Secondary 3....F&N Lessons..hahaha

eh!!!!

have been going to school this few days to complete my geomatics project... so guys, if u see someone in school wearing a yellow vest looking through a big machine or holding a red and white pole...please dun scream...haha went to carrefour today to submit application for work...they will call us back...but i doubt they would...=P..

okie now to nag at the gang..haha..i noe i'm like super naggy but soemtimes...nagging is good..=P
qing shun...please dun work till you forget who am i, if u need help, we are here okie...
kien tat...i have good news...depression can be cured...neo..love u babe...=)

qing shun's having a hard time to catch his fish because it keeps slippng away
kien tat's waiting for the opportunity to catch the fish
jun xiong have his fish already and wiating for it to grow...
my fish? hmm...hahaha...want to know? drown a fish first..haha...
i'm so tempted to make my blog into a match making service okie..hahaha...

"Lord, Renew my Passion..."

Lord, i'm doing....all i can....to be a better man...

Send someone to love meI need to rest in armsKeep me safe from harmIn pouring rainGive me endless summerLord I fear the coldFeel I'm getting oldBefore my timeAs my soul heals the shameI will grow through this painLord I'm doing all I canTo be a better manGo easy on my conscience'Cause it's not my faultI know I've been taughtTo take the blameRest assured my angelsWill catch my tearsWalk me out of hereI'm in painAs my soul heals the shameI will grow through this painLord I'm doing all I canTo be a better manOnce you've found that loverYou're homeward boundLove is all aroundLove is all aroundI know some have fallenOn stony groundBut Love is all aroundSend someone to love meI need to rest in armsKeep me safe from harmIn pouring rainGive me endless summerLord I fear the coldFeel I'm getting oldBefore my timeAs my soul heals the shameI will grow through this painLord I'm doin' all I canTo be a better man

Hibernating...

met Peter on friday..so long since i've met up with him...grown so much muscular...and talkative...still rememberd years back when peter moved house, and the whole gang went to his house to help him carry the furnitures..and haha..we carried the sofa to the wrong floor and left it there...hahaha =P
rememberd how me and blen use to bully peter back in secondary school...fun! =P
went to watch Longest Yard!!! i rate it 8.5 popcorns!!! very very funny!!! no way you should give an excuse for this show...as usual after the show...Tracy told me she wants to learn football.. i could bet my life she would say that..hahaha...=)))) ..anyway, before that i suppose to meet kien tat 8.30pm at orchard...and i was an hour late...my bad! sorry kien tat..haha...
surprisingly he wasn't angry and could still joke about it..=)) you're the man kien tat! =)
Had cell group at 8am on saturday...-_-!!! in the afternoon went to changi for pamela (from my cell)
baptism haha..the journey almost melted my butt...haha...took a cell picture, will post it when i get it =)

back to sleep...i need to hibernate...
hope everyone's enjoying their holidays...
and for the gang...one more week!! =) all the way...
take care!
Tocky..

candidates for amazing race...

yes! finally!!! everything's over...no more late night mugging! i'm done! hahaha
the last paper hydrulics was quite okay for me...thank God i rememberd how to cauculate
pressure in that funny looking tank with weird liquids inside...=)

Well freinds, if you don't like maths...don't ever think of coming to my course...
because it will kill u...cauculator is needed for everymodule. The most interesting thing is, i've almost made use of every single function in the cauculator... that's how crazy it can get...=P

went to have dinner with blen's mum and dad on wednesday. Had cold crab, XO tofu, charsiew, pork, steam fish...*BURB* nice! as usual, kien tat did not eat anything except the fish...i've never seen a guy as choosy as him...can't even give face and eat a few pieces...in a relationship, it's always nice to have a partner who eats anything, in that case, no food is wasted...hahaha =)

went to toa payoh to walk around after that....somehow i walked into cash convertors....dozens of flasks selling for $1...discman selling for as little as $50....kettles, woks, steamboats...all at $5...
there are so many less fortuante people around who hardly afford a brand new wok...or a plate..
we are so fortunate...ThanK God for my family...

went to quessnsway today just to walk around...din't wanted to buy any clothes since we are going to thailand...save the money!!was in the bus watching tv mobile, when the amazing race family edition advertisement pop out... i was wondering, who would be the best partner to join the amazing race with...

