Sunday, October 30, 2005

the meaning of treat...

church today was okay..had urshering duty...i'm beginning to like urshering..
it's during this time when i get to know little secrets of our church...hahaha.
especially alter call...the one whom i talked abt this to better keep quiet...hahaha
pastor was sharing with us today, how do we know that we sin?
simple! out consious will trouble us when we sin...sin neither bless you nor
give u joy and happiness...so if u know you are sinning, stop it! or at least try..
nothing is impossible through christ who strengthens me...remember that!

"have u ever taked to God above? tell him that you need a friend to love..
PRAY and BELIEVING, that God answers pray...on a lofty mountain peak his there,
by the meadow by a stream his there, everywhere on earth you go, his been there
from the start..."

Remember everyone! "we do not have to pay to sin, but when we sin, we have to pay"

a person who really cares for you, dares to share with you the truth, doesn't always agree
with you, and is responsible to God and you...dare to open up, and speak right to your heart..
someone who will stick by you no matter what happens..treasure them! this people are
like limited edition...its like finding a needle in a hay stack...

okie so that's all about church...wiat! before i go on to my next topic..i must complain abt
lunch, i had vietnamese seafood fried rice today at great world city...and i rate is 1/10..
seafood fried rice = standard fried rice + 3 baby sotongs...and 2 misearble shrimps...

i so have to blog about this...suppose to meet PETER SELVAN at orchard today at 6pm...
he was an hour late...and poor me had to stand and wait for his grand appearance..
he was late, and could still sashay through the mrt gates smiling at me..
okie, i'm not going to tell u all what i did to him...in case u guys call the police..
next complain...peter selvan said his going to treat me dinner...and brought me to coffee club
and to my horror..he did not have enough money to pay for the food...
how on earth did this happen..i have no idea..please ask him....said want to treat me
and did not have money to pay...please enligntened me everyone...did the meaning of a treat change? i tot it was something like i don't have to come out any money? peter next day i ^TREAT^ u crystal jade..i treat u okie? but i don't bring money..

schools starting in a few hours..projects again, test, lecture, tutorials...practicals...and my horrifying gems which i don't even dare to read out the module name because i'm alienfied by it...God..help me..

with love,
Tocky..

Saturday, October 29, 2005

Love is never enough

friday...was like another bad memory came to life.. Tasha had stroke, and my mum and i sent her to animal hospital immidiately...i was so sad...she was hospitalised...couldn't stand properly,
and kept falling down..we had to carry her...

i was so angry while waiting for taxi to bring us to the hospital...here we have a poor dog who has stroke, and every taxi driver refuse to pick us up. Why why why! i'm so angry with taxi drivers! do u guys have a heart!!! in times of emergency like this...okie u might scared the dog stain your taxi...but come on...a life is at stake...why are u taxi drivers so heartless! what can a small animal do to you taxi? bite your chair off? please show some love to this animals...
in this of emergency like this, how are we pet owners going to bring our dog to the nearest clinic? come on...we are labbelled as a clean and green singapore! so what! where is the love may i ask... love spins the world...i'm not saying all taxi drivers are like that, but most are...but thank God for one kind taxi driver who picked us up..i pray God will bless u abundantly...

okie, tasha is hospitalised and under observation, she must get well...went to visit her today, she responded to our commands..but still cound't walk..poor girl..her cage was the only one decorated coz we din't wanted her to feel lonlely, brought her best friend-"a soft toy shark" and her heart shape pillow which she always rest her head on...tasha is like super old already...14 years dog age..which is equilevent 84 human years...like a grandmother already...i'm so saddened to see her in a cage...though she's only a dog, but it's like part of the family...it's like someone is missing every time i wake up in the morning, no one to harass me for food, no one to disturb me to bring her down...no one to remind me to give dinner...

this brings me to my same old phrase "please treasure the things around you" love is never enough, there are no boundaries when loving someone...we love and are willing to sacrifice...
we love because that someone is close to our hearts...i love, because...i want it to be part of me..
like and love are totally different things...we like with our minds, but we love with our hearts..

went to orchard to walk around AGAIN...since school's starting...shared a string ray with kien tat for dinner...then went to try erm...i forgot what ice cream...have some sniker balls inside..
hah...okie, that's all! another lonely day had passed...

