longtimenopost

Wow! it's been centuries since i last posted. Almost forgotten my password...
where shall i start...tomrow's my last paper...this is one module which u need luck in...so yes i need luck!

i realise how time pass so quickly...very soon we'll all graduate and i wonder if we will still be good friends...some will settle down with a career, some will continue studying...it seems like we are leading our own lives even right now...i really wonder what will happen to all of us...
when will be my last phase "take care, see you" everone will be so busy working....goign out with thier new friends...i won't blame anyone....like the saying...old don't go..new don't come...how true...but i hope...

i thought about this...i divided life into 3 phases which friends gather around...
Graduation-> Marriage -> Death

went to this soka party today...haha..dun me wrong..i'm still Amen Amen..haha...acoompanied my mum because she made orea cheese cake, durian mousse...and mango ousse... and i had to eat it...muaha...pardon me for my noobness, but i'm shocked to see like almost 80 indians over there...and all of them are buddist...believe it or not...Belive it!

All guys out there! i think it's quite nice to marry a wife who can cooks....
thank God my dad is one smart guy...and girls if u marry a guy who can cook...goodness you are one lucky princess...guys nowadays don't even know what a wok is...
okok..at least know how to make sandwiches...and fry an egg...or bake a cake...or bake cookies...

with care,
tocky

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Jelly =)
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top row centre - believe it or not it's called " spectacle box crab" haha..2nd row 1st picture, it's a crab too..eat those when you are really full...
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1.8metres crab..wrestle it in the sea with it if u dare...
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=)
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Benjamin! Randy! Patricia! Lionel!
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Under the sea 

ben,ster,tock, and henry.. 

divers!  

=) 

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yEs...i saw all these... 

Beach Party!@
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dinner at raffles...
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chijmes
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hmmmm...
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Beach Party!
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that's all i'm going to post..and pam...obviously i post photos which i look ok in...no way i'm uploading the rest...u people will never imagine how we guys took the photos...
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there were 8 and now 4...
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I post this exclusive photos, in memory of dear jessica whose leaving our cell group...=(...
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my ****** ***** for 5 minutes...
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qingshun was drunk thinking he was superman..aaron was shivering...so iceman..stephanie tot she was sailormoon...
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left to right: accountant, engineer, film maker, gamer?
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please..not only you girls know how to do this..we guys take photos in toilets too..
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-_-
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we built house upon the rock...
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PROJECTS!

in my mind now- fyp due next week, Project M. report due next week, CE.T report due next week, Geotech report due next week, Power boat test next week, I.T law report due next week, Cousin's wedding next week, on top of that i have big problem understanding what my maths lecturer is decipering from the christmas tree formulaes..

today's bus was one hell ride, someone pressed the bell in the bus and it got stucked...
and because of this person, i enjoyed 1 hour of "ding dong ding dong ding dong" all the way home...yes...

i realise that more and more guys are turning to be aquaman...they get worried over small little things, gives up at the slightest challanges, complaints at almost everything, get depressed easily...in simple words...guys now adays are scared of everything...no more a macho man...sad...
guys...it's time to be a real man...get on with life...stop wasting time thinking, hoping and wishing for soemthing u want badly, if it's yours, it will eventaully be, try hard and if u fail, move on like a man...can't beleive i'm typing all these....dun ever come up to me and tell me your life is sad...if you do...life is indeed sad...because it has you...

excited for my counsin's wedding at chijmes..i'm the ursher together with my cousin...
haha...this is going to be crazy...heard that it's going to be those traditional march-in wedding,
with all my relatives and their frineds coming in from all over the world...imagine!!!

had calss gaterhing the other day...glad to know everyone's doing great..boon fang got a good well paid job, gabriel is by now a policeman, tracy ter a training nurse...etc...
another 5 more years and i'll be attending weddings...haha...u girls better find a faithful and loving husband...not every man is like me, hahaha....looks is not everything!! okok...i'm saying that to cheer myself up...

tocky

army

i realise some things i wrote in the previous post was elogical...nvm..sometimes i duno wht i'm typing..really..hah..

i was reading my compeition requirements, i came across this paragraph which goes "profits from the sale of the commercially manufactured product if any, will be share on a 75%-25% basis to students who originate the product"
i had never felt so passionate in doing a project before..

school was relly weird today,people keep staring at me as if i was shriek or something...

i did a super long sruvey on my ideal marriage life and everythign today...
there was a question which ask me what can the government do, to encourage me to have more babies or to get married earlier....
so i did ALL OF YOU GUYS HERE A BIG FAVOUR...

LONGER MATERNITY LEAVES!
MORE INCENTIVES!
MORE EDUCATION, MEDICAL SUBSIDISE
PAID LEAVE FOR AT LEAST 4 MONTHS
BIGGER BABY BONOUS STARTING FROM 1ST CHILD
FREE PUBLIC TRANSPORT FOR PREGNANT MOTHERS TO BE...
$200K CASH for every baby...

untill this happens, dun have any children...and if it does happen which it obviously won't,
try for 5 babies, and u would probably get your first million..


finally had cell, after like so many months...

"Teach us Lord,
Teach us to wait..."

bottom row from left to right,
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if u can recognise, that girl in that pic is a supermodel...everyone is like dying to take pictures with her...and dun ask me how i get to know her..muaha...because..she's my classmate!
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maicure, pedicure?

okie...update! so many things happen again...
meet qing shun at suntec, went to walk walk, and brought him to sweets kingdom...everytime i walk with him to suntec...it reminds me of the past...sad/esplanade/sit/listen/cry...
went to have steamboat after that....ate like 10kg of fish...bloated...

as usual, staying at bishan, there's no one to accompany me home...
watched soccer...sister's friends came to stay over, hmm...sometimes it's always nice to have a sister..hahaha...*wink* went to U.R.A the next morning...get to see the whole of singapore in small little models...oh yes... classmate treated me lunch, because he won a fat sum of money from soccer...thanks!!
bbq was fun...though it's rather exspensive...smart of everyone to come late so they dun have to set up the bbq....lecturers came with logans and durians! again, eat and eat...my stomach is going to explode anytime soon...

shun came to stay over yesterday...watched soccer =) i like it when the gang come to stay over, i feel we are getting closer...just sitting down, together talking rubbish, watching soccer, can be qutie enjoyable =) more please...and this time, i promise more pillows...and i'll share my comforter with u all...

went to church, felt a little revived again...i always look forward to the praise and worship...
the sermon was...*bleah*....forgive me..but it was quite boring...went to bugis, have lunch, and went to shop at bugis street....almost went to pedicure and manicure with qing shun...hahaha
i know it's crazy..but...when u put 2 vain guys together this is what u get..looking for some massage parlour but to no avial...in the end...he bought this white blink blink watch and white blink blink ear rings...and a choker...his into white now! kinda like those blink blink watched too...but it jsut doesn't suit me, so i'll just get a white watch without the blinks...wanted a bangle thingy too...i just dun look good in it...

