don't you ever wish, u were someone else?

sometimes, it's comforting to have a friend going through the same problem as you...

where can u find....
someone with the same frequency to share whats in your heart...
and still be sure that your secret is well kept...
someone who goes into depression mode same time as you...
someone who gossips with you everyday
someone who can tolerate all your nonsense...
someone who treasures this friendship...
someone who rather sit at home stare at the wall, then go for a nice desert downstairs...

went to church this morning with many questions in my mind...hoping God will give me an answer...but again...no answer...don't you ever wish, u were someone else?

love, lionel

Happy Birthday To Me...

started the day with concrete design exam...quite a messed up paper...but can't be compared with transportation engineering which i totally blew or programming which i have no idea what i wrote...now, let's hope everyone does badly and the passing grade will be moderated... =)

okie! then our class went to seuol garden for Ptn lunch..it wasn't exactly a planned birthday by the class for me....it so happen the lunch was on the same day as my brithday...anyway...what happen was, they decided to sing a birthday song for me despite my plead not too, i felt so old, and there were throngs of people at seuol garden...and they just had to say my name so loud...with shishi there...we dun need a microphone or a speaker...anyway! thanks everyone!
as a class rep...it was my honour to photocopy lecture notes for u monkeys... -__- !!

okie, so now i'm 20...sounds old rite? I AM !!! my goodness, i feel like an old man on a wheel chair already...no more a teenager...i'm in my early twenties....

thank you everyone for making my birthday a memoriable one...even if u just sent me an sms...
it's nice to know that u hae friends there thinking of you...every now and then =)
take care! all the best for your exams! i still have 2 more paper to go!

love, Lionel

lame chop on brithday?

had a super weird dream this afternoon, i dreamt everyone came to my house to gamble...
then i saw 2 little girls running around, i went straight to the table, and place my bets....someone and my cousin then tompang me some money...then i got a double ace...then i won $30....end of dream..haha..yes yes...haha

back to reality---
was in the lift jsut now, 2 person was in the lift with me...i suddenly wanted to ah choo...then being polite...i covered my mouth and REN..all the way to first floor...then i quiclky run out of the lift turn my face behind a wall...then AHH choo....guess what...antoher lady was there...yes...her face all covered with my delicious saliva...dun ask me what happen after that...it was quite drama...

was thinkin abt qing shun..yes qing shun..i suddenly tot of you...i was thinking the times when u stood by me, the times when i cried and u were there beside me....the times when u hug me and i continued crying...the times when u encouraged me...i still can't believe i cried on your shoulders but i did--for that...a very big warm thank you!...then i start to think if i had neglected our friendship, u everytime want to help me, but i keep running away... for that...a very big sorry...i know it sounds gayish for some of you...but...true man cries...

was reading abt the progess package....and arghhh i miss getting the big hong bao by a year!!
aunties and uncles reading my blog....please...u know what to do for my birthday....
no excuses! u got a big hong pao from govenemrnt already...

my computer K.O ed..and i'musing my sisters's laptop now...all my pictures gone, all my songs, all my files...everything...
like i said...life's like that...u won't know what will happen...photos i collected for so many years,
all gone within a click...

take care, Lionel

faith hope love, the greatest of all...Love..

so far, the 2 out of 3 paper was a killer...esp. computer programming...
no way an odinary human can understand all the scripts...we came out of class
wondering what mess we entered into the computer, hope the computer doesn't jam up...dun ask me what i've learn for the pass 6 months in computer programming, because what i learnt is the same as before i started studying this module..

hmm, it's now 1am and i just got back home from studying...tough work..
oh yes! i got my attachment already..."HEXACON CONSTRUCTION PTE LTD"
my goodness...let's pray everything goes well...at $440 a month..they couldn't be expecting
much from me eh? please...no computer work...that works out to be $1.8 an hour..nice...
we guys better meet up for dinner everyday..act like working adults...muahah...
neo will come with his buisness suit, qing shun will come with his orange shirt, kiet tat will come with a laptop, tracy will be enjoying herself in australia, and i will come with hmm, yellow boots?
we guys will be taking our powerboat license very very soon...=) then boat show $150 an hour...
look at the difference...my goodness...

went to watch fearless with my mum today...her treat! i still can't believe the GV person insists on checking my id..NC16 show...he thinks i'm 15? -_-...

"The man who never makes a mistake, never does anything"

take care,
Lionel..

behind every face is an untold story....

Okie, test and exams from now till the first week of march...
study and study and study...
oh yes! remember the river raft race?! i've got a share of the price money!!! =)
i'm going to buy myself a nice wallet =)

was in the taxi the other day when the driver asked me a weird question.."wah why singaporeans so rich, one car $160k also can afford" i began to imagine myself in the future...
i rather be poor and happy then rich and sad..maybe because i'm more of a Life person, i want to experience 4 seasons, i want to travel around the world...so many thigns left unexplored, so many things undiscovered, i want to love, and be loved...i want my children to experience life so crazily, and i want my wife to be the happiest person and most loved person in the world...BUT FIRST...let me get over this semestral exam..zzzz

few days ago...my lecturer was teaching us on the chapter of pavement design, the topic was " your father's road" how interesting...it teaches us to design and construct our own personal road..then i began dreaming abt having my own bungalow again..

monday night! imagine the unimaginable..and expect the unexpected...study hard everyone...

Love, Lionel

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okie, it's going to be a supremely busy week ahead...so i guess i better write a small post before monday starts in case u guys think i abondoned my blog...skipped church today because of a new ass problem...so uncomfortable...i think by the time i've recover. i'll be like a bamboo...
friday the gang came to bai nian at my home, made poh piah together...oh yes...a special invited guest..Peter selvan...saturday went to qing shun's house to bai nian then to tracy's home in the evening...i'm still so angry with kien tat for being late for 45mins...i hate being late at such gatherings becasue it's once a year...i promise if there's such an occasion again, i would just leave without kien tat...because of one person become 4 person late...how frustrating...okie anyway...
i overate..thanks to tracy...haha..if it weren't for the stomach problem, i would had cleared the buffet trays...muhaha...oh yes! raelyn is so cute..haha..gave her a box of animal biscuit and the way she hold it...so innocent...i guess in her heart was "hmm..whose this guy...dun care, i got biscuits"hahaha...left at 2am...great day!

*i would be changing my blog address soon...keep in touch*
take care,
Bah kwa..

chinese new year! in church! Presenting...The Gossipeerrs...
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