God bless,
Tocky

Thursday, October 27, 2005

The christmas mood...

okie everyone! i'm here to blog again..while waiting for miss pamela to get her EZ link card from me to go work...tsk tsk..on wednesday...went to wala wala..with everyone! blen's dad, mum maple...etc..nice place...not as smoky as some other pubs...
supposed to have dinner with maple, but flew her aeroplane coz i had to register gems for the gang..then rush down...maple, when u come back yar? =) hope u like the ORIGINAL brikenstock...=)

from young i have very sensative nose, everytime i smell smoke, my nose will just block up, i get very hot tempered and i will just sneeze all the way...haha..so yes...my furture wife better not smoke or else the whole house will be chaotic...hah

so yes, wala wala, had escargo, pizza, fries, sausages...the escargo was really good but very very ex..okie everyone i so have to tell u this! the drink of the day was "banana cow" there are only 2 possibilities why this drink is made... 1- the guy has no sense of taste... 2 the guy's "sick"
it taste perfectly like cough medicine...after dirnking it, i somehow felt immune to sickness...
so if unothign better to drink..i suggest the life changing ----banana cow! i never tried so many types at once before..and the result..headache...anyway congratulations to kien tat who broke his pledge never to drink alcohol..but drank a cup of lychee martini...
for those underage, please dun go this type of places to drink...we are all legal age..and we drank it just for fun..and are not addicted...

okie, i'ver distributed most of my presents, tracy's goodybag, jun xiong kientat and qingshun's ORIGINAL joe boxers, maple's ORIGINAL brikenstock, I so love my ORIGINAL quiksilver shirt, ORIGINAL gucchi, and ORIGINAL fossil watch =)) not forgetting my ORIGINAL polo sport perfume...qingshun, thanks for the stuff u gave me from malaysia...u make me feel guilty that i just bot u one boxers...hah

was walking around orchard as usual yesterday..begin to see all the christimas decorations being put up...christmas tree, bells, nice!!! and not forgetting sales! i love christmas, it's a time of giving again...=) i'm beggining to feel the love again..haha.the warmth! please everyone...no shared presents..hahaha...individual presents will very much be appreciated...

take care!
Tocky

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

the big bouncy tummy

went to watch free movie today..."domino" my verdict...5 popcorn...tracy gave it 3...
so...everyone...dun watch it unless it's free...=)) the theatre have like super hard seats
and the drink holder is placed in front of u...comfort is 3/10....

i just realise that my tummy is grow bigger everyday..it's becoming more like a bolster now
it's time to do some exercise!!!! roller blading! cycling!! snorkelling!!!

...i miss thailand..i'm starting to miss the bargaining, the cheap food...and the simple yet happy life those people had... in singapore...no way u can have a nice full meal with $2...
and no way u can slash prices by half when shopping...in singapore, slash a dollar and the salesman will chase you out...

my room is like a store room now...all the presents waiting to be distributed..haha..=)
okie shall blog again...i'm going to hibernate now..take care...

God bless,
tocky

Monday, October 24, 2005


Please don't ask me why do i have ao many pics of myself ALONE...
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home is where the love is...

