get my degree whenever i work at this kind of places...hah..parents! want your children
to understand the imporatance of money? send them to factory and work...my goodness...i gurantee u, it will
change their life...hahaha... ;)
take care!
Tocky
at us - part timers non-stop...i wonder where she got those energy..
the next time i go, i'm so sure i'm bringing ear plugs... and yes! today we were packing
sunkist juices...the 2 litre ones!!! my goodness... remember everyone... behind every sunkist
bottle juice u buy...there is a group of nut case like me ensuring there's expire date, cap is tightened
properly and it is packed nicely... just imagine...lifting and packing these huge and heavey 2litre bottles
into a box...to let u guys have a rough estimate...how fast and how long we are suppose to pack...
the machine makes 48 bottles every minute...that means...we have only 1.25 seconds...to lift one 2litre bottle
up and put in into a box...okie..so now imagine...8 hours...my POOR...hands...my poor feet...and my poor
tummy...which keep bouncing on the conveyor belt as i lift the bottles...i hope my arm muscles dun turn into
6 packs....i can't imgaine people working there full time...Lord..help them...
i am so determine to get my degree whenever i work at this kind of places...hah..parents! want your children
to understand the imporatance of money? send them to factory and work...my goodness...i gurantee u, it will
change their life...hahaha... ;)
take care!
Tocky
Sunday, October 16, 2005
=)
okie,i finally decided to type another post..haha..went to watch four brothers on friday...rate it 6.5 popcorns...and for the first time in my life..i was the earliest, waiting for everyoen to come...
saturday went to water festival 2005...moutain bike performance...jet ski rides..and yes! not forgetting wakeboarding performance by some U.K professonal wakeboarder...it was amazing..
he was like flying all over the place...and landing perfectly...tsk tsk... i shall learn it all! haha after church today went to far east to walk walk...and did some shopping! ;) shhhh..
okie everyone my bangkok trip is confirmed...no more shopping list accepted...i think i have to pay for extra weight already haha...departing from red dot at 9.20am terminal 1 and arriving 2.55pm on monday...take care!!!
for those who did not give me thier shopping list..dun worry...u have 2 choices...keychain or pen.. =) i'm sooo nice...okie...gd nite!
Tocky
saturday went to water festival 2005...moutain bike performance...jet ski rides..and yes! not forgetting wakeboarding performance by some U.K professonal wakeboarder...it was amazing..
he was like flying all over the place...and landing perfectly...tsk tsk... i shall learn it all! haha after church today went to far east to walk walk...and did some shopping! ;) shhhh..
okie everyone my bangkok trip is confirmed...no more shopping list accepted...i think i have to pay for extra weight already haha...departing from red dot at 9.20am terminal 1 and arriving 2.55pm on monday...take care!!!
for those who did not give me thier shopping list..dun worry...u have 2 choices...keychain or pen.. =) i'm sooo nice...okie...gd nite!
Tocky
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Chalet!!!
i'm back!!! i know everone misses me..haha =) i shall start on sunday..
haha..after church went straight home packed my stuff for the chalet..
then went to blen's house to get the car...together with neo and qing shun,
we went to pick up blen's mum and dad from the airport.
reached there early, and both neo and qing shun had burger king...and of course
i kope some..haha..so then blen's dad took over the car and drove us to the chalet..
when we reached there it was almost 11pm...so there was nothing much we
could do other then some house keeping..played cards and watch the vampire show..
2nd day was the most exciting of all...i gave everyone morning call...=) how nice of me...
went swimming...sun tanned, then went to white sands to have lunch and bot food
for the steamboat and teppenyaki...not long, hui hua, qianhui and gary came...played
jenga which i lost 4 times in a row...dun asked me what i did for forfiet because it's not
for the weak hearted..it's either i'm that lousy, or they cheated...then played
twister...tracy came and we started the steamboat...it was delicious =)) haha..
first time in my life i had steamboat and teppenyaki in a chalet...the food was simply
delicious...we had watermelon for dessert..and dear tracy did not sliced the watermelon
she chopped it...we have trapezium shapes, prymaid shape...and many more...hahaha
took tons of pictures after that...then played games which they saboed me...did
a belly and butt dance..i was drunk by the steamboat okie...i was traumatised by myself
for doign it...If they upload it online which i have a strong feeling they would...i'm a goner..=)
it was quite late already, then the girls went home...
nexy day, it was suppose to be antoher steam boat day, but so many people fly us aeroplane
so we decided to abondoned the chalet...i passed the key to qing shun in orchard..coz his taking
over today...wen tto watch four brothers...i rate it 7 popcorns..nt bad show..haha =)
shall update soon again..i'm soo tired...oh yes everyone! i'm going bangkok next week... =)
*tracy..u haven passed me the list...hahaha...
gd night!, tocky
haha..after church went straight home packed my stuff for the chalet..
then went to blen's house to get the car...together with neo and qing shun,
we went to pick up blen's mum and dad from the airport.
reached there early, and both neo and qing shun had burger king...and of course
i kope some..haha..so then blen's dad took over the car and drove us to the chalet..
when we reached there it was almost 11pm...so there was nothing much we
could do other then some house keeping..played cards and watch the vampire show..