most of use, live each day without realising how fortunate we are...we often thank God for complicating things, or for solving big problems, but miss the small ones out...
people say, good thigns come in small packages...
would u rather have only ONE person in your life who loves you alot...
or would u rather have many people in your life to shower you with love, each love is not as big as the ONE person can give you...but..u have many people...
Choose!

results

today was results! i did quite okay...
lecturer wrote the statistics of our class results on the board, my friend shoke his head and mumbled to himself, "die already, sure fail" teacher passed him the test paper! a whopping 88/100!!! the whole class went "waahhhhh" because this fat lazy guy was like the last person anyone could have thought of scoring so well...sitting beside him, i was still in shock and disbelief..not that i doubt his abilities, but just that, if he expected to do badly, how is it possible he get almost full marks,unless he bluff us, which is highly impossible knowing him so long...
and guess what...it wasn't his paper...it belongs to someone in another class...i shall not expose his actaul marks...

laters!

cooking

okie, i just realised last night that i have my powerboat test today...

suddenly i missed thsoe times when we were back in school, in cooking classes..

i miss thsoe times when we always joking around while cooking...and doing opposite of what the teacher tells us...we always put extra of everythign
i remembered i saboed peter when his food caught fire in the oven...he got scoulded big time..
all of use were laughing...and no i don't feel bad..hah...
i remembered when we were suppose to cook kueh dada( the green colour springroll thing with coconut inside) and i used orange colouring, it turned out orange dada, and of course i got scoulded...but it was hilarious..hahaha..
i will always remember kien tat, because out of 10 different ingredients he only puts like 2, because he doesn't like it...his pizza and spagetti was always very naked...
i remembered we all din't like cooking cakes because we always screw up the knitting and pressing of the dough part...
i remembered because we were teacher's pet, we get to choose waht we want to cook...
i remembred the many times when our food got burnt and we quickly scrap it off to cover the black marks...
i remembered no one likes to do work with peter because he was very slow and blur....
i remembered me and kai, neo was hesitating on which extra subject to choose...and we choosed cooking...(hey! every girl likes a guy who can cooks rite?!?)
i remembred also i forgot to bring a label of a canned food to school, i took a canned from the school kitchen and peel it off..and yes...the teacher din't know what was in the canned...haha..
i got away with it =))

in memory,
memories...

workshop

i think i'm suffering from hallucinations...i kept hearing sounds and whispers..especially from my handphone, i could almost swear i hear it ringing but it din't...side effect from the medicine maybe...

quarrelled with the shool's workshop supervisor today because he told me i was not allowed to use the lab without authorization from my project lecturer...
it was totally ridicules because, i come into this workship a zillion times already and there was no need for authorization...but he insists...i told him, what logic is there when i can come into this workshop to do my other projects and i can't, for my final year project-the most important project...so there i was fuming because i carried the few kg of acrylic to school, and i can't just use the machine for 20 secs....

SP macdonalds have the weirdest service....i regret writing a G.E.M card for them...haha...
a standard machdonald meal comes with chilli sauce, serviets and ketchup when requested..
there's this auntie, i duno if she trying to act cute or what...i asked her if i could have SOME packets of chiili sauce, she took 1 packet, then i ask for kecthcup, again 1 packet, when ask for serviets, she put 1 piece...i smiled at her hoping she get what i mean..but all she could say was " thank you"

i know this may sound shocking for all of you but PETER SELVAN S/O SADRUDRADREAN came to visit me today...he actually visited me...live at jurong, but came to bishan at 9PM to visit me....tsk tsk...thanks...

chinese physician

went to a chiense physician today...and he persribe to me this bag of herbs to be boiled...and drank...this is how it goes...

Colour of herbs mixes together=green, white, red, brown, black, yellow
Colour of herb after boiled = Dark Brown

Bitterness factor = 100/10
Sourness factor = 100/10
Sweet factor = 0/10
Vomitting urge = 10000/10
Smell=100/10
overall... -5000/10
rating= don't try this at home....
conclusion...Fear is a factor for me...

$10k!! come on!! i can do it...

hospital

Back from operation…

B1-Was the ward I was upgraded to…
10Seconds-Time it took for the nurse to attend to me when I press the nurse call button…
5cm-length of needle inserted to my hand after the 3rd try..because the doctor coun’t find my vein.
12secons-Time it took for the anestatic to knock me down…
4-number of nurses who saw my whole body including…….
20-number of times they test my blood pressure and temperature
3-score I give for hospital food upon 10
8-score I give for boredom in the hospital
77,70,60-ages of 3 other patients in my ward
5-number of friends whom din’t know abt the operation…
1-number of buddies who never even msg me to ask me how I was…
10-number of friends having a good time while I’m lying down with needles stuck all over me…
okie, that’s my summary of the operation
again I can’t eat seafood…I have not tasted prawns for 6 months…after this recovers…
who wants to acoompany me for a food spree!! I have craving for BEEF…slurp…I can like imagine myself drinking beef…I like it a little bloody….

decided to update the last time before i go for my operation...
i have no idea how am i going to spend the whole of tomrow in the hospital...
please pray for me that all goes well...

watched slither...... rating.. 1 kernel/10popcorns...

yesterday, the gang came to slep over at my house...watched soccer till like 5am...
what a night!! haha....4 boys sleeping on the same bed...dun even imagine what we did...
i shall expose a bit of our little fantasy...
neo was wearing a super sexy runny shorts...neo was topless
qing shun was wearing a grey pants...if i'm nto wrong he was topless too...
kien tat was on full amour with pants and shirt...he play safe...
i shan't tell u waht i was wearing..but neo said when we woke up " lionel, what u are wearing is sooo wrong"

sometimes i just wonder if i were to suddenly leave this world...
have i done enough?