yes everyone!!! i've bounced back to Singapore Safely =)) lalala...i have so much things
to say, so please bare with me...i know everone misses me rite?? =) hah
let me do a summary of what happen in bangkok...if u want to know more ask me! haha
first day, we were greeted by the tour guide, and he recommended us to watch "tiger show"
and "gay world show" for those who don't know what's that...please just ignore it...hotel wasreally good...breakast buffet was average...and yes..i so have to say this...everyday, we got
approached by taxi drivers, tutu drivers and SECURITY GUARDS...to go for *massage...
and yes...their massage meant having *** with local girls...they have this brochure with them..
which have pictures of really sexy girls posing...and they go around asking tourist like us
"want want? cheap cheap? very good" sigh...what a world...sat the tutu...for me, it' s more of a
roller coaster...this is what he did, drove against the traffic, cut through in and out of buildings,
horns his way through traffic, dash through humps on the road, turns at last minute...and not
forgetting...the "brochure"...did alot alot alot of shopping, chatuchak, mbk, and many more...
slash prices like mad...bought many presents...=)) the more presents means the more i love you...
so if u never recieve anything...i hate u..=) simple as that...hahaha...oh yes! we went to watch movie
it only cost like $4 to catch a movie...and it was super comfy in the cinema...the best cinema
i've been too...and something that u won't believe....in bangkok, before every movie starts,
everyone have to stand to attention in the cinema in respect for the king, it shows a short clip about
3 minutes on the King and thailand...imagine the unity and the patroitic hearts of the people...tsk tsk
tried tomyam, and SOME street food..thought the hygene can't be compared to singapore's..
but well..it was tasty..haha...yup..oh yes oh yes!! taxi's in bangkok is soooo cheap i tell u...
if i ever live there...i will take taxi to school everyday...for a 30mins ride..it doesn't even cost
more then $4...that's how cheap it is...food..a big plate of fried rice and a bottle of coke..is only $2..
though everything there is imitation..but well, if it's comfortable..why now ritE? hahaha
billions of dvd's sold at almost every corner of the streets...and yes of course i saw like a thrillion
tranxs..gays...and whatever u call them...lady's boy...or soemthing...so that's about all
in thailand...=) take care everyone...will share more ya? and will post come pics online...then i'm
not so lazy...

miss everyone,
take care,
Tocky

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Waiting...

u guys will never believed what i did today... went to get my travel insurance and change money for my trip... was at paradiz centre alone, and decided to find qing shun at tangs market (working) so yup..believe it or not i walked all the way to tangs... of course with my i-pod stuck into my ears...so so lonely...thankfully no bird droppings on me this time... on the way, i bot mcflurry for myself and qing shun...yes i qia him...weather is too hot to resists ice cream... first time in my life i bought mcflurry...it's too sweet...chatted with qing shun...for like an hour... and
waiting for tracy!!! to reply my msg...

maple, dun be dissapointed allright? try harder and do better... everytime we fail, we must get back to our feet...that's the most important lesson in life... like me and the gang and your brother...in normal academic stream last time, we face sooo many challenges...people despise us, teacher's coundn't care less thinking we can't make it in life...friends from other classes look down on us...but we kept trying...who cares if everyone thinks we can't make it..as long as u tried your best...and u try...u can do it maple =) jia you...try harder...all is not lost...life is more then this...

in 8 and a half hours times is our results... "reap what you sow" all the best everyone...
going sentosa tomorow i hope nobody flies aeroplane tomrow...
just as i promise...congratulations phillane cheng for passing your projects!

take care everyone...life is precious..

Monday, October 17, 2005

No money Not Funny

just came back home from work...what a tough day... as usual the auntie there nagged
at us - part timers non-stop...i wonder where she got those energy..
the next time i go, i'm so sure i'm bringing ear plugs... and yes! today we were packing
sunkist juices...the 2 litre ones!!! my goodness... remember everyone... behind every sunkist
bottle juice u buy...there is a group of nut case like me ensuring there's expire date, cap is tightened
properly and it is packed nicely... just imagine...lifting and packing these huge and heavey 2litre bottles
into a box...to let u guys have a rough estimate...how fast and how long we are suppose to pack...
the machine makes 48 bottles every minute...that means...we have only 1.25 seconds...to lift one 2litre bottle
up and put in into a box...okie..so now imagine...8 hours...my POOR...hands...my poor feet...and my poor
tummy...which keep bouncing on the conveyor belt as i lift the bottles...i hope my arm muscles dun turn into
6 packs....i can't imgaine people working there full time...Lord..help them...
i am so determine to get my degree whenever i work at this kind of places...hah..parents! want your children
to understand the imporatance of money? send them to factory and work...my goodness...i gurantee u, it will
change their life...hahaha... ;)
take care!
Tocky

Sunday, October 16, 2005

=)

okie,i finally decided to type another post..haha..went to watch four brothers on friday...rate it 6.5 popcorns...and for the first time in my life..i was the earliest, waiting for everyoen to come...
saturday went to water festival 2005...moutain bike performance...jet ski rides..and yes! not forgetting wakeboarding performance by some U.K professonal wakeboarder...it was amazing..
he was like flying all over the place...and landing perfectly...tsk tsk... i shall learn it all! haha after church today went to far east to walk walk...and did some shopping! ;) shhhh..

okie everyone my bangkok trip is confirmed...no more shopping list accepted...i think i have to pay for extra weight already haha...departing from red dot at 9.20am terminal 1 and arriving 2.55pm on monday...take care!!!
for those who did not give me thier shopping list..dun worry...u have 2 choices...keychain or pen.. =) i'm sooo nice...okie...gd nite!