2nd day was the most exciting of all...i gave everyone morning call...=) how nice of me...
went swimming...sun tanned, then went to white sands to have lunch and bot food
for the steamboat and teppenyaki...not long, hui hua, qianhui and gary came...played
jenga which i lost 4 times in a row...dun asked me what i did for forfiet because it's not
for the weak hearted..it's either i'm that lousy, or they cheated...then played
twister...tracy came and we started the steamboat...it was delicious =)) haha..
first time in my life i had steamboat and teppenyaki in a chalet...the food was simply
delicious...we had watermelon for dessert..and dear tracy did not sliced the watermelon
she chopped it...we have trapezium shapes, prymaid shape...and many more...hahaha
took tons of pictures after that...then played games which they saboed me...did
a belly and butt dance..i was drunk by the steamboat okie...i was traumatised by myself
for doign it...If they upload it online which i have a strong feeling they would...i'm a goner..=)
it was quite late already, then the girls went home...
nexy day, it was suppose to be antoher steam boat day, but so many people fly us aeroplane
so we decided to abondoned the chalet...i passed the key to qing shun in orchard..coz his taking
over today...wen tto watch four brothers...i rate it 7 popcorns..nt bad show..haha =)
shall update soon again..i'm soo tired...oh yes everyone! i'm going bangkok next week... =)
*tracy..u haven passed me the list...hahaha...
gd night!, tocky
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Let the PARTY begin!!!!!
yesyes qian hui, it will be a crazy chalet...and the food is so going to be like crystal jade quality...hahaha...best of all...my steam boat comes with the teppenyaki thingy..so we have a choice... steam it or grill it...heh..=) went to sentosa with the gang today...and my goodness it was crazy..though it rain a little..but that din't stop us! it's like the best weather to play but not to sun tan...haha..like i always said...it's not where or when we go..but who we are out with that makes it fun..=)) okie...so our chalet is tomrow...and it's going to be so exciting...first night _ _ _ _ express... & W _ _ _ Peter2nd night _ _ _ _ _ show... & Mini _ _ _3rd night have in there game..lolx..fill it in yourself! i can't expose the itenery...pls take note..to all that is going to the chalet...bring your own protective gear...i have to bring all my memory card to take pictures!!! haha..we are goign to play twisters, jenga, pictionary and many more!!! and best of all...it's a BUNGALOW...this is so crazy...take care everyone!!!
Take care,tocky
Take care,tocky
Thursday, October 06, 2005
trees, fishes, birds..
hmm...where shall i start...u guys must be dying to read my blog..hahaha =)
let's start from wednesday...woke up super early to meet phillane for breakfast at thomsom macdonals...and yes she treated me to hotcakes...then when to her house to watch
AMZING RACE...don't be cheated by her big television at home...it's spoilt...she uses this mini tv like half the size of an A4 paper...*phillane dad is no longer in the prawn buisness, so no more lobster size prawns for bbq anymore =(..okie..then met up the guys to collect our pay at
ubin seafood restaurant...then went to blen's home to stay overnight...had supper as usual...
rotijohn, mutabak, rotiplata...then played card thru-out the night...haha..please do not expose my superb body! hahaha...and yes...neo and me shared a same bed..haha...
thursday..went to have lunch at the foodcourt at wisma...very nice atmosphere there...open
not long ago i think...very kampong style...warm atmosphere...hah...at night went to blens hosue again...to teach maple maths..hope she does well...=) maple if u are reading this...haha..try your best yar? remember if duno the question, skip and move on...dun worry =)
friday...this day i can never ever ever ever forget in my life....first of all..i met peter at suntec...went to watch movie with him..yurp..just the 2 of us...i'm not telling what show we watched...but i don't encouraged anyone to watch..hahaha...peter loves this movie...felt so funny going out with peter becauase it's usually blen me and peter..and we would like bully peter all the way...but now it's only me..felt something missing..anyway..meet kien tat, in town..then joined by qingshun and stephanie...as usuall kien tat is depress over the same thing...but ai ya..
i know it's very very difficult...but i still have to say " many trees in the forest, many fish in the sea, many birds in the sky" i dun think u deserve to be tortured like that..hah..
tomrow going sentosa...sunday to wednesday bungalow chalet!!! woot...on sunday...only people carry heavy things i fetch...or not...go yourself..hahaha =)
peace!
Tocky
let's start from wednesday...woke up super early to meet phillane for breakfast at thomsom macdonals...and yes she treated me to hotcakes...then when to her house to watch
AMZING RACE...don't be cheated by her big television at home...it's spoilt...she uses this mini tv like half the size of an A4 paper...*phillane dad is no longer in the prawn buisness, so no more lobster size prawns for bbq anymore =(..okie..then met up the guys to collect our pay at
ubin seafood restaurant...then went to blen's home to stay overnight...had supper as usual...
rotijohn, mutabak, rotiplata...then played card thru-out the night...haha..please do not expose my superb body! hahaha...and yes...neo and me shared a same bed..haha...
thursday..went to have lunch at the foodcourt at wisma...very nice atmosphere there...open
not long ago i think...very kampong style...warm atmosphere...hah...at night went to blens hosue again...to teach maple maths..hope she does well...=) maple if u are reading this...haha..try your best yar? remember if duno the question, skip and move on...dun worry =)
friday...this day i can never ever ever ever forget in my life....first of all..i met peter at suntec...went to watch movie with him..yurp..just the 2 of us...i'm not telling what show we watched...but i don't encouraged anyone to watch..hahaha...peter loves this movie...felt so funny going out with peter becauase it's usually blen me and peter..and we would like bully peter all the way...but now it's only me..felt something missing..anyway..meet kien tat, in town..then joined by qingshun and stephanie...as usuall kien tat is depress over the same thing...but ai ya..
i know it's very very difficult...but i still have to say " many trees in the forest, many fish in the sea, many birds in the sky" i dun think u deserve to be tortured like that..hah..
tomrow going sentosa...sunday to wednesday bungalow chalet!!! woot...on sunday...only people carry heavy things i fetch...or not...go yourself..hahaha =)
peace!