Friends

And I never thought I'd feel this way And as far as I'm concerned I'm glad I got the chance to say That I do believe I love you And if I should ever go away Well then close your eyes and try To feel the way we do today and then if you can remember

Keep smilin' keep shinin'

Knowing you can always count on me for sure That's what friends are for For good times and bad times I'll be on your side forever more That's what friends are for Well you came and opened me And now there's so much more I see And so by the way I thank you And then for the times when we're apart Well then close your eyes and know

These words are coming from my heart And then if you can remember

first paper

church was allright yesterday... legs almost broke into 4...

first paper today was allright...almost coudn't finish the paper...i spent too much time thinking abt the contract law...there's this question which goes

one customer wanted to buy a pda, the price tag on the pda is $100, but when he went to the counter...the cashier told him it was printed wrongly it cost $1000...so now the question comes,
the customer is going to sue, but will he win? welcome to my module everybody..

came to school early today to study in the library...yes i know it's shocking, but i do study in the library alone sometimes...this group of monkeys came in, and make so much noise, that i had no choice but to ask them to lower down their volume...oh yah..and i pointed to the "silent" sign on the wall...felt a little bad though..

went to clementi to have tunch with shun...while i was watiing the bus stop...
there's this advertisment on the floor right in front of me" feeling hopeless is life?, you might be suffering form depression, dial hotline .... " hmmm....

sat a long bus jouney ride home...thinking, dreaming, wondering, hoping and wishing...

exam next week..-> e-learning week > operation for my ass...
i'm so not looking forward to everything next month...
oh yes! we can start getting NDP tickets now...hope i manage to get it again =)
last year goody bag was crap...still remembered benjamin thought it has gameboy inside or something...

1) dun ever be late when dating me for a movie.
2)i must hit my gpa 3.6 by the end of the year...
3)going diving soon...
4)i'm going to jet ski soon...=)

take care~

engineers in the making...
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presentation in school
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overgrown kids at snow city
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Birthday at kopitiam..dun ask me what kien tat is doing...
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shun's brithday

thursday, i had my fastest presentation in my life...5 mins for each group, each person have 1 minute to speak...i cover 2 topics..each topic 50 over pages i summarise in 30 secs...beat that!

mum and shun's birthday on saturday...trust me...u wun want yur mum's birthday to fall on your buddy's birthday too...-_-...went to snow city and we had a crazy time...none of us rent gloves coz we thought we were macho enough..and yes...kien tat was so exicited when he saw the FAKE igloo and slam is head right through it..
i did a test and that prove that levis jeans are indead untearable...took the float down the slope, and for some reason the float bounce out of my ass and there i go sliding on my jeans...miraciously not a single thread came off...that happened twice...

went to ang mo kio and had chi cha for dinner...cut the birthday cake at the ko pitiam.. yees on a busy weekend at the kopitiam, sometiems i feel we are either too thick skinned or we are really nuts...watched davinchi code...not bad....7 popcorns!

went to church today.."With Chrtis it's an endless hope, without christ, it will be hopeless end"
qutie meaningfull if u get what it means...told the ursher head that i quit ursehring...
pam did david copperfield today...told us she go check the bus time shedule and secretly ran away...maybe she wants to go early before her movie to study? i think so...

it has been broken...again..
take care

hmm

okie, i suddenly got inspirated by pam's blog to write an entry today..

Tired~

happy mother's day...

friday was the day i went to watch poiseidon alone...the ticket lady was probably thinking i'm some friendless unwanted guy...but anyway...the show was good..

saturday was the day this skimpily dressed sexy young girl came up close to me and said "xian sen, yao tiger beer mah?" honestly, every old man mind will be blown away...
watched mi3 today...really good...

Life is still worth living...everything i do, i do it for you...trust me...
Lionel

madmadmad

i'm so mad! i was accused today for stealing clorets...yes..CLORETS...can u believe it...my classmate actually accused me of stealing his $1 clorets...i know u guys thinks it's a joke..but i'm serious..and he asked me for the recipt that i bot the clorets...for goodness sake...who keeps recipts for sweets? what is the world coming to...do i look like i would steal a MISERABLE $1 CLORETS SWEET....nevermind i give up...lost it and blame it on other people...tsk tsk...

went to citylink, marina square, and esplanade today for a walk...din't manage to get what i wanted but i found this mega huge sweet shop...wanted to sit by the riverat esplanade and listen to some band...but thanks to the rain...-_-...

sometimes i wonder what do i really want, and what do i really need...

ophra

there was this story about a mother who was terminally ill...knowing she hasn't have much time left on earth, she recorded hundereds of conversation which she would like to share and tell her daughter...but wouldn't have the chance...conversations including, teaching her daughter how to dress up, put make up, get a boyfrined, etc...not only that, the mother wrote her many letters to be opened on her daughter's birthday, and special occasions...
it was so touching....love is beautiful...

went to the hospital for the 4th review today...and i have 2 options form the doctor...
1) wait for something to happen before i go for the operation...
2)go for the operation now...
this is almost 5 months since my operation and the wound has not recovered...
sometimes, i wonder is God is playing games with me....

i am fascinated by this marine aquarium i saw today...real live corals in it...lion fish, puffer fish, prawns, trigger fish..and yes you won't believe it...i saw a dog fish...-__-...cute...
first time i saw a dog fish...and...my goodness it really looks like a dog...
how nice if they put luminous octopus inside...it will be like WOW...

i miss doing so many things...maybe, i'll take a walk at marina and esplanade tomrow...

A rich man is not one who has the most, but the one who needs the least...
take care,
Lioenl

Lord you are always here with me

okie, saturday went sentosa for a nice body tan...sat the luge again..this time, paid $15 for 3 rides...fun! and thanks to jun xiong i have a fat ba lu ku on my thigh because he skidded his car on me...i just love activities like this where you laugh and have fun...just a little dissapointed that we weren't allowed to take pictures...so again, back to the beach where we sun tanned...
i realise that whenever i feel down, the beach is always the place to go....

went to orchard, had dinner at mos burger...and smart me bot ebi set...which i can't eat because it contains PRAWNS...arghh...i forgotten all about it...so gave my burger to qing shun, and he generously bot me a cheese burger...we 4 guys had a heart to heart talk...
this is so important in keeping friendship going, i'm so glad we had the talk...
by talking and voicing out to each other, we actaully strengthen our friendship...
true frineds are not those who agrees with you in everything, true friends are thsoe who dares to tell you, you are wrong, guides and encrouage you thru in your darkest time...
i pray we guys will be bestest friends, till the day we leave this world..5 of us, 4 left...
love life, love God, Live happily...

sunday church was reviving...i felt a little close to the Lord again...and yes!! auntie pauline says she misses me...muahaha...(dun get jealous pam) was talking to your mum and she consoled me and persuaded to go church camp...hmm.. i dun like calling older people in church sister here and brother here, i still find it disrectful...so ya..i call them auntie and uncle..=)

crab

just came back from dinner, sharkfin, my delicious crab...i miss the alaskan king crab..=(

tried to upload soem photos of my lonley walk at the beach, but it takes forever to uplaod here...

phillane came over to scan oen miserable piece of art work...-___-...

classmates shared their problems with me today...it's nice to listen to people's problem...not that i have none myself, but u know...they share, i listen, they feel better...that kinda thing..
cheer up~ life is full of problems...but the problem we have is not the problem, but how we solve the problem is the problem...