Kien tat-during the race there will be times when we have no money, kien tat will be so
depressed till it's going to slow us down.
JunXiong -i don't trust him when i'm sleeping in the same room with him....hahaha he might probably force the gas out again...
QingShun-sure to save alot of money, and with $1million at stake...nothing is going to stand his way...
Tracy- i have to bring a torchlight and a bag of batteries coz it's going to be dark at most of the time...
Shawntan-no sense of direction, keep going to toilet...will be the first to be eliminated..

study smart pls..drink losta water!
i'm going to post candidates for my surviror team next...stay tune...haha..
Tocky =)

a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h

Last paper tommorow..God Bless me...please i don't want tracy's and jun xiong's senerio!!
Tracy-Section A do untill so happy, Section B -Fail...
Jun Xiong, Question A easy! Question B,C,D,E,F all difficult...
Starting do untill so shiok...then slowly, one knife stab into the heart, worst is jun xiong...
i feel for u brother...one knife stab liao not enought still more knife...worst! 5 knife all go down..
Enjoy while it last...=)

Saturday work with Qing shun part time...don't think i'll work there again...it's too much for me..
so badly organised that customers have to wait 45minutes just to get their bills.. if i was the customer i would probably just walk away...oh well, it was fun though...=)

haha..Went to watch "One More Chance" on monday...
i rate it erm..6.5 popcorns...this show is not worth more then $7... oh well, i watched it just to support local productions...quuite funny actually...=) it somehow succesfully shows the lives of ex-convicts in search for a new hope and life...Everyone deserves a 2nd chance!

Kientat-don't give up...good thigns don't come easy..=) Though there are many fishes in the sea,it's always worth waiting for the biggest...even if u fail...u can tell yourself " you've fight it with your best" that's more like my brother yah? No pain no Gain..
right beside u brother...=) *Love is patient ;) can't wait to go thailand with you guys..i'll go check out the price and itinery all these kie? while u guys happily mug,,cheapest one dun worry..hahaha who wants to come along ?? =)))) all welcome..

all the best for your exams everyone...

Tocky

Revealing the Life...

Okie...finally! 1 more exam paper to go!!! Hydraulics!! How nice if i can just dream of the answers...hahaha =)

Went to Orchard to have lunch today at lemon grass, then went to watch "Cave"...
i rate this show 6 popcorns! hmm it's a "Okay" show only so don't ever watch it for $9.50!
"Longest Yard is RESERVED" hahah...and yes i was suppose to meet the gang to distribute the mooncakes which i bought..but they abondoned me last minute...

Holidays now till end of next month...well well, what shall i do..haha..Europe? Thailand?

anyway..i promised tracy that if she hit a GPA of 3.5 i will get her a super super duper uber big birthday present...after some negotiations...i brought the GPA down to 3.4 hahaha...
Please study hard everyone...while i enjoy a little first.... =))))

Yes! i have to tell u this...My cell leader Jessica! my goodness! Yesterday, i asked her to buy me a bun before cell group starts, since i'm already home...she said "okay, i'll buy u soemthing from delifrance-my treat! " i said no need...but she insists...so expecting a nice meal...she said she's going to buy small tart...so i tot..-better then nothing...suddenly she msged me again...asking me if she could eat half the tart...so i said okay...right now..my hope for a meal became half a tart..30mins later when she arrived...believe it or not she told me she ate the whole thing because it looks gross after she ate half...that's my cell leader everyone..---"a treat meant for me, went into the treaters stomach"

Tocky

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A Second Chance In Life!!!

How time flies, i have 4 more papers to go...the previous 2 papers was a killer...worst it's the first 2 papers...Used up ever drip of brain juice to understand the questions, but to no avail....
but well, i've learnt my lesson...understanding tutorials are not enough!!
thank God...it's a semsester test...or i would probably repeat... Shi bai Nai Chen Gong Zhi Mu...
Have been drowning mysef with chilled Ribena this few days...The weather is sooo Hot...
after all these years, i haven the slightest idea why bus 74 still provides no air-con services..
the journey from one and to the other is a billion miles...my goodness...no way i'll be in a no-aircon bus...no WAYY!!