Tocky
Sunday, October 02, 2005
The Brink Of Faith...
blenheim tan..i'm so going to strangle you when i see u in heaven... i can never ever forget the times at trengganu, the times when we lead the class in our funfair back in secondary school..
u lead the haunted house and i lead the food..and we managed to racked in top sales!!! the times when you are so sad, and just come my house to rot...the tiems at the sentosa, when we did crazy things like letting the chicken into the chalet..arghh... how i wished u could hear me...
still rememberd, in secondary school, when mrs fong asked the class our ambition...
u said u wanted to be a pilot, neo a buisnessman, qing shun an army commander, and i an engineer... and i linked it all up by saying, i will build the plane, neo will sell it to you, u will drive the plane, and for qing shun to parachute down during war...the whole class burst into laughter...remember??? blenheim, one thing i can never ever forget, was both our wish to see the whole gang know christ and lead a life which is honourable one..and how we both wished that one day the whole gang can just sit in chruch together... i don't know how am i going to do this now...but i pray that one day...our almost impossible dream will come through...
my class filtered me by saying i " jia kau" meaning christian guy who reads bible" though i can take jokes..but soemtimes there should always be a limit..they humiliate me...i don't know...
i'm not some holy guy..but thank God for one thing...which i can never shake offf...it's sewed into my heart...- "strong in faith" the faith for God, the faith of love to my future wife... trust me, believe me..i will do all it takes...someone was telling me, if u face with persecutions, face with things which u are at the brink of giving up your faith for God...think again...u mean giving up your faith will just solve everything? it won't...the problem will still lie there...easier said the done...but stay strong everyone! i can always help you...=)
God bless...
Tocky...
u lead the haunted house and i lead the food..and we managed to racked in top sales!!! the times when you are so sad, and just come my house to rot...the tiems at the sentosa, when we did crazy things like letting the chicken into the chalet..arghh... how i wished u could hear me...
still rememberd, in secondary school, when mrs fong asked the class our ambition...
u said u wanted to be a pilot, neo a buisnessman, qing shun an army commander, and i an engineer... and i linked it all up by saying, i will build the plane, neo will sell it to you, u will drive the plane, and for qing shun to parachute down during war...the whole class burst into laughter...remember??? blenheim, one thing i can never ever forget, was both our wish to see the whole gang know christ and lead a life which is honourable one..and how we both wished that one day the whole gang can just sit in chruch together... i don't know how am i going to do this now...but i pray that one day...our almost impossible dream will come through...
my class filtered me by saying i " jia kau" meaning christian guy who reads bible" though i can take jokes..but soemtimes there should always be a limit..they humiliate me...i don't know...
i'm not some holy guy..but thank God for one thing...which i can never shake offf...it's sewed into my heart...- "strong in faith" the faith for God, the faith of love to my future wife... trust me, believe me..i will do all it takes...someone was telling me, if u face with persecutions, face with things which u are at the brink of giving up your faith for God...think again...u mean giving up your faith will just solve everything? it won't...the problem will still lie there...easier said the done...but stay strong everyone! i can always help you...=)
God bless...
Tocky...
Saturday, October 01, 2005
work! work! work!
wednesday-thusday
okie complain time!!!! my first part time job this holiday...factory work! 11pm-8am..
when i first went there...i almost wanted to leave the place immidiately... the machiens were so so noisy, everyone there had to wear ear plugs...or our ears will just burst...and we'll be deaf..
so for 8 hours i was standing there in the hot, smelly, noisy, place packing cans of condensed milk...the cans kept coming in, and i had to be fast or the machine will just be jammed ..so..this is my job...mental torture! jsut imagine...no one talking to you...u can't hear anyone in fact coz of the noise...it's u and the cans...for 8 hours..doing the same thing...
friday
2nd factory job...packing fruit juices...far better then the previous...air con! and not so physically and mentally demanding...at least, u can talk to people =) worked from 7am-3pm then went to work at ubin seafood restaurant from 5pm to 11pm..totally used up every drip of strength...
today, went Orchard with maple, bought alot alot of things...and had lunch at LJS! hope u enjoyed yourself maple!!! went to blen's house today...had childrens day gathering... in the eyes of any parents...their children will always be a child...=) so dun ask me how come i'm celebrating it..
take care! tocky~
okie complain time!!!! my first part time job this holiday...factory work! 11pm-8am..
when i first went there...i almost wanted to leave the place immidiately... the machiens were so so noisy, everyone there had to wear ear plugs...or our ears will just burst...and we'll be deaf..
so for 8 hours i was standing there in the hot, smelly, noisy, place packing cans of condensed milk...the cans kept coming in, and i had to be fast or the machine will just be jammed ..so..this is my job...mental torture! jsut imagine...no one talking to you...u can't hear anyone in fact coz of the noise...it's u and the cans...for 8 hours..doing the same thing...
friday
2nd factory job...packing fruit juices...far better then the previous...air con! and not so physically and mentally demanding...at least, u can talk to people =) worked from 7am-3pm then went to work at ubin seafood restaurant from 5pm to 11pm..totally used up every drip of strength...
today, went Orchard with maple, bought alot alot of things...and had lunch at LJS! hope u enjoyed yourself maple!!! went to blen's house today...had childrens day gathering... in the eyes of any parents...their children will always be a child...=) so dun ask me how come i'm celebrating it..
take care! tocky~
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
eh!!!!
have been going to school this few days to complete my geomatics project... so guys, if u see someone in school wearing a yellow vest looking through a big machine or holding a red and white pole...please dun scream...haha went to carrefour today to submit application for work...they will call us back...but i doubt they would...=P..
okie now to nag at the gang..haha..i noe i'm like super naggy but soemtimes...nagging is good..=P
qing shun...please dun work till you forget who am i, if u need help, we are here okie...
kien tat...i have good news...depression can be cured...neo..love u babe...=)
qing shun's having a hard time to catch his fish because it keeps slippng away
kien tat's waiting for the opportunity to catch the fish
jun xiong have his fish already and wiating for it to grow...
my fish? hmm...hahaha...want to know? drown a fish first..haha...
i'm so tempted to make my blog into a match making service okie..hahaha...