hmm, my cousin's wedding is coming soon, quite exciting...because everyone will be back in singapore, and if u are thsoe very rare few who knows me well enought, i have a rather crazy family tree..so, goign for suit hunting soon...

u can take everythting away from me, but nt my heart...
Lionel

teared

so long since i update, almost forgotten my password...
my mind is so tied up, i can hardly think properly...
sometimes i just duno what i want, or what i turely deserve...
it seems like i'm back to square one on my faith...totally worn out...
went to sentosa on labours day, bot an ice cream, and stroll by the beach...
everyone having fun, laughing over silly stunts...miss those days...
was almost an hour late for school today, first time in all my years, tried to take a differnet bus today..and the result, miss 45mins of further maths....trust me with 45mins of lesson i can miss like a whole chapter...so when everyone left for break, i stayed back to bombard questions...
surpringsly today's lesson spoke to my heart...
this verse taken from the song we sang "what a friend we have in Jesus"
Have we trials and temptations
is there tourble anywhere
we should never be discouraged
take it to the lord in prayer
can we find a friend so faithful
who will all our sorrows share
jesus knows our every weakness
take it to the lord in prayer..
i felt my heart teared when i sang this song, it feels that i've let God down...

boat asia

boat asia was fun~ and hot! i look like a walking charcol now..took loads of pictures..jet ski, wakeboarding...can't wait to get my licence...

went to food hotel asia with shun yesterday, ate and drank quite alot...beef, hotdogs, crab..
for $80 a ticket...it's defienlty not worth paying..no way...oh well, at least i got 2 packets of sweets from tihs japanese stall...

went to watch 8 below, rating : 7.5 popcorns...very touching movie..please watch it...
anyway, i got stung my a hornet today...i hope the poison left in my arm will not spread...
no way i'm going to amputate my arm for a bee...

Boat Asia 2006
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first day of school

today was quite happening,
open a door and smash a girl's hand..of course i apologised...lucky she wasn't wearing some original ROLEX watch..
went to photocopy soemthing, and found a Cashcard...
found a wallet on a chair, $20 inside...

i jsut hate people who go around the school as if they are some big shot..esp thsoe year 3 who talks so loudly and so *****...they walk and talk like they are super mature and knows everything...bunch of childish kids...

this is going to be a tortorous final year where i'm going to do an almost impossible mission of dragging my gpa up to a 3.5...just watch me...

quite excited for the boat show, i get to do star glazing again...i just love this kind of nature reflection stuff at night with the cool wind...it always somehow drives me to be myself and assures me of God's presense

gd nite! tomrow is 3 hours of f-maths...it's going be a killer...

sweet dreams, lioenl

Good friday

update! hmm..good friday..took over pam for duty in church..was welcoming people and had a hard time because i could hardly recognise whose regular and whose not...anyway, i did it with some agaration...went to watch firewall...rating 5 popcorns

cell group on saturday, as usuall the whole group of gossipers came together...was suppose to play badminton after cell and lunch at j8...but end up at prata house -_-!!!
sometiems it's quite scary to know that some people have 2 sides in life...the least expected seemed to be always true and the expected never seemed to be true...
wen tto watch iceage 2 and it was mauhaha....6poporns

today! u guys will enver beleive it...my pastor actaully gave me a brotherly squeeze by my waist and said i was manly...tsk tsk..i know i know, u guys will never believe me...i should had taped the whole scene down...can u believe it....pastor comeing up to me, in front of a few other adults and said i was manly...what esle can i say my friends..."pastors never lie" haha..
who knows it might be God speaking to me thru pastor...

ARRGHH...i typed to much and this blog suddenly deleted away the rest of my post...forget it...
i could only recover this much..take care

last day

okie last day at work...everyone wished me the best in my studies...
the steelman told me to enjoy life, even the crane man wish me farewell,
and yes, even the guard knows it's my last day...hitched my last ride out of coral island...
somehow, i'm going to miss everyone...i have so many different names at the site, some people call me "lonel, line, lina, liner, liornel, bebe.." okie anyway, till we meet again...

tomorow's gd friday, and i have no wehre to go, other then church, everyone's busy with thier own stuff, so left me to rot by myself, most probably i'll catch a movie alone or something...

Love,
Lionel

alibaba

2 more days!! rained heavily today..very nice =) usually after it rains, when the sky is still dark...i will climb up to the roof of the building and just soak myself in the fresh air...ahhh...nice..
the cool breeze is so refreshing!!!

today is also the day when i drank my first cup of tongkat ali....jun xiong...watch it..

went to hospital yesterday, and had a very bad news, i might ahve to go for another operation because the wound did nto heal as expected...sigh...why God...
was at the hospital early and bot a sandwhich, so i was sitting at the corner having my sandwhich seeing people walking by, saw this old couple about 70 years old, holding hands, and yes i started to imagine again, wondering how would it be like holding my 70 years old wife hands walking down orchard road...no way, i'm going to holding a wlaking stick...i'm still going to be the hippiest old man ever...


take care,
Lionel

yukiyaki

SMS B18 TO 71199 now! support superband B18
so i have 3 and a 1/2 days more before i finish attachment...finally,
6 weeks, 6 days a week going to sentosa, i'm done with it...

went for tomb sweeping today, miss church for a month already, think i'm getting nowhere near heaven...everyday is a step closer to eternal flame...i'm done for it...change my heart o Lord, make it ever true...the old has gone away, the new is lost...

after a whole day's work yesterday, went to have dinenr buffer at yukiyaki, and it was terrible..
it was the worst japanese buffer i ever had...upon 10, i give it a 3....like i said before, i dunmind paying if the food was good...but yukiyaki was both expsensive and *bleah*
before meeting the gang, i went to raffless city to have a lonley walk when i saw Mrs Fong...
my seconday 5 form teacher..haha...she was shocked to see me...and yes, she was with her baby, really cute...

everytime at work, that's this engineer whsoe very sensative to peoples expression,
everytime when someone comes in the office, and he sees them sad, he will ask him"eh, why u sad, dun sad kie?come share with me" clearly shows that people's emmotion affect him a little...
i think oen of the most imporatnat thing in life is also to live life happily..

a happy man is a better man...=) haha...
okie, take care everyoen~

mr.chia

okie, i took hlaf day today to register gems...was seraching for photos in my cupboard when i came across this letter given to me by someone during secondary school..it wrote...