After today's killer paper, went to Junction 8 to walk around... Could not find what i was looking for in Popular, Like Taxis, when u need them, they dissapear into clear sky, when u don't need them, there are throngs of empty ones passing you...

I wanted to change the blog song to " Tie a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree"
but it seems i'm in love with this song...soothing...very meaningful...listen to the words =)

i wonder how's the gang getting along...miss them...missed those late car rides, those movie nights..and those walking aimlessly around....missed those chalets where we play all night long, missed those crapping...those laughing...arghh...

take care friends...Wear the yellow ribbon!
Tocky =)

We Will Soar...
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Is it just me?

Woke up super early today for church...i was so unprepared to go church today....for class, we carried on the teachings of biblical faith and natural/human faith...my mind drifted away halfway... there were too much on my mind...sigh...

sometimes i wonder why am i still holding on to the promises of God...and i just don't understand why am i still believing and trusting God...
i just don't understand...u may say it's my faith...for God..but in my heart do i really have that strong faith? it seems that my faith for God is even smaller then a mustard seed... God...i dun understand....why? why am i trusting you? why am i still following you? are you really there? come one! give me a smile from heaven! many people around me stumble and fall...but why am i still standing? it's NOT because of my faith, it's somethign else...something i don't understand... seomthing you had rooted in my heart... what is it? or is it to feel the emptyness in me that i come before you? or am i expecting something in return? maybe everyhting was an act....

Love is seen though actions...and not what we say, or what we sms everyday to our loved ones...
if someone u know comes up to you and says..."i love you" does he/she actaully loves you?
words u say are from your mind and mouth...BUT...actions you show are from your heart...
be it a small gift or just being there for the person...even if there's no response from that person...u perservere on...because.. Love does not fails..ARRGHHH...God...Do i love you?

*Impression without Expression is Depression*

today during lunch, my cell group shared 6 blessings snow skin moon cake...durian, orea, rum and raisin, green tea, pandan and black sasemee flavour..yumyum...i bought moon cakes for the gang...it cost me a bomb..and it's coming out from my pocket money...
and kientat...please stop saying i have alot of money..because i DON'T...u don't have to be rich to buy thigns for others okie...maybe i splurge too much...but becuase i don't mind spending for the people i love alot...and not because i have too much cash to spare...u understand? hey! so if u receive losta stuff from me...it shows how much you are to me...if u recieve nothing...hmm, err....k la, still love u a bit la..=)

The winner is not the one who finishes the race...BUT finishes the race with the torch BURNING...

Study smart!
Tocky

6th months Death Anniversary...

Finally!!! My presentation is over!! Done with all the sky high reports...=) Next hurdle now is.. 2 weeks of test and exams! i have 6 papers altogether... The gang has one week of study break!!! whereas poor me...my exams starts this comign monday...gang went to have an overnight mugging on friday, din't join them because of a very bad sharp pain in my head...
i hope is nothign serious...keep getting it since this week...terrible...
All the best for your exams everybody!!! especially (Tracy, Qian hui, Hui Hua, Kien Tat, Qing Shun, Neo Jun Xiong...) have fun mugging...=)

Oh yes..my gems presentation on digital photography...my lecturer actaully likes it!!!
he said 3 words after my presentation " I am touched" WOW!!! i mean...it was really unexpected...comparing to others, mine was below average standard...but i think it touched his heart somehow..thank God...or i might jsut fail this module...neo's presentation was really interesting too!!! and my dear tracy...she was the only who did a scrap book...when everyone did a slide show presentation...and spent $6...when we spend like 50cents on a cd...
my story for my presentation was..."In memory of my best friend" i can send it to you people out there if u want to see it =)

anyway...today marks 6 months death anniversary of my buddy, my brother my best friend...stay cool up there allright brother...this presntation is a little gift not from me...but from my heart to you...=) miss you...will be joining you when my time is up..
so many things have been happening, and i wished u were here with us...Neo's got a really caring girlfriend...kien tat's falling in love with a really sweet girl...qing shun have been giving tuition to maple...and me...u noe! i shan't say..hah secret eh?...*wink* your mum misses you like crazy!!! please appear in her dreams once in a while...yur dad is becoming more loving to the family,maple is studying really hard (dun worry, no one dares bully maple with us around) ..natalie's working really hard and planning to further her studies, nyati has no one to cook for...and YOGI...my goodness...yogi as timid as ever..