Tocky

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Chalet!!!

i'm back!!! i know everone misses me..haha =) i shall start on sunday..
haha..after church went straight home packed my stuff for the chalet..
then went to blen's house to get the car...together with neo and qing shun,
we went to pick up blen's mum and dad from the airport.
reached there early, and both neo and qing shun had burger king...and of course
i kope some..haha..so then blen's dad took over the car and drove us to the chalet..
when we reached there it was almost 11pm...so there was nothing much we
could do other then some house keeping..played cards and watch the vampire show..
2nd day was the most exciting of all...i gave everyone morning call...=) how nice of me...
went swimming...sun tanned, then went to white sands to have lunch and bot food
for the steamboat and teppenyaki...not long, hui hua, qianhui and gary came...played
jenga which i lost 4 times in a row...dun asked me what i did for forfiet because it's not
for the weak hearted..it's either i'm that lousy, or they cheated...then played
twister...tracy came and we started the steamboat...it was delicious =)) haha..
first time in my life i had steamboat and teppenyaki in a chalet...the food was simply
delicious...we had watermelon for dessert..and dear tracy did not sliced the watermelon
she chopped it...we have trapezium shapes, prymaid shape...and many more...hahaha
took tons of pictures after that...then played games which they saboed me...did
a belly and butt dance..i was drunk by the steamboat okie...i was traumatised by myself
for doign it...If they upload it online which i have a strong feeling they would...i'm a goner..=)
it was quite late already, then the girls went home...
nexy day, it was suppose to be antoher steam boat day, but so many people fly us aeroplane
so we decided to abondoned the chalet...i passed the key to qing shun in orchard..coz his taking
over today...wen tto watch four brothers...i rate it 7 popcorns..nt bad show..haha =)
shall update soon again..i'm soo tired...oh yes everyone! i'm going bangkok next week... =)
*tracy..u haven passed me the list...hahaha...
gd night!, tocky

Saturday, October 08, 2005


Sentosa!
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Let the PARTY begin!!!!!

yesyes qian hui, it will be a crazy chalet...and the food is so going to be like crystal jade quality...hahaha...best of all...my steam boat comes with the teppenyaki thingy..so we have a choice... steam it or grill it...heh..=) went to sentosa with the gang today...and my goodness it was crazy..though it rain a little..but that din't stop us! it's like the best weather to play but not to sun tan...haha..like i always said...it's not where or when we go..but who we are out with that makes it fun..=)) okie...so our chalet is tomrow...and it's going to be so exciting...first night _ _ _ _ express... & W _ _ _ Peter2nd night _ _ _ _ _ show... & Mini _ _ _3rd night have in there game..lolx..fill it in yourself! i can't expose the itenery...pls take note..to all that is going to the chalet...bring your own protective gear...i have to bring all my memory card to take pictures!!! haha..we are goign to play twisters, jenga, pictionary and many more!!! and best of all...it's a BUNGALOW...this is so crazy...take care everyone!!!