"Though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines,
Though the olive corp fails and the fields produce no food,
Though there are no sheep in the pen and no cattle in the stalls,
YET I WILL REJOICE IN THE LORD, I WILL BE JOYFUL IN GOD MY SAVIOUR"
HAB 3:17-18
he signed off with, Love God & Love Life...

was just thinking if i really love life, am i being selfish to myself? have i ever give myself a chance? many people say love others before self, but i realise, how do u love others without loving yourself? get what i mean? kie nvm, it takes more then a odinary brain to get what i'm talking..haha..

grr

it was lunch time and i was leaning on the van along the road when this delivery man came, he seemed lost, so i asked him if he need help in finding anyyone at the site. so okie, i went back to the office with the recipt and ask for help. the office people asked him to look for the store man, so okie, i was kind enough to bring him to look for the store man, this delivery man was so very rude okie...the storeman was resting since it was lunch, so i told the delivery man, you'll have to wait till lunch is over or soemthing...but the delivery man raise his voice and told me, i have to learn how to do this...as in get people to sign the recipt...he walked away just like that and told me he waiting at the other side...my goodness!! how rude and unappreciative of him..i was doing him a favour and he is making use of me...so i was so angry...i raise my voice at him in chiense..
i told him, there is nothing to learn in getting the storeman to sign the recipt, and i'm here as a structural engineer, not a delivery man, i gave him back the recipt and walked away...
i'm so proud i did that, he was so rude, no thank you, no smile..and hello!! i'm having my break to...if i knew i just ignored him...anway, what an uneducated Low Class man he is...shan't bother about this...i have so many more blangahs to look after...

there's only 2 things ilook forward to everyday at work, Lunch, and my hitch hike trip back to mainland. especially during cold days, when i just sit behind the lorry, leg streched out, feelign the cool windbreeze pass me, sometimes i feel like i was back in australia...
and today was rather cute...i was in the lorry home when a peacock pop out of no where, right in the middle of the road with her babies...aww...

take care,
Lionel

work again

okie, 2 more weeks to end of attachment...faster please! i'm getting tanner everyday, and yes you've guessed it again, i knocked my head on the scaffold again. think i should just carry a pillow on my head..was quite angry the other day becasue one of the engineer scoulded the blangah worker dumb, i mean, yes the workers may be slow and everything, but still u have no right to scould them dumb...they are humans too, they have feelings...sigh..

okie, i decided to do a make over again... i'm going to shave my head...real short hair..
i'm sick of these long hair, and claying it everyday...and i'm going to aget a new jeans and a new belt..=) nice...brand new person forbrand new term..muaha...
qing shun is going to shave it with me too...i hope fat neo will too...=)

knock!

okie, i stopped counting how many times i knock my head on the scaffold because it's uncountable...today was my worst knock...i actually had a slight headache after slamming my head to it...ouch! my helmet has no more scratches but scars...

today, i had the longest conversation with china man...his chiense was so chimology that i almost wanted to tape down and replay in slow motion...seriosuly, at the rate they speak, it seems like waht they say is only one long word...okie, so he asked me wehre did i buy my digital camera, what brand, how much, how many shots etc...trust me i had a hard time explaining to him. but somehow i did...=)

and was walking around, china man just removed the formwork for a balcony column, and there i was touching the column to see how smooth it was, suddenly china man ask me " lao ban, zhe me yang?" he was asking me hows the column, because he was the one who fabricate it...
i replied like a professional engineer "hmm...bu quo" haha...guess he din't know i know nuts about inspection...oh well, he called me boss...so 1 week off day for him...muahaha

knock!

okie, i stopped counting how many times i knock my head on the scaffold because it's uncountable...today was my worst knock...i actually had a slight headache after slamming my head to it...ouch! my helmet has no more scratches but scars...

today, i had the longest conversation with china man...his chiense was so chimology that i almost wanted to tape down and replay in slow motion...seriosuly, at the rate they speak, it seems like waht they say is only one long word...okie, so he asked me wehre did i buy my digital camera, what brand, how much, how many shots etc...trust me i had a hard time explaining to him. but somehow i did...=)

and was walking around, china man just removed the formwork for a balcony column, and there i was touching the column to see how smooth it was, suddenly china man ask me " lao ban, zhe me yang?" he was asking me hows the column, because he was the one who fabricate it...
i replied like a professional engineer "hmm...bu quo" haha...guess he din't know i know nuts about inspection...oh well, he called me boss...so 1 week off day for him...muahaha

=0

knocked my head on the scaffold again...and this time it almost knock me out...
can't blame me...my safetyboots is 3cm thick, helmet, is 10cm...so, everywhere i go
i have to imagie myself 13cm taller! imgaine...tsk tsk
i still can't figure out how those china workers mange to understand eachother, they speak chinese like water, it seems like in one breath, they can say a book of words...

went to orchard with fat shun, on sunday...bot an anormous test tube, which fat shun say for test tube babies...and bot a wallet! yes finally a wallet...=) muaha...really like it alot...
shun, dun try to understand love,because we can never, instead let love understand you...
chim or not? haha...meet up soon, fat gay...

i feel i'm not growing in this church anymore, i go church everysunday without the desire for God..so i'm giving myself one more month, or i'm changing...

on saturday, had theory lessons for powerboat...so exciting...i just love the sea...everymorning i pass the bridge to sentosa, i will look out to the sea...so nice, calm, windy, shiny! so relaxing..though it's only for a short 20secs...

tracy, good friends are not easy to maintain they need your presence and time, However, life friends, who you want to keep forever, it's extremely hard to keep, because...u need to use your heart...

agape,
tocky

hmm...

din't go to work today, went to see the doctor...and yes..i'm suffering from dehydration...
went to polyclinic and saw the doctor in a polyclinic record time of 1hour!
the average is 3 hours!

i have nothign else to say today, my head is spinning, my body is weak, my throat is swelled up,
so...yes..good night...

take care~

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just watched pearl habour again...i love all these war films, were they talk about honour, glory and brotherhood-pain is temporary, glory is forever...
work full day on saturday...everyone gets to enjoy saturday and i have to go work...

everyone is busy, working, studying...everyday, after work, i will go to habour front to have a walk, and into the magazine shop...4 more weeks to go...

