reindeer pooper!

okie, i finally decided to type soemthign after so long of melting...
yesterday was blen's mum birthday, and we guys had bbq...lamb, beef, prawns, sting ray, salmon, fried rice, salad, chicken wings, and!! my fav...CRAB! i just love crab..

before i go on to say anything! believe it or not everyone..i fell down a hill...it was my regular and most convenient shortcut, but this time round, the owner decided to fence it up, and the smart me, thinking i was some bird, jumped over and tripped...and rolled don'n the hill...of course i bleed...

i just came back from pasa malam, could not get what i was looking for..=( so i bot myself a nice coconut...


okok, update tormow again
my eyes are shutting

take care, tocky

Santa Clause!

i've been wanting to put back my song...but i'm too lazy...
went to ochard alone to walk around today after school....and yes
the christmas mood rekindle my heart again...soo many people today
guess it's because of the holidays...aww...

dun worry everyone! i'm fine... ;) i'm still breathing...ohyes,i've decided to change this blog skin it's too dull already...stay tune...

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Lost soul...

Bring me back...

go away!

i'm beggining to like fast and pumpy music...punk cover!
alot of people have been commenting that i have bad taste of songs...especially peng soon...
he says all my songs are old and sound so bad...and he would never listen to songs which i listen...
tell u what shawn...i dun care what u think....because, this is how i am, and this is what i like...

to everyone:
so what if i'm different, so what if i don't club, so what if i don't always drink alcohol, so what if u think my life is boring, so what if u think i'm the most pathetic guy, so what if i listen to christian songs...SO WHAT !! i don't give a crap whatever u guys think of me...because this is who i am...if u can't accept me for who i am...then just go away...

maple! thanks for the card...it was really nice..and i know u meant every word on the card...i hope that is not my christmas present....of i would jsut drop dead...thank u also for even giving me this opportunity to be your godbrother...you may not be my real sister...but i will always treat u like my little sister...i pray and hope this relationship will strenthen eachday...i'm glad i survived the jog with you...jog with u when i go again kie?
life is full of unexpected and saddening things, but it's all part of it...remember? there are always 2 sides in life...take care arh...

okie this had been in my heart for a super long time...and i'm just going to blurt everything out...alot of people have been telling me off..."since u know so much about relationships, why u never get yourself a girlfriend? " "why u talk so much about it, but u yurself don't have a gf" "are u chicken" "is it because u scared"
i won't give u my answers, because i feel it's not necessary...i dun care whatever u guys think...because i know the answers in my heart
guys..please stop cheating and playing with girls feelings...

.....

Zzzz

okie, i'm all alone in the computer lab doing my project in school..waiting for kien tat to passed me his hard disk...-_-.. though wednesday classes lasts for only 5hours...it's 5 hours of cauculations, more cauculations and even more cauculations... buisness students do more theory, and wished they had some hands on cauculations...whereas engineering students wants more theory because we have too much cauculations...sigh..

my sister is off to genting today with her friends...so lucky!! but well she deserve the trip la,
stress untill like that...tsk tsk....enjoy yourself pam! i have everythign necessary...except...hahaha...

was talking to my mum last night, i told her "when i'm outside, u siad why i always go out,
when i'm home, u ask me how come i keep using the computer" ...haha..then she added on "how i wished instead of calling me telling me you are in orchard, u tell me " mum, i'm in the library"
i laughed at said "wait long" haahaha....

okie, i have to start my work now..take care...
boring day...no movies =( everyone's busy =( no dvd =( no window shopping =(
tocky

=)

okie...looks like i can never go on a diet...i had 2 meals in school today...over my $1 budget by $3
i just can't bare to torture my bouncy tummy...i could almost hear it screaming for food today...
it's becoming rounder and soft..haha..it has a rippling effect when hit...imgaine..=)
okok, i shan't expose my assets...the choosen girl will have to discover it herself..hahaha..
i'm crazy..

and yes..i was watchign televition today again and i started dreaming...
i somehow like to watch those house makeover...i can just imagine myself designing and building my own dream house...by the sea of course..i'm going to have this nice warm jacuzzi outide the big garden, how nice to soak inside a hot tub with your love, looking at stars at night...then a nice barbeque pit, when the gang come, we can just chill, by the sea (of course our wifes will do the bbq) hahaha... in the bed room will be this super comfy and soft mega king size bed with comforters of course! it will be like super cozy and warm...haha...okok, i cannot share too much in case someone steal my idea...

tracy!-yes...say goodbye to the bouncy castle...the arnold "sworldsonager" is here..hahaha
your dream birthday is approaching... =)
maple-elton more important then your godbrother...u win...i jealous... -_-
phillane!- happy baptism!! rock on!
jun xiong-please i beg u...no more macdonalds...
qing shun-one life, one heart, shed blood not tears...to hold and never let lose...
kien tat- i hope u finally give the present to _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ...
jessican tan-you are the slowest girl i ever met in my entire life...u need 3 legs...
peter selvan-which cave did u went hiding again...

