the most painful...

last paper tomorow, engineering maths...
i hope i dun get a concussion the second i see the paper...
i'm having depression this few days...
most probably i would fail a few of my modules, because, i really did terribly,
i'm not even hoping for a 50/100 pass...but a satisfactory pass of 40/100...

blen's death anniversary is comign soon...and i duno what will happen again...
i no longer feel sad, i no longer feel pain...my heart is numbed...

i duno waht's the most painful things in life for you guys...apart from death of your love ones,
friendship problems, relationship problems, studies problem, family quarrels...
for me the most painful is...

"TO LOVE, AND NOT BE LOVED"

take care, lionel..