"Lord, Renew my Passion..."
okie now to nag at the gang..haha..i noe i'm like super naggy but soemtimes...nagging is good..=P
qing shun...please dun work till you forget who am i, if u need help, we are here okie...
kien tat...i have good news...depression can be cured...neo..love u babe...=)
qing shun's having a hard time to catch his fish because it keeps slippng away
kien tat's waiting for the opportunity to catch the fish
jun xiong have his fish already and wiating for it to grow...
my fish? hmm...hahaha...want to know? drown a fish first..haha...
i'm so tempted to make my blog into a match making service okie..hahaha...
"Lord, Renew my Passion..."
Monday, September 26, 2005
Lord, i'm doing....all i can....to be a better man...
Send someone to love meI need to rest in armsKeep me safe from harmIn pouring rainGive me endless summerLord I fear the coldFeel I'm getting oldBefore my timeAs my soul heals the shameI will grow through this painLord I'm doing all I canTo be a better manGo easy on my conscience'Cause it's not my faultI know I've been taughtTo take the blameRest assured my angelsWill catch my tearsWalk me out of hereI'm in painAs my soul heals the shameI will grow through this painLord I'm doing all I canTo be a better manOnce you've found that loverYou're homeward boundLove is all aroundLove is all aroundI know some have fallenOn stony groundBut Love is all aroundSend someone to love meI need to rest in armsKeep me safe from harmIn pouring rainGive me endless summerLord I fear the coldFeel I'm getting oldBefore my timeAs my soul heals the shameI will grow through this painLord I'm doin' all I canTo be a better man
Saturday, September 24, 2005
Hibernating...
met Peter on friday..so long since i've met up with him...grown so much muscular...and talkative...still rememberd years back when peter moved house, and the whole gang went to his house to help him carry the furnitures..and haha..we carried the sofa to the wrong floor and left it there...hahaha =P
rememberd how me and blen use to bully peter back in secondary school...fun! =P
went to watch Longest Yard!!! i rate it 8.5 popcorns!!! very very funny!!! no way you should give an excuse for this show...as usual after the show...Tracy told me she wants to learn football.. i could bet my life she would say that..hahaha...=)))) ..anyway, before that i suppose to meet kien tat 8.30pm at orchard...and i was an hour late...my bad! sorry kien tat..haha...
surprisingly he wasn't angry and could still joke about it..=)) you're the man kien tat! =)
Had cell group at 8am on saturday...-_-!!! in the afternoon went to changi for pamela (from my cell)
baptism haha..the journey almost melted my butt...haha...took a cell picture, will post it when i get it =)
back to sleep...i need to hibernate...
hope everyone's enjoying their holidays...
and for the gang...one more week!! =) all the way...
take care!
Tocky..
rememberd how me and blen use to bully peter back in secondary school...fun! =P
went to watch Longest Yard!!! i rate it 8.5 popcorns!!! very very funny!!! no way you should give an excuse for this show...as usual after the show...Tracy told me she wants to learn football.. i could bet my life she would say that..hahaha...=)))) ..anyway, before that i suppose to meet kien tat 8.30pm at orchard...and i was an hour late...my bad! sorry kien tat..haha...
surprisingly he wasn't angry and could still joke about it..=)) you're the man kien tat! =)
Had cell group at 8am on saturday...-_-!!! in the afternoon went to changi for pamela (from my cell)
baptism haha..the journey almost melted my butt...haha...took a cell picture, will post it when i get it =)
back to sleep...i need to hibernate...
hope everyone's enjoying their holidays...
and for the gang...one more week!! =) all the way...
take care!
Tocky..
Thursday, September 22, 2005
candidates for amazing race...
yes! finally!!! everything's over...no more late night mugging! i'm done! hahaha
the last paper hydrulics was quite okay for me...thank God i rememberd how to cauculate
pressure in that funny looking tank with weird liquids inside...=)
Well freinds, if you don't like maths...don't ever think of coming to my course...
because it will kill u...cauculator is needed for everymodule. The most interesting thing is, i've almost made use of every single function in the cauculator... that's how crazy it can get...=P
went to have dinner with blen's mum and dad on wednesday. Had cold crab, XO tofu, charsiew, pork, steam fish...*BURB* nice! as usual, kien tat did not eat anything except the fish...i've never seen a guy as choosy as him...can't even give face and eat a few pieces...in a relationship, it's always nice to have a partner who eats anything, in that case, no food is wasted...hahaha =)
went to toa payoh to walk around after that....somehow i walked into cash convertors....dozens of flasks selling for $1...discman selling for as little as $50....kettles, woks, steamboats...all at $5...
there are so many less fortuante people around who hardly afford a brand new wok...or a plate..
we are so fortunate...ThanK God for my family...
went to quessnsway today just to walk around...din't wanted to buy any clothes since we are going to thailand...save the money!!was in the bus watching tv mobile, when the amazing race family edition advertisement pop out... i was wondering, who would be the best partner to join the amazing race with...
Kien tat-during the race there will be times when we have no money, kien tat will be so
depressed till it's going to slow us down.
JunXiong -i don't trust him when i'm sleeping in the same room with him....hahaha he might probably force the gas out again...
QingShun-sure to save alot of money, and with $1million at stake...nothing is going to stand his way...
Tracy- i have to bring a torchlight and a bag of batteries coz it's going to be dark at most of the time...
Shawntan-no sense of direction, keep going to toilet...will be the first to be eliminated..
study smart pls..drink losta water!
i'm going to post candidates for my surviror team next...stay tune...haha..