Take care,tocky

Thursday, October 06, 2005

trees, fishes, birds..

hmm...where shall i start...u guys must be dying to read my blog..hahaha =)
let's start from wednesday...woke up super early to meet phillane for breakfast at thomsom macdonals...and yes she treated me to hotcakes...then when to her house to watch
AMZING RACE...don't be cheated by her big television at home...it's spoilt...she uses this mini tv like half the size of an A4 paper...*phillane dad is no longer in the prawn buisness, so no more lobster size prawns for bbq anymore =(..okie..then met up the guys to collect our pay at
ubin seafood restaurant...then went to blen's home to stay overnight...had supper as usual...
rotijohn, mutabak, rotiplata...then played card thru-out the night...haha..please do not expose my superb body! hahaha...and yes...neo and me shared a same bed..haha...

thursday..went to have lunch at the foodcourt at wisma...very nice atmosphere there...open
not long ago i think...very kampong style...warm atmosphere...hah...at night went to blens hosue again...to teach maple maths..hope she does well...=) maple if u are reading this...haha..try your best yar? remember if duno the question, skip and move on...dun worry =)

friday...this day i can never ever ever ever forget in my life....first of all..i met peter at suntec...went to watch movie with him..yurp..just the 2 of us...i'm not telling what show we watched...but i don't encouraged anyone to watch..hahaha...peter loves this movie...felt so funny going out with peter becauase it's usually blen me and peter..and we would like bully peter all the way...but now it's only me..felt something missing..anyway..meet kien tat, in town..then joined by qingshun and stephanie...as usuall kien tat is depress over the same thing...but ai ya..

i know it's very very difficult...but i still have to say " many trees in the forest, many fish in the sea, many birds in the sky" i dun think u deserve to be tortured like that..hah..
tomrow going sentosa...sunday to wednesday bungalow chalet!!! woot...on sunday...only people carry heavy things i fetch...or not...go yourself..hahaha =)

peace!
Tocky

Sunday, October 02, 2005

The Brink Of Faith...

blenheim tan..i'm so going to strangle you when i see u in heaven... i can never ever forget the times at trengganu, the times when we lead the class in our funfair back in secondary school..
u lead the haunted house and i lead the food..and we managed to racked in top sales!!! the times when you are so sad, and just come my house to rot...the tiems at the sentosa, when we did crazy things like letting the chicken into the chalet..arghh... how i wished u could hear me...

still rememberd, in secondary school, when mrs fong asked the class our ambition...
u said u wanted to be a pilot, neo a buisnessman, qing shun an army commander, and i an engineer... and i linked it all up by saying, i will build the plane, neo will sell it to you, u will drive the plane, and for qing shun to parachute down during war...the whole class burst into laughter...remember??? blenheim, one thing i can never ever forget, was both our wish to see the whole gang know christ and lead a life which is honourable one..and how we both wished that one day the whole gang can just sit in chruch together... i don't know how am i going to do this now...but i pray that one day...our almost impossible dream will come through...

my class filtered me by saying i " jia kau" meaning christian guy who reads bible" though i can take jokes..but soemtimes there should always be a limit..they humiliate me...i don't know...
i'm not some holy guy..but thank God for one thing...which i can never shake offf...it's sewed into my heart...- "strong in faith" the faith for God, the faith of love to my future wife... trust me, believe me..i will do all it takes...someone was telling me, if u face with persecutions, face with things which u are at the brink of giving up your faith for God...think again...u mean giving up your faith will just solve everything? it won't...the problem will still lie there...easier said the done...but stay strong everyone! i can always help you...=)

God bless...
Tocky...

Saturday, October 01, 2005

work! work! work!

wednesday-thusday
okie complain time!!!! my first part time job this holiday...factory work! 11pm-8am..
when i first went there...i almost wanted to leave the place immidiately... the machiens were so so noisy, everyone there had to wear ear plugs...or our ears will just burst...and we'll be deaf..
so for 8 hours i was standing there in the hot, smelly, noisy, place packing cans of condensed milk...the cans kept coming in, and i had to be fast or the machine will just be jammed ..so..this is my job...mental torture! jsut imagine...no one talking to you...u can't hear anyone in fact coz of the noise...it's u and the cans...for 8 hours..doing the same thing...

friday
2nd factory job...packing fruit juices...far better then the previous...air con! and not so physically and mentally demanding...at least, u can talk to people =) worked from 7am-3pm then went to work at ubin seafood restaurant from 5pm to 11pm..totally used up every drip of strength...

today, went Orchard with maple, bought alot alot of things...and had lunch at LJS! hope u enjoyed yourself maple!!! went to blen's house today...had childrens day gathering... in the eyes of any parents...their children will always be a child...=) so dun ask me how come i'm celebrating it..

take care! tocky~