3 more days to results...
*e-mail me at strongmusculararms@hotmail.com for my new blog address...let me know who you are please....take care...

with care,
Lionel

welcome to the life of an engineer...=)
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life at work...

busy busy, many many problem... this is what i hear everyday....
okie now that tracy's back from australia...it's going to be lifeier... =) 1 weeek of silence... tsk tsk

now i know, every friday there's a buffet at the site...=) construction site buffet...imagine!
oh yes! i accidentally knock my head 3 times on the scaffold today...that makes my helmet the most scratches at the site...if not for the helmet...my head will be gone...

was in the lorry with the blangahs, hitched a ride back again...they were eating tapioca chips and offered me some...i can really imagine this workers, comign all the way to singapore to work, jsut to support their faimly back in india...the lonliness...imagine..under the hot sun everyday...earning a mere $400 a month...
i got to say this...TEENAGERS now adays...spent so much money...on clothings..those workers wear the same clothes almost every day...at night wash, morning wear again...


love, Lionel

-_-

okie, something exciting...we had fire drill...i din't know there were so many workers at the site till today...i remember when we had firedrill back in school when everybody will go to the assembly area...then line up, then mark attendance

another interesting thing today...as usual, in the mornig, i put on my white helmet and walked around the site...i was following this ah pek around who was doign some concrete coring test... what happen was, we were at the attic of this bungalow, and there was only one powerpoint up there...who knows, another blangah came up with his drill...so there we go....ah pek wants to use the powerpoint, blangah also want to use...then how? QUARREL...interesting thing was, the ah pek, thought i was some engineer at the site because i was wearing a white helmet...
then the blangah worker turned to me...and said.."how"...so i was caught between 2 middle age men...both of thier ages would probably be a hundred...and me a 20 year old have to solve their "who get to use the powerpoinnt" problem...anyway...we worked things out...thanks to me =)

today i also want to thank the inventor of helmet..i knock my head on the scaffold thank God for the helmet it save me from massive bleeding...it's so so dangerous at the site...nails sticking out of wooden planks all over...one miss step while u are walking, and there waiting for you is a piece of iron bar wiating to pierce through your body...

i have many things to day abt the people i'm working with...but i better not say anything till i get my grades...just in case...;) get what i mean ;)

just like a doctor who sees patience, they check out body...
i'm a doctor of buildings,
Cement are like the Flesh,
Steel Bars are like the Bones,
Pips are like the Viens...

love, Tocky

1 year death anniversary...

it's going to be a lengthy post...been too tired to blog this few days because of work...
i've been posted to sentosa cove..hexacon construction...they are building bungalows there...
everyday, i have to hitch a ride in-out sentosa cove from lorries carrying construction workers
yes! there's no bus in there..so imgaine the inconvenience...but still it's a good experience...i mean...how many of us have a chance to sit lorries with construction workers...tsk tsk...
lunch everyday is torturing, no where to go, nothing to do....i just sit down and listen i pod and rest..

blen's 1st year death anniversary was yesterday, bought him this flower thingy made of clay..
went to the crematorium with loads on my mind...

i made a promise to you, when you were at your last breathe..and i've sealed it with my heart...
felt like giving up..but because promises are never meant to be broken...i tried my best, and i will forever..till the day, i see u in heaven...

would u know my name, if i saw you in heaven?
would it still be the same, if i saw you in heaven?
would u hold my hand, if i saw you in heaven
would u help me stand, if i saw you in heaven?
Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure,And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven.

time flies...one year had passed swiftly...pray for God to help you in everyway you are weak...
life is always unfair there's no doubt, soemtimes, everything seemed to be crashing your way,
but remember, you have a choice, a choice to be where you are, or move on...

take care,
Lionel..

friends...

attachment tomrow! i hope everythings goes smoothly...
u guys won't believe it...i've seen imitation LV wallet, Gucci wallet (which someone is using), immitation Nike, adiddas..but check this out...i found a place which sells imitation Honey stars!
it's called "strawberry stars" can u believe it? soon, they will have chocolate stars, mango stars...who knows...yakult stars...=)

was in orchard yesterday waiting for my forever banana time friend to come when a sweet little girl came up to me for donation...she asked me to make a donation of $10 and i'll get a small bear...i rejected her politely and told her i dun mind a $2 donation instead...when i was about to walk away...she said " bu yao gian peng leh" i almost fainted right in the middle of the human traffic....first time in my life a girl said i was gian peng....

sometimes friends are like a sip of wine
every drip in your mouth are good memories..
sometimes friends are like stars
when you are lost in the dark, they twinkle in the sky
sometimes friends are like an encycopedia
every question you shoot, they seemed to know all the answers...
sometimes friends are like a pit of fire
no matter how cold you feel, everytime you need warmth, they'll be there...

take care,
Lionel

finally...

though exams are finally over, the fact that i'm going to do so badly still lingers in my mind...
and i still can't believe, how in the world did i integrate 10 and got 0...sigh....
that's it world...lionel is gone...

had cell group today, and pamela almost blew my secret quest away...thanks pamela...-_-...
and i'm so nice to treat her holicks downstairs...tsk tsk...where one earth can you find a friend who treats his depress friend holicks...i mean..like where...sigh...

was quite upset with one of my classmates recently...she msged me at night and told me she might not be joining us for our fyp...it's frustrating because, we already planned to do together. and the whole class has their teams...no wonder everyone tells us that fyp always strains friendship in classes...okie forget it...i'll think of something...

okie..i have 30% voucher for quilsilver stuff..so i plan to get a wallet and a nice shirt...i better use some of my money before i blow it all on food...=)

now that i've come into terms with something, i feel more peaceful...though still a little depress...arghh..life's like that isn't it?
when you can't have anything, you are desperate, when you have everything, you are spoilt...
solution? somethings you take, somethings you have to leave...

watched underworldevolution--7popcorns...really good show...but rather gruesome and bloody..
and yes...i was checked AGAIN...i mean serisouly, do i look that young...

nafpha test is coming! my goodness....my 6 kueh lapis abs have become, like a mountain of ice kachang..exercise anyone? i miss fantasy island...=(


take care, Lionel

the most painful...

last paper tomorow, engineering maths...
i hope i dun get a concussion the second i see the paper...
i'm having depression this few days...
most probably i would fail a few of my modules, because, i really did terribly,
i'm not even hoping for a 50/100 pass...but a satisfactory pass of 40/100...

blen's death anniversary is comign soon...and i duno what will happen again...
i no longer feel sad, i no longer feel pain...my heart is numbed...

i duno waht's the most painful things in life for you guys...apart from death of your love ones,
friendship problems, relationship problems, studies problem, family quarrels...
for me the most painful is...