Tocky =)
the last paper hydrulics was quite okay for me...thank God i rememberd how to cauculate
pressure in that funny looking tank with weird liquids inside...=)
Well freinds, if you don't like maths...don't ever think of coming to my course...
because it will kill u...cauculator is needed for everymodule. The most interesting thing is, i've almost made use of every single function in the cauculator... that's how crazy it can get...=P
went to have dinner with blen's mum and dad on wednesday. Had cold crab, XO tofu, charsiew, pork, steam fish...*BURB* nice! as usual, kien tat did not eat anything except the fish...i've never seen a guy as choosy as him...can't even give face and eat a few pieces...in a relationship, it's always nice to have a partner who eats anything, in that case, no food is wasted...hahaha =)
went to toa payoh to walk around after that....somehow i walked into cash convertors....dozens of flasks selling for $1...discman selling for as little as $50....kettles, woks, steamboats...all at $5...
there are so many less fortuante people around who hardly afford a brand new wok...or a plate..
we are so fortunate...ThanK God for my family...
went to quessnsway today just to walk around...din't wanted to buy any clothes since we are going to thailand...save the money!!was in the bus watching tv mobile, when the amazing race family edition advertisement pop out... i was wondering, who would be the best partner to join the amazing race with...
Kien tat-during the race there will be times when we have no money, kien tat will be so
depressed till it's going to slow us down.
JunXiong -i don't trust him when i'm sleeping in the same room with him....hahaha he might probably force the gas out again...
QingShun-sure to save alot of money, and with $1million at stake...nothing is going to stand his way...
Tracy- i have to bring a torchlight and a bag of batteries coz it's going to be dark at most of the time...
Shawntan-no sense of direction, keep going to toilet...will be the first to be eliminated..
study smart pls..drink losta water!
i'm going to post candidates for my surviror team next...stay tune...haha..
Tocky =)
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h
Last paper tommorow..God Bless me...please i don't want tracy's and jun xiong's senerio!!
Tracy-Section A do untill so happy, Section B -Fail...
Jun Xiong, Question A easy! Question B,C,D,E,F all difficult...
Starting do untill so shiok...then slowly, one knife stab into the heart, worst is jun xiong...
i feel for u brother...one knife stab liao not enought still more knife...worst! 5 knife all go down..
Enjoy while it last...=)
Saturday work with Qing shun part time...don't think i'll work there again...it's too much for me..
so badly organised that customers have to wait 45minutes just to get their bills.. if i was the customer i would probably just walk away...oh well, it was fun though...=)
haha..Went to watch "One More Chance" on monday...
i rate it erm..6.5 popcorns...this show is not worth more then $7... oh well, i watched it just to support local productions...quuite funny actually...=) it somehow succesfully shows the lives of ex-convicts in search for a new hope and life...Everyone deserves a 2nd chance!
Kientat-don't give up...good thigns don't come easy..=) Though there are many fishes in the sea,it's always worth waiting for the biggest...even if u fail...u can tell yourself " you've fight it with your best" that's more like my brother yah? No pain no Gain..
right beside u brother...=) *Love is patient ;) can't wait to go thailand with you guys..i'll go check out the price and itinery all these kie? while u guys happily mug,,cheapest one dun worry..hahaha who wants to come along ?? =)))) all welcome..
all the best for your exams everyone...
Tocky
Tracy-Section A do untill so happy, Section B -Fail...
Jun Xiong, Question A easy! Question B,C,D,E,F all difficult...
Starting do untill so shiok...then slowly, one knife stab into the heart, worst is jun xiong...
i feel for u brother...one knife stab liao not enought still more knife...worst! 5 knife all go down..
Enjoy while it last...=)
Saturday work with Qing shun part time...don't think i'll work there again...it's too much for me..
so badly organised that customers have to wait 45minutes just to get their bills.. if i was the customer i would probably just walk away...oh well, it was fun though...=)
haha..Went to watch "One More Chance" on monday...
i rate it erm..6.5 popcorns...this show is not worth more then $7... oh well, i watched it just to support local productions...quuite funny actually...=) it somehow succesfully shows the lives of ex-convicts in search for a new hope and life...Everyone deserves a 2nd chance!
Kientat-don't give up...good thigns don't come easy..=) Though there are many fishes in the sea,it's always worth waiting for the biggest...even if u fail...u can tell yourself " you've fight it with your best" that's more like my brother yah? No pain no Gain..
right beside u brother...=) *Love is patient ;) can't wait to go thailand with you guys..i'll go check out the price and itinery all these kie? while u guys happily mug,,cheapest one dun worry..hahaha who wants to come along ?? =)))) all welcome..
all the best for your exams everyone...
Tocky
Friday, September 16, 2005
Revealing the Life...
Okie...finally! 1 more exam paper to go!!! Hydraulics!! How nice if i can just dream of the answers...hahaha =)
Went to Orchard to have lunch today at lemon grass, then went to watch "Cave"...
i rate this show 6 popcorns! hmm it's a "Okay" show only so don't ever watch it for $9.50!
"Longest Yard is RESERVED" hahah...and yes i was suppose to meet the gang to distribute the mooncakes which i bought..but they abondoned me last minute...
Holidays now till end of next month...well well, what shall i do..haha..Europe? Thailand?
anyway..i promised tracy that if she hit a GPA of 3.5 i will get her a super super duper uber big birthday present...after some negotiations...i brought the GPA down to 3.4 hahaha...
Please study hard everyone...while i enjoy a little first.... =))))
Yes! i have to tell u this...My cell leader Jessica! my goodness! Yesterday, i asked her to buy me a bun before cell group starts, since i'm already home...she said "okay, i'll buy u soemthing from delifrance-my treat! " i said no need...but she insists...so expecting a nice meal...she said she's going to buy small tart...so i tot..-better then nothing...suddenly she msged me again...asking me if she could eat half the tart...so i said okay...right now..my hope for a meal became half a tart..30mins later when she arrived...believe it or not she told me she ate the whole thing because it looks gross after she ate half...that's my cell leader everyone..---"a treat meant for me, went into the treaters stomach"
Tocky
Went to Orchard to have lunch today at lemon grass, then went to watch "Cave"...
i rate this show 6 popcorns! hmm it's a "Okay" show only so don't ever watch it for $9.50!
"Longest Yard is RESERVED" hahah...and yes i was suppose to meet the gang to distribute the mooncakes which i bought..but they abondoned me last minute...