God bless,
Tocky

back!

okie, finally i decided to upate my blog after so long, i was soo lazy...and with the influence of Tracy's blog...okie, i'm so excited for christmas...hohoho...i can feel it coming..
the cold and wet days...the smell of bacon and chesnut stuffing in turkey, the christmas tree, the foam snow, the songs and YES! the presents...this year i'm only giving to close freinds...of course, very special few will have an additional presents hahaha...start savign! believe it or not, i'm goign to sacrifice my beautiful tummy...i'm only going to spend $1 a day on food in school...before u know it...i'll have a strong and muscular body....=)

was having lunch the other day in school, i pause for a moment before i begin eating...my friend suddenly shouted " don't tell me you praying? " and he started laughing....
i was quite affected by it...i'm quite upset that some people being a christian themselves would actauly spike me, thought i'm not very sensative to this kind of thigns but i believe there should always be a line drawn..arh..okie i feel better now after saying it out..haha

pamela went to hong kong...and there's no one to gossip with me about church now..hahha
i know it's bad...but gossip is really fun Most of the times..haha
the verse of the day for me today was "everythign is permissible for me, but not everything is good" there are many thigns we are given the decision to make...God can't stop us...but we msut make sure it doesn't harm us...=)

arghhi wanted to ttype more..but my eyes are shutting...update otmrow
take care~
Tocky

Dearest Brother...

dear qing shun, sorry if i've been neglecting you...but believe me i felt the distance months ago...
that explains why i kept going to see u at the stall the chat with you...because i knew if i didn't, our friendship would drag apart...most of the time you are working and i assumed u did not have time to go out, that's why i din't bothered to ask u..i'm sorry...i know u won't bother listening to my explaination or perhaps won't believe me...and you are very sad and very angry...but i hope u will not put this 6 over years of friendship into stake...i

i promise u, it's not about religion...we always respected each other religion...and i believe religion should never be at the centre of our friendship...i respect yours...and i know from the beginning u had always respected mine...thanks for sharing whats in your heart..

it's this things in life that we experience in our frinedship which holds us together...i hope you are willing to give this friendship another go...in the gang, u are the closest to me after blenheim..catch up with your very soon...

with love,
Lionel...

Wakeboarding!
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i'm Lovin It...

sorry to take so long to update...there seems to be soemthign wrong with my keyboard,
i can't type!! i have to use my sis laptop to update my blog, which can be frustrating at times...
i somehow have inspiration to write only when using my own keyboard...=P

oh yes before i forget! let me wish all my muslim friends and indian friends! Selemat Hari Raya
and Happy Deepavalli !!! hohoho..peter selvan...becasue it's deepavalli...i forgive you for *TREATING*
me...

went wakeboarding yesterday! and it was very fun!! i finally know how to move left and right of the boat...
hah~ =) i lurve the sea...so nice to just be soaked in it...will post the pictures when i get it from tracy..
so just be VERY VERY patient...hah!

today went to sean's house to have dinner..what a wide spread! prawns, steam fish, brocolli with
mushrooms, mixed vegetables with scallop, hairy melon, chicken wings, ma po tofu, dou miao...
still ahve fruits...my beautiful tummy almost exploded...okie..i better not share with u all what maple
did after dinner...in case she hamtum me..haha oh yes!

blen dad is going to teach us power boating..i guess none of the gang is interested because none of them is into sea sports..
so i guess i'll go learn alone from him already..blen dad also told me he can train me to be a power
boat insturctor...that is so cool...i've always dreamt of driving a boat with my future wife out to the sea
to have a candle light dinner..haha...with this powerboat license i can also drive jet ski...
my goodness..this is so exciting..how nice if my dream house is by the sea and have a boat
just out the garden...okie..back to earth..study hard...-_- and start saving!
my life is no way but the highway..haha...

another crazy news! me and my friend will be representing singapore poly
in "The Singapore River Raft Race 2006" haha...we are currently looking for sponsors for the build up
of the raft and price money if we win..for that we will advertise on our boat..=)
please support me!!! =) any of your parents or friends parents interested in publicising...
their company...dun hesitate to call me..=)

life is so precious...alot of us dun realise it till it's too late...take care everyone...
in the end, i want to be standing, at the beggining with you...
Tocky