Affairs of the heart...

okie..it's day 9...the wound is till raw and reddish...but it's healing well...no infection =)
my butt has been living like a king this pass 9 days...dun ask me how i remove my bowels...
but trust me...it's nasty...blood, screams...etc..
really thank God for nurses...they are such patient and caring people...
have been eating porridge, vegetable and fish this few days...i need MEAT badly...and so nice of tracy..she can actaully msg me and tell me she's eating KFC... dun tempt me...before i eat myself...

thanks for everyone who showed me so much care this pass few days...a simple msg is very encouraging...a big thank you...sigh...how can i do without you guys...=)

oh yes..i'm so boney now...i feel so weak...everyday, i lay on my sofa watching dvd's, reading 8-days...which is juicy with gossips...haahhaa...
anyway...today was the mock emergency exercise...i think it's really cool to have such thigns in singapore...they even have people complaining to counsellors and everything...of course they are just acting..but i think they make it really real...Rock on Red Dot!

my mum was in the kitchen baking cookies, i was there nosing around..when she jokingly said..."next time i want to go old folks home, i dun want anyone to take care of me"
then my sister said " old folks home is soo boring, you will get bored to death there" my mum replied " i can stay there and baked cookies, so nice, so peaceful" and i replied..."okie, i lend you my -ipod"

hahaha...i really said that..but i was joking la..hahaa oh yes! i just watched the ren-ci charity show...AMAZING! they manage to raise 6.8 million and counting, exceeding thier target by 1.8 million..u know..sometimes i'm really so proud to be a singparean...it just show's how passionate people we are...we may be kiasu, rude and wahtever...but when it comes to affairs of the heart...we give...one thing the celebrity said stuck me..." let's this charity, be an issue between you and the patients, and nothing else" tsk tsk..simple words with big meaning..

okie...and yes..today i din't go church because u know...i passed my course! finally after so long....some people laugh at me becasue i took so long to finish my course...i've been in this church for so long...and like fianlly i passed....oh well...laugh all you want!
believe me...it's not that i don't want to pass...but many things happen this year...and it held be back...okok..i shan't elaborate...there's no use explaining...it's between me and God..and my close friends know...and surprisingly, my cloeset firneds aint' from my church...so...

sorry for the lengthy post again..take care...
i'll be going back to school tomrow...i relaise if i take my full 21 days mc..it will be too late to catch up...take care..

God Bless,
Tocky...