Holidays now till end of next month...well well, what shall i do..haha..Europe? Thailand?
anyway..i promised tracy that if she hit a GPA of 3.5 i will get her a super super duper uber big birthday present...after some negotiations...i brought the GPA down to 3.4 hahaha...
Please study hard everyone...while i enjoy a little first.... =))))
Yes! i have to tell u this...My cell leader Jessica! my goodness! Yesterday, i asked her to buy me a bun before cell group starts, since i'm already home...she said "okay, i'll buy u soemthing from delifrance-my treat! " i said no need...but she insists...so expecting a nice meal...she said she's going to buy small tart...so i tot..-better then nothing...suddenly she msged me again...asking me if she could eat half the tart...so i said okay...right now..my hope for a meal became half a tart..30mins later when she arrived...believe it or not she told me she ate the whole thing because it looks gross after she ate half...that's my cell leader everyone..---"a treat meant for me, went into the treaters stomach"
Tocky
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
A Second Chance In Life!!!
How time flies, i have 4 more papers to go...the previous 2 papers was a killer...worst it's the first 2 papers...Used up ever drip of brain juice to understand the questions, but to no avail....
but well, i've learnt my lesson...understanding tutorials are not enough!!
thank God...it's a semsester test...or i would probably repeat... Shi bai Nai Chen Gong Zhi Mu...
Have been drowning mysef with chilled Ribena this few days...The weather is sooo Hot...
after all these years, i haven the slightest idea why bus 74 still provides no air-con services..
the journey from one and to the other is a billion miles...my goodness...no way i'll be in a no-aircon bus...no WAYY!!
After today's killer paper, went to Junction 8 to walk around... Could not find what i was looking for in Popular, Like Taxis, when u need them, they dissapear into clear sky, when u don't need them, there are throngs of empty ones passing you...
I wanted to change the blog song to " Tie a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree"
but it seems i'm in love with this song...soothing...very meaningful...listen to the words =)
i wonder how's the gang getting along...miss them...missed those late car rides, those movie nights..and those walking aimlessly around....missed those chalets where we play all night long, missed those crapping...those laughing...arghh...
take care friends...Wear the yellow ribbon!
Tocky =)
but well, i've learnt my lesson...understanding tutorials are not enough!!
thank God...it's a semsester test...or i would probably repeat... Shi bai Nai Chen Gong Zhi Mu...
Have been drowning mysef with chilled Ribena this few days...The weather is sooo Hot...
after all these years, i haven the slightest idea why bus 74 still provides no air-con services..
the journey from one and to the other is a billion miles...my goodness...no way i'll be in a no-aircon bus...no WAYY!!
After today's killer paper, went to Junction 8 to walk around... Could not find what i was looking for in Popular, Like Taxis, when u need them, they dissapear into clear sky, when u don't need them, there are throngs of empty ones passing you...
I wanted to change the blog song to " Tie a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree"
but it seems i'm in love with this song...soothing...very meaningful...listen to the words =)
i wonder how's the gang getting along...miss them...missed those late car rides, those movie nights..and those walking aimlessly around....missed those chalets where we play all night long, missed those crapping...those laughing...arghh...
take care friends...Wear the yellow ribbon!
Tocky =)
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Is it just me?
Woke up super early today for church...i was so unprepared to go church today....for class, we carried on the teachings of biblical faith and natural/human faith...my mind drifted away halfway... there were too much on my mind...sigh...
sometimes i wonder why am i still holding on to the promises of God...and i just don't understand why am i still believing and trusting God...
i just don't understand...u may say it's my faith...for God..but in my heart do i really have that strong faith? it seems that my faith for God is even smaller then a mustard seed... God...i dun understand....why? why am i trusting you? why am i still following you? are you really there? come one! give me a smile from heaven! many people around me stumble and fall...but why am i still standing? it's NOT because of my faith, it's somethign else...something i don't understand... seomthing you had rooted in my heart... what is it? or is it to feel the emptyness in me that i come before you? or am i expecting something in return? maybe everyhting was an act....
Love is seen though actions...and not what we say, or what we sms everyday to our loved ones...
if someone u know comes up to you and says..."i love you" does he/she actaully loves you?
words u say are from your mind and mouth...BUT...actions you show are from your heart...
be it a small gift or just being there for the person...even if there's no response from that person...u perservere on...because.. Love does not fails..ARRGHHH...God...Do i love you?
*Impression without Expression is Depression*
today during lunch, my cell group shared 6 blessings snow skin moon cake...durian, orea, rum and raisin, green tea, pandan and black sasemee flavour..yumyum...i bought moon cakes for the gang...it cost me a bomb..and it's coming out from my pocket money...
and kientat...please stop saying i have alot of money..because i DON'T...u don't have to be rich to buy thigns for others okie...maybe i splurge too much...but becuase i don't mind spending for the people i love alot...and not because i have too much cash to spare...u understand? hey! so if u receive losta stuff from me...it shows how much you are to me...if u recieve nothing...hmm, err....k la, still love u a bit la..=)
The winner is not the one who finishes the race...BUT finishes the race with the torch BURNING...
Study smart!
Tocky
sometimes i wonder why am i still holding on to the promises of God...and i just don't understand why am i still believing and trusting God...
i just don't understand...u may say it's my faith...for God..but in my heart do i really have that strong faith? it seems that my faith for God is even smaller then a mustard seed... God...i dun understand....why? why am i trusting you? why am i still following you? are you really there? come one! give me a smile from heaven! many people around me stumble and fall...but why am i still standing? it's NOT because of my faith, it's somethign else...something i don't understand... seomthing you had rooted in my heart... what is it? or is it to feel the emptyness in me that i come before you? or am i expecting something in return? maybe everyhting was an act....
Love is seen though actions...and not what we say, or what we sms everyday to our loved ones...
if someone u know comes up to you and says..."i love you" does he/she actaully loves you?
words u say are from your mind and mouth...BUT...actions you show are from your heart...
be it a small gift or just being there for the person...even if there's no response from that person...u perservere on...because.. Love does not fails..ARRGHHH...God...Do i love you?
