the day of your operation: neojunxiong

28th feb 2005, 7:22pm
i would like to pour every single thought i am having of you, blenheim, on this page. i never have expected that such an event so major would happen in my life. people always say that, " treasure your love ones." right now, i feel that this line is so important to me. though hearing that the first operation failed and there are slim chances for the next operation, i will never lose hope and never think that your time is up now. we have so much things left undone, left unsaid. remember saturday night we promised to buy each other a wallet on our respective birthdays? even with the slightest possibility, i would want to believe that you will make it. no matter what it takes, i am always here for you. i am willing to do everything for you just to keep you happy. i would never think about losing you. im gonna pray so hard for tonight and that i would once see your smiling face again. be strong dude.

DAY 2

Thank you everyone for encouraging all of us, we really really appreciate it, i've already give this blog website to blenheim's parents, so taht they too can be encourage with your comments..
Day 2
i was in school, going on to my next lesson when letitia called me and told me that blenheim had to go for an emergency operation, i was lost, din't know what to do...my mind was lost. the world aroudn me suddenly went silent...

after class today at 3pm i had to rush down to the hospital, i was too concern...my heart was pumping non-stop, prayerswere in my heart repeating the whole day, not a moment of laughter..jun xiong skipped lessons half way to rush to the hospital, kien tat was busy with his project which was very late due,qing shun had to go to work...but going to join us later...
when i reached the hospital, blenheim father told us what happened...blenheim was born with a rare condition of some abnormal growth in his veins leading to his brains, by right it should be a thick straight vain leading to the brain, but his was a narrow curled vein.. which was very dangerous since my brother here was an active young man who exercises alot.
when i heard this my heart dropped. blenheim's dad went on ot tell us that the surviving rate for this operation is only 10-20% although it's just a small chance, but there is still hope.. i believe our merciful and all loving God will help him through out this odeal.

please pray everyone, a mircale must happen

we were wiating patiently when blenheim was pushed out of the operation theartre...
the operation was a failure, they failed to identitfy the complication, and too much blood was lost, they had to let blenheim rest and carry on the operation tonight...
the brain had to rest...the next operation tonight will be his last battle for his life...please everyone pray..i beg all of you..

soon, after he was pushed to the icu ward..me and jun xiong went in to see how was he, he was
in deep coma, and could not move at all, as usual he could hear us, he really could...but he coudn't not move, he could not reply, he could not! just imagine...someone talked to you, and u can't reply even though u want to so much...Help God..me and jun xiong talked to him, i cried very badly, i don't know waht to say to blenheim my buddy...sometimes the deepest thigns in someones heart is the most difficult to express...i really want to talk to him, but i just don't know what words to say...jun xiong said his inner most heart to heart talk to him, blenheim's tears dripped...i cried even more, all i could do was stand behind jun xiong...becuz i din't wanted blenheim to hear me cry...

this is ths most terrible days of my life..guys and girls reading this...comparing to a relastionship break up with your gf and bf cannot not even compare to the feeling of losing a love one...
really, it's terrible, TREASURE YOUR LOVED ONES...please do not wait till somehting happen
then we start to make our first move... love is not periodic, there is no start or edn time to love
love is everythere, all the time....Oh God be with my brother....

The doctors tell the parent to get prepared becuz anyhtign could happened, today pastors from city harves came, to pray for blenheim and his parnets...jun xiong's parents came..many friends and relatives came

i cried the most today in my life...crying for a girl, and crying for a brother is 2 different thing...
i duno if u understand...

no matter what happens we guys will be standing for you blenheim, no matter the chance of sruviving, there is still home

God is beside you to see you thru, above you to watch over you, behind you to encorage you, behind you to establish you, in fornt of you to guide you..blenheim, i believe u had seen God during your long rest in the opperation theratre, talk to him like a friend share your everyhting weith him kie?take care! love you deeply...

my brother, my buddy, my best friend...day 1

i pray one day you will read this blenhiem,

I woke up at 4am today..27th febuary 2005, this day i will never forget, my best friend, blenheim was admitted to hospital. He had to go through a major operation dealing with his blood clot behind his head...myself, qing shun and michael rushed down to hospital immidiately.

everything happened so sudden, just few hours ago i was smsing him on our trip to dubai and paris coming this april, we were so excited... blenheim, sticked with me through thick and thin times of my life...we talked everything under the sun and moon... my best friend, my brother, my close buddy...

A storng and healthy guy, suddenly somehting like this happend to him, to me it still seems like an illusion, he is now in intensive care unit and needs to go thru another even major operation in 2 days...i really pray for God's merciful hands to be upon him...this operation is extremly critical becuz they are operating on his head which nerves leads to the brain...the doctor told us, even if he survived all these, he might either lose his memory or needs support in some things he do...

We will be here for u blenheim, brother's never part...right now, stay strong..u must have the will...we will continue to pray for you...we will be here with u no matter what till u one day fully recover....in the name of jesus i promise u..i was deeply touched when blen mum told me that when the pain started at home, blenheim was knocking his head and was shouting "JESUS JESUS" "Take away the pain"
when i heard this i almost burst out in tears...when blenheim sister was in the she saw blenheim's tears drip down his cheeks...Sigh..i can't explained to you how i felt when i heard that...he could listen, he could hear us, but he cound not move, he was in coma...
oh Lord...help... without faith you can't pleased God..Friends, please pray.....

my parents came, my pastor came, jun xiong's parents will also be coming...everyone's behind you...every second seems to be like a minute, every minute an hour, every hour a day...

frineds are really important to me, i've never cried for a guy before, you are the first...i believe love is strong and it endures forever...

i believe there wiould be a miracle from God...

There can be Miracles when u believe...