"TO LOVE, AND NOT BE LOVED"

take care, lionel..

don't you ever wish, u were someone else?

sometimes, it's comforting to have a friend going through the same problem as you...

where can u find....
someone with the same frequency to share whats in your heart...
and still be sure that your secret is well kept...
someone who goes into depression mode same time as you...
someone who gossips with you everyday
someone who can tolerate all your nonsense...
someone who treasures this friendship...
someone who rather sit at home stare at the wall, then go for a nice desert downstairs...

went to church this morning with many questions in my mind...hoping God will give me an answer...but again...no answer...don't you ever wish, u were someone else?

love, lionel

Happy Birthday To Me...

started the day with concrete design exam...quite a messed up paper...but can't be compared with transportation engineering which i totally blew or programming which i have no idea what i wrote...now, let's hope everyone does badly and the passing grade will be moderated... =)

okie! then our class went to seuol garden for Ptn lunch..it wasn't exactly a planned birthday by the class for me....it so happen the lunch was on the same day as my brithday...anyway...what happen was, they decided to sing a birthday song for me despite my plead not too, i felt so old, and there were throngs of people at seuol garden...and they just had to say my name so loud...with shishi there...we dun need a microphone or a speaker...anyway! thanks everyone!
as a class rep...it was my honour to photocopy lecture notes for u monkeys... -__- !!

okie, so now i'm 20...sounds old rite? I AM !!! my goodness, i feel like an old man on a wheel chair already...no more a teenager...i'm in my early twenties....

thank you everyone for making my birthday a memoriable one...even if u just sent me an sms...
it's nice to know that u hae friends there thinking of you...every now and then =)
take care! all the best for your exams! i still have 2 more paper to go!

love, Lionel

lame chop on brithday?

had a super weird dream this afternoon, i dreamt everyone came to my house to gamble...
then i saw 2 little girls running around, i went straight to the table, and place my bets....someone and my cousin then tompang me some money...then i got a double ace...then i won $30....end of dream..haha..yes yes...haha

back to reality---
was in the lift jsut now, 2 person was in the lift with me...i suddenly wanted to ah choo...then being polite...i covered my mouth and REN..all the way to first floor...then i quiclky run out of the lift turn my face behind a wall...then AHH choo....guess what...antoher lady was there...yes...her face all covered with my delicious saliva...dun ask me what happen after that...it was quite drama...

was thinkin abt qing shun..yes qing shun..i suddenly tot of you...i was thinking the times when u stood by me, the times when i cried and u were there beside me....the times when u hug me and i continued crying...the times when u encouraged me...i still can't believe i cried on your shoulders but i did--for that...a very big warm thank you!...then i start to think if i had neglected our friendship, u everytime want to help me, but i keep running away... for that...a very big sorry...i know it sounds gayish for some of you...but...true man cries...

was reading abt the progess package....and arghhh i miss getting the big hong bao by a year!!
aunties and uncles reading my blog....please...u know what to do for my birthday....
no excuses! u got a big hong pao from govenemrnt already...

my computer K.O ed..and i'musing my sisters's laptop now...all my pictures gone, all my songs, all my files...everything...
like i said...life's like that...u won't know what will happen...photos i collected for so many years,
all gone within a click...

take care, Lionel

faith hope love, the greatest of all...Love..

so far, the 2 out of 3 paper was a killer...esp. computer programming...
no way an odinary human can understand all the scripts...we came out of class
wondering what mess we entered into the computer, hope the computer doesn't jam up...dun ask me what i've learn for the pass 6 months in computer programming, because what i learnt is the same as before i started studying this module..

hmm, it's now 1am and i just got back home from studying...tough work..
oh yes! i got my attachment already..."HEXACON CONSTRUCTION PTE LTD"
my goodness...let's pray everything goes well...at $440 a month..they couldn't be expecting
much from me eh? please...no computer work...that works out to be $1.8 an hour..nice...
we guys better meet up for dinner everyday..act like working adults...muahah...
neo will come with his buisness suit, qing shun will come with his orange shirt, kiet tat will come with a laptop, tracy will be enjoying herself in australia, and i will come with hmm, yellow boots?
we guys will be taking our powerboat license very very soon...=) then boat show $150 an hour...
look at the difference...my goodness...

went to watch fearless with my mum today...her treat! i still can't believe the GV person insists on checking my id..NC16 show...he thinks i'm 15? -_-...

"The man who never makes a mistake, never does anything"

take care,
Lionel..

behind every face is an untold story....

Okie, test and exams from now till the first week of march...
study and study and study...
oh yes! remember the river raft race?! i've got a share of the price money!!! =)
i'm going to buy myself a nice wallet =)

was in the taxi the other day when the driver asked me a weird question.."wah why singaporeans so rich, one car $160k also can afford" i began to imagine myself in the future...
i rather be poor and happy then rich and sad..maybe because i'm more of a Life person, i want to experience 4 seasons, i want to travel around the world...so many thigns left unexplored, so many things undiscovered, i want to love, and be loved...i want my children to experience life so crazily, and i want my wife to be the happiest person and most loved person in the world...BUT FIRST...let me get over this semestral exam..zzzz

few days ago...my lecturer was teaching us on the chapter of pavement design, the topic was " your father's road" how interesting...it teaches us to design and construct our own personal road..then i began dreaming abt having my own bungalow again..

monday night! imagine the unimaginable..and expect the unexpected...study hard everyone...

Love, Lionel

...

okie, it's going to be a supremely busy week ahead...so i guess i better write a small post before monday starts in case u guys think i abondoned my blog...skipped church today because of a new ass problem...so uncomfortable...i think by the time i've recover. i'll be like a bamboo...
friday the gang came to bai nian at my home, made poh piah together...oh yes...a special invited guest..Peter selvan...saturday went to qing shun's house to bai nian then to tracy's home in the evening...i'm still so angry with kien tat for being late for 45mins...i hate being late at such gatherings becasue it's once a year...i promise if there's such an occasion again, i would just leave without kien tat...because of one person become 4 person late...how frustrating...okie anyway...
i overate..thanks to tracy...haha..if it weren't for the stomach problem, i would had cleared the buffet trays...muhaha...oh yes! raelyn is so cute..haha..gave her a box of animal biscuit and the way she hold it...so innocent...i guess in her heart was "hmm..whose this guy...dun care, i got biscuits"hahaha...left at 2am...great day!

*i would be changing my blog address soon...keep in touch*
take care,
Bah kwa..

chinese new year! in church! Presenting...The Gossipeerrs...
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"i'll be the first to step into the field, and will be the last to leave"

yes! finally a new blog skin for the new year...
spent so much time finding this skin, now i'm so tired to type anything..
so many reports to do...test coming,exams...sigh..this will never end...
this few day's i'll be bakuaing...=) and oh yes did i mention! i bot the chinese
dragon shirt thingy...okie! so i'm done with clothes for the new year...

i shall not say much on my change of dressing at the clinic today...
in case u have a weak heart, i better not say..hahaha give u guys a clue...
i was slapped...

okie..gd nite!