*Impression without Expression is Depression*
today during lunch, my cell group shared 6 blessings snow skin moon cake...durian, orea, rum and raisin, green tea, pandan and black sasemee flavour..yumyum...i bought moon cakes for the gang...it cost me a bomb..and it's coming out from my pocket money...
and kientat...please stop saying i have alot of money..because i DON'T...u don't have to be rich to buy thigns for others okie...maybe i splurge too much...but becuase i don't mind spending for the people i love alot...and not because i have too much cash to spare...u understand? hey! so if u receive losta stuff from me...it shows how much you are to me...if u recieve nothing...hmm, err....k la, still love u a bit la..=)
The winner is not the one who finishes the race...BUT finishes the race with the torch BURNING...
Study smart!
Tocky
Saturday, September 10, 2005
6th months Death Anniversary...
Finally!!! My presentation is over!! Done with all the sky high reports...=) Next hurdle now is.. 2 weeks of test and exams! i have 6 papers altogether... The gang has one week of study break!!! whereas poor me...my exams starts this comign monday...gang went to have an overnight mugging on friday, din't join them because of a very bad sharp pain in my head...
i hope is nothign serious...keep getting it since this week...terrible...
All the best for your exams everybody!!! especially (Tracy, Qian hui, Hui Hua, Kien Tat, Qing Shun, Neo Jun Xiong...) have fun mugging...=)
Oh yes..my gems presentation on digital photography...my lecturer actaully likes it!!!
he said 3 words after my presentation " I am touched" WOW!!! i mean...it was really unexpected...comparing to others, mine was below average standard...but i think it touched his heart somehow..thank God...or i might jsut fail this module...neo's presentation was really interesting too!!! and my dear tracy...she was the only who did a scrap book...when everyone did a slide show presentation...and spent $6...when we spend like 50cents on a cd...
my story for my presentation was..."In memory of my best friend" i can send it to you people out there if u want to see it =)
anyway...today marks 6 months death anniversary of my buddy, my brother my best friend...stay cool up there allright brother...this presntation is a little gift not from me...but from my heart to you...=) miss you...will be joining you when my time is up..
so many things have been happening, and i wished u were here with us...Neo's got a really caring girlfriend...kien tat's falling in love with a really sweet girl...qing shun have been giving tuition to maple...and me...u noe! i shan't say..hah secret eh?...*wink* your mum misses you like crazy!!! please appear in her dreams once in a while...yur dad is becoming more loving to the family,maple is studying really hard (dun worry, no one dares bully maple with us around) ..natalie's working really hard and planning to further her studies, nyati has no one to cook for...and YOGI...my goodness...yogi as timid as ever..
Last but not least! Happy BELATED birthday kien tat!!! jsut celebrated your birthday 3 hours ago. ( owe you a present ) i dare you say "no need present, it's the thought that counts"
i pray one day u will expereince the Love of God kie? continue to strive for your dreams...work hard play hard...a quote for you.. "Life is a jouney not a destination"
You have been a great buddy...to all of us...i pray that love in your famiyl will continue to strengthen each day... and finally...just to make you fly in your dreams tonight ---- " you are quite handsome"
take care friends..=)
Tocky..
kientat...u noe i'm kidding rite? *wink*
i hope is nothign serious...keep getting it since this week...terrible...
All the best for your exams everybody!!! especially (Tracy, Qian hui, Hui Hua, Kien Tat, Qing Shun, Neo Jun Xiong...) have fun mugging...=)
Oh yes..my gems presentation on digital photography...my lecturer actaully likes it!!!
he said 3 words after my presentation " I am touched" WOW!!! i mean...it was really unexpected...comparing to others, mine was below average standard...but i think it touched his heart somehow..thank God...or i might jsut fail this module...neo's presentation was really interesting too!!! and my dear tracy...she was the only who did a scrap book...when everyone did a slide show presentation...and spent $6...when we spend like 50cents on a cd...
my story for my presentation was..."In memory of my best friend" i can send it to you people out there if u want to see it =)
anyway...today marks 6 months death anniversary of my buddy, my brother my best friend...stay cool up there allright brother...this presntation is a little gift not from me...but from my heart to you...=) miss you...will be joining you when my time is up..
so many things have been happening, and i wished u were here with us...Neo's got a really caring girlfriend...kien tat's falling in love with a really sweet girl...qing shun have been giving tuition to maple...and me...u noe! i shan't say..hah secret eh?...*wink* your mum misses you like crazy!!! please appear in her dreams once in a while...yur dad is becoming more loving to the family,maple is studying really hard (dun worry, no one dares bully maple with us around) ..natalie's working really hard and planning to further her studies, nyati has no one to cook for...and YOGI...my goodness...yogi as timid as ever..
Last but not least! Happy BELATED birthday kien tat!!! jsut celebrated your birthday 3 hours ago. ( owe you a present ) i dare you say "no need present, it's the thought that counts"
i pray one day u will expereince the Love of God kie? continue to strive for your dreams...work hard play hard...a quote for you.. "Life is a jouney not a destination"
You have been a great buddy...to all of us...i pray that love in your famiyl will continue to strengthen each day... and finally...just to make you fly in your dreams tonight ---- " you are quite handsome"
take care friends..=)
Tocky..
kientat...u noe i'm kidding rite? *wink*
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Sunday, September 04, 2005
and afterall...you my wonderwall...