Last but not least! Happy BELATED birthday kien tat!!! jsut celebrated your birthday 3 hours ago. ( owe you a present ) i dare you say "no need present, it's the thought that counts"
i pray one day u will expereince the Love of God kie? continue to strive for your dreams...work hard play hard...a quote for you.. "Life is a jouney not a destination"
You have been a great buddy...to all of us...i pray that love in your famiyl will continue to strengthen each day... and finally...just to make you fly in your dreams tonight ---- " you are quite handsome"

take care friends..=)
Tocky..


kientat...u noe i'm kidding rite? *wink*

Brother's For Life
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Brother's For Life...
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Happy belated birthday phillane! haha..ages since i took neoprint...=)
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and afterall...you my wonderwall...

* ma'am -stay strong with the Lord, blessed is the men who perseveres under trials" you are not alone ;)

friday qingshun stayed over at my home...he treated me bigmac at macdonalds for sub-dinner...
honestly macdonalds is the last place i would choose to eat when i'm hungry...the only meal i eat is fillet 'o" fish...=P long john silver is a nono for me unless i'm at a really tight budget... so where do i always eat? unless u really know me..it's impossible to guess...hahaha....i really want to try having dinner at the zoo....a different experience...tsk tsk...=)

okok so friday night, me and qingshun went to pasamalam at angmokio....though as usual i bought nothing...but it's nice to be in the atmosphere of a night market...haha...i can almost memorise the sequeunce of stalls at pasamalam...it's always the same!!! let me guess..the tail end of the pasamalam either sells fruits or pillows! there will always always be a stall which sells sourpalms, dates, and all the colourful prunes...and of course..the famous games which they have...those frogs floating around the pool of water and u have to hook it up using a pole...and yes...the pingpong thingy u have to roll and accumulate points..heh..

went back home after that...qingshun have to practice memorising his script for the star idol competition tommorow at junction8...so now u know why he stay over at my home..haha...
i was so nice to let him have my bed to sleep...,my bed is 2in1 but...i was too lazy to drag it out...and i used the mattress instead -_- *results of the competition? you'll have to ask him yourself =P

church today...someone called me nerd...-_- the same person who ask me to eat meat...
well, i may not be that handsome...but i don't think i look nerdy... and another person say i look super tanned and dark...i have comments every sunday...i wonder why...

presentations lined up, reports sky high,projects due this week...this is going to be one crazy week..i doubt i'll even have time to breathe..eyes are popping out, head is dropping...
everyone is going through the same thing...all the best friends! 3 more drainy weeks to a solid month of holiday...woot...

hold me in your arms, never let me go! because i can't stop, never stop falling in love with you...
tocky...

Take me Deeper

first of all let me complain about the weather...i don't know why...but it's getting hotter everyday, either the ozone layer is depleting at a super fast rate or the earth is getting closer to the sun.... and worst my journey to schoool is long and drainy...imgaine, no air-con, hot air blowing at you...my goodness...u can pratically feel yourself melting in the bus...

as usual, project deadlines are getting closer....it's always the end of term when we start to get busy....and rushing for projects..."work under pressure" tsk tsk...

i was sitting beside this woman in the bus the other day.not long, she pressed the bell, and alighted the bus with a smiling face...---the woman was blind....people often complain what a sad life they have, so boring,, so meaningless, so stressfull, so many problems... people...imagine yourself as this blind lady...the world is dark to her....no mornings, no afternoons...and yet she still has the courage to live her life...compare boring, meaningless,stressful with this blind lady's life...one phrase stuck my mind " life is indeed precious" be thankful with what you have, praise and glorify God..there are many people less fortunate then us.... =)

today cell group...
"There is a longing only you can fill,
A raging tempest only you can still
My soul is thirsty Lord
To know you as i've known
Drink from the river
That flows before your throne.

Take me deeper
Deeper in love with you
Jesus hole me close in your embrace,
take me deepher that i've ever been before
i just want to love you more and more
how i long to be deeper in love

sunrise to sunrise i will seek your face
drawn by the spirit
to the promise of your face
my heart has found in you
a hope that will abide...