The Brink Of Faith...

blenheim tan..i'm so going to strangle you when i see u in heaven... i can never ever forget the times at trengganu, the times when we lead the class in our funfair back in secondary school..
u lead the haunted house and i lead the food..and we managed to racked in top sales!!! the times when you are so sad, and just come my house to rot...the tiems at the sentosa, when we did crazy things like letting the chicken into the chalet..arghh... how i wished u could hear me...

still rememberd, in secondary school, when mrs fong asked the class our ambition...
u said u wanted to be a pilot, neo a buisnessman, qing shun an army commander, and i an engineer... and i linked it all up by saying, i will build the plane, neo will sell it to you, u will drive the plane, and for qing shun to parachute down during war...the whole class burst into laughter...remember??? blenheim, one thing i can never ever forget, was both our wish to see the whole gang know christ and lead a life which is honourable one..and how we both wished that one day the whole gang can just sit in chruch together... i don't know how am i going to do this now...but i pray that one day...our almost impossible dream will come through...

my class filtered me by saying i " jia kau" meaning christian guy who reads bible" though i can take jokes..but soemtimes there should always be a limit..they humiliate me...i don't know...
i'm not some holy guy..but thank God for one thing...which i can never shake offf...it's sewed into my heart...- "strong in faith" the faith for God, the faith of love to my future wife... trust me, believe me..i will do all it takes...someone was telling me, if u face with persecutions, face with things which u are at the brink of giving up your faith for God...think again...u mean giving up your faith will just solve everything? it won't...the problem will still lie there...easier said the done...but stay strong everyone! i can always help you...=)

God bless...
Tocky...