* ma'am -stay strong with the Lord, blessed is the men who perseveres under trials" you are not alone ;)
friday qingshun stayed over at my home...he treated me bigmac at macdonalds for sub-dinner...
honestly macdonalds is the last place i would choose to eat when i'm hungry...the only meal i eat is fillet 'o" fish...=P long john silver is a nono for me unless i'm at a really tight budget... so where do i always eat? unless u really know me..it's impossible to guess...hahaha....i really want to try having dinner at the zoo....a different experience...tsk tsk...=)
okok so friday night, me and qingshun went to pasamalam at angmokio....though as usual i bought nothing...but it's nice to be in the atmosphere of a night market...haha...i can almost memorise the sequeunce of stalls at pasamalam...it's always the same!!! let me guess..the tail end of the pasamalam either sells fruits or pillows! there will always always be a stall which sells sourpalms, dates, and all the colourful prunes...and of course..the famous games which they have...those frogs floating around the pool of water and u have to hook it up using a pole...and yes...the pingpong thingy u have to roll and accumulate points..heh..
went back home after that...qingshun have to practice memorising his script for the star idol competition tommorow at junction8...so now u know why he stay over at my home..haha...
i was so nice to let him have my bed to sleep...,my bed is 2in1 but...i was too lazy to drag it out...and i used the mattress instead -_- *results of the competition? you'll have to ask him yourself =P
church today...someone called me nerd...-_- the same person who ask me to eat meat...
well, i may not be that handsome...but i don't think i look nerdy... and another person say i look super tanned and dark...i have comments every sunday...i wonder why...
presentations lined up, reports sky high,projects due this week...this is going to be one crazy week..i doubt i'll even have time to breathe..eyes are popping out, head is dropping...
everyone is going through the same thing...all the best friends! 3 more drainy weeks to a solid month of holiday...woot...
hold me in your arms, never let me go! because i can't stop, never stop falling in love with you...
tocky...
friday qingshun stayed over at my home...he treated me bigmac at macdonalds for sub-dinner...
honestly macdonalds is the last place i would choose to eat when i'm hungry...the only meal i eat is fillet 'o" fish...=P long john silver is a nono for me unless i'm at a really tight budget... so where do i always eat? unless u really know me..it's impossible to guess...hahaha....i really want to try having dinner at the zoo....a different experience...tsk tsk...=)
okok so friday night, me and qingshun went to pasamalam at angmokio....though as usual i bought nothing...but it's nice to be in the atmosphere of a night market...haha...i can almost memorise the sequeunce of stalls at pasamalam...it's always the same!!! let me guess..the tail end of the pasamalam either sells fruits or pillows! there will always always be a stall which sells sourpalms, dates, and all the colourful prunes...and of course..the famous games which they have...those frogs floating around the pool of water and u have to hook it up using a pole...and yes...the pingpong thingy u have to roll and accumulate points..heh..
went back home after that...qingshun have to practice memorising his script for the star idol competition tommorow at junction8...so now u know why he stay over at my home..haha...
i was so nice to let him have my bed to sleep...,my bed is 2in1 but...i was too lazy to drag it out...and i used the mattress instead -_- *results of the competition? you'll have to ask him yourself =P
church today...someone called me nerd...-_- the same person who ask me to eat meat...
well, i may not be that handsome...but i don't think i look nerdy... and another person say i look super tanned and dark...i have comments every sunday...i wonder why...
presentations lined up, reports sky high,projects due this week...this is going to be one crazy week..i doubt i'll even have time to breathe..eyes are popping out, head is dropping...
everyone is going through the same thing...all the best friends! 3 more drainy weeks to a solid month of holiday...woot...
hold me in your arms, never let me go! because i can't stop, never stop falling in love with you...
tocky...
Thursday, September 01, 2005
Take me Deeper
first of all let me complain about the weather...i don't know why...but it's getting hotter everyday, either the ozone layer is depleting at a super fast rate or the earth is getting closer to the sun.... and worst my journey to schoool is long and drainy...imgaine, no air-con, hot air blowing at you...my goodness...u can pratically feel yourself melting in the bus...
as usual, project deadlines are getting closer....it's always the end of term when we start to get busy....and rushing for projects..."work under pressure" tsk tsk...
i was sitting beside this woman in the bus the other day.not long, she pressed the bell, and alighted the bus with a smiling face...---the woman was blind....people often complain what a sad life they have, so boring,, so meaningless, so stressfull, so many problems... people...imagine yourself as this blind lady...the world is dark to her....no mornings, no afternoons...and yet she still has the courage to live her life...compare boring, meaningless,stressful with this blind lady's life...one phrase stuck my mind " life is indeed precious" be thankful with what you have, praise and glorify God..there are many people less fortunate then us.... =)
today cell group...
"There is a longing only you can fill,
A raging tempest only you can still
My soul is thirsty Lord
To know you as i've known
Drink from the river
That flows before your throne.
Take me deeper
Deeper in love with you
Jesus hole me close in your embrace,
take me deepher that i've ever been before
i just want to love you more and more
how i long to be deeper in love
sunrise to sunrise i will seek your face
drawn by the spirit
to the promise of your face
my heart has found in you
a hope that will abide...
as usual, project deadlines are getting closer....it's always the end of term when we start to get busy....and rushing for projects..."work under pressure" tsk tsk...
i was sitting beside this woman in the bus the other day.not long, she pressed the bell, and alighted the bus with a smiling face...---the woman was blind....people often complain what a sad life they have, so boring,, so meaningless, so stressfull, so many problems... people...imagine yourself as this blind lady...the world is dark to her....no mornings, no afternoons...and yet she still has the courage to live her life...compare boring, meaningless,stressful with this blind lady's life...one phrase stuck my mind " life is indeed precious" be thankful with what you have, praise and glorify God..there are many people less fortunate then us.... =)
today cell group...
"There is a longing only you can fill,
A raging tempest only you can still
My soul is thirsty Lord
To know you as i've known
Drink from the river
That flows before your throne.
Take me deeper
Deeper in love with you
Jesus hole me close in your embrace,
take me deepher that i've ever been before
i just want to love you more and more
how i long to be deeper in love
sunrise to sunrise i will seek your face
drawn by the spirit
to the promise of your face
my heart has found in you
a hope that will abide...
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