China!
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trip to china

went to bugis on saturday...bot new year clothes...it was flooded!!
then went to china, haha...we had tim sum for dinner...food wasn't really nice...
tracy only had 2 miserable mini paos...haha...we spent most of the time at this
sweet shop asking the uncle to describe to us the flavour..because it was in chimology chinese...
hahaha...okok, update again soon! tak ecare! Gong xi fa cai!

fight with your heart, pay with your blood....

so stress this few days trying to catch up with my work...tsk tsk
just watched american idol..haha..crazy...
oh yes! i got a medal for my river raft race! =) i'm part of the team...

went for site visit on monday...took alot of photos but u guys will never be interested
in it...haha...just wondering if i really want to be an engineer in the future...
i don't want to be some buisness man selling products or some office boy doing accounts, it's just not me...i don't want to do soemthing which has the same routine everyday, and definetly not a job which needs me to stare at the computer everyday...=)

20-age this year
21-age i graduate with a diploma
23-age i compete my NS
27-age i graduate with a degree, engaged?
29-working with 2 years experience,engaged?

time is running out for me...i have to plan for my future....

okie, carry on with my project...enough of my rubbish...i seemed to blog about the same things over and over again...but i just lurve saying it..i duno why...i know i'm super lor soh...

tracy-our date to china on saturday!
qingshun-when's my birthday? just to confirm...
jun xiong- busy with your girlfriend...forgot about us already..just as i expected...take care!
kien tat-go to bed..good night...

tocky...

$1k fly away....

hello! i've been trying to find a nice blog skin but coudn't...oh well...
went to hospital to get my beautiful ass checked the other day, waited
for like 1hr30min just to see the doctor for 5minutes...oh well...still faster
then POLYCLINIC...and..i was the youngest one there suffering from
this ass problem.."Department of colorectal surgery" how cool is that! ---- try it!

remember the raft that i'm was telling you guys about...the one that i've been buidling to take
part in the singapore river race...and how i eventually gave up my place because of this ass problem..yes...today was the race..and my raft won 1ST PRIZE! my goodness!!!
$1 thousand dollars fly away! just kill me...

went to bbq at pasir ris with maple yesterday...and was hugged by this small little girl...she jumped on me! hahaha...i din't know i so nice to hug la...hahaha...it's been so long since i went to downdown east...new shops..had this jelly ice cream thingy...hoho

okok..counting down to chInese new year!!! =) and my birthdayyyyyyyyy!!! fat neo promsie to get me something which i need...fat shun is going to get me a LV wallet...tracy owes me a super dupeeeer big present for helping her tape her fiona xie...kien tat i duno whether he will sleep pass my birthday...but i'm prepared...so EXCITING!!!!!

Feed me...

okie day 12 of recovery, feeling much better....i can sit =) and lay properly in bed =)
the wound is still fresh and reddish though...
okok! i was in the bus day dreaming again...i'm so excited for chinese new year...and then my BIRTHDAY! chinese new year just means one thing - I'm going to gain back waht i've lost this pass weeks...Suckling PIG! BAH KWA! and all the junk! i love it...=) ANYONE! feed ME!!! and not forgetting playing cards! this time...i'm going to win...=) i can feel the lucky aura already...hahaha

and yes my birthday...to help u guys out there...i've decided to write a list of things i want..=)for now...all i can think of is a wallet! haha...i know i'm nice..

miss wan lilin tried to assinate my ass yesterday...yes! with her handbag! imgaine....at least she's nice enough to treat me starbucks! china town very very soon! promise!

good night everyone! =)

Affairs of the heart...

okie..it's day 9...the wound is till raw and reddish...but it's healing well...no infection =)
my butt has been living like a king this pass 9 days...dun ask me how i remove my bowels...
but trust me...it's nasty...blood, screams...etc..
really thank God for nurses...they are such patient and caring people...
have been eating porridge, vegetable and fish this few days...i need MEAT badly...and so nice of tracy..she can actaully msg me and tell me she's eating KFC... dun tempt me...before i eat myself...

thanks for everyone who showed me so much care this pass few days...a simple msg is very encouraging...a big thank you...sigh...how can i do without you guys...=)

oh yes..i'm so boney now...i feel so weak...everyday, i lay on my sofa watching dvd's, reading 8-days...which is juicy with gossips...haahhaa...
anyway...today was the mock emergency exercise...i think it's really cool to have such thigns in singapore...they even have people complaining to counsellors and everything...of course they are just acting..but i think they make it really real...Rock on Red Dot!

my mum was in the kitchen baking cookies, i was there nosing around..when she jokingly said..."next time i want to go old folks home, i dun want anyone to take care of me"
then my sister said " old folks home is soo boring, you will get bored to death there" my mum replied " i can stay there and baked cookies, so nice, so peaceful" and i replied..."okie, i lend you my -ipod"

hahaha...i really said that..but i was joking la..hahaa oh yes! i just watched the ren-ci charity show...AMAZING! they manage to raise 6.8 million and counting, exceeding thier target by 1.8 million..u know..sometimes i'm really so proud to be a singparean...it just show's how passionate people we are...we may be kiasu, rude and wahtever...but when it comes to affairs of the heart...we give...one thing the celebrity said stuck me..." let's this charity, be an issue between you and the patients, and nothing else" tsk tsk..simple words with big meaning..

okie...and yes..today i din't go church because u know...i passed my course! finally after so long....some people laugh at me becasue i took so long to finish my course...i've been in this church for so long...and like fianlly i passed....oh well...laugh all you want!
believe me...it's not that i don't want to pass...but many things happen this year...and it held be back...okok..i shan't elaborate...there's no use explaining...it's between me and God..and my close friends know...and surprisingly, my cloeset firneds aint' from my church...so...

sorry for the lengthy post again..take care...
i'll be going back to school tomrow...i relaise if i take my full 21 days mc..it will be too late to catch up...take care..

God Bless,
Tocky...

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Happy new year!

update on my royal ass*
okie for 21 days i have to see doctor everyday to get my dressing changed **tracy...go study...no need to add anything here...muahah
21 days mc...but i probably go to school next week...
and guess what guys! i can finallyt sleep with my ass facing the bed !!! woot!
i miss meat..immidiately once i recovered i'm running staight to the buffet table...join me!
the good news! chinese new year is coming! and i'll recover just in time for it! i wana go china town buy all the sweets and my goodness BAH KUA!!
i was in deep pain the other day, and i was complaining to God...of all places...my ass is pain...whywhywhy!!!
suddenly something whoosh passed my mind...it reads... "Count your blessings, name them one by one"

Happy new year!!
okie so, a brand new year with a fresh new start,
old thigns are passed away, i pray each one of us will continue to live life to the fullest, and always remember,
God loves you...

love, Lionel...

My royal ass...

okok, singapore hottest royal ass is back...wanted to blog ages ago, but due to some unforeseen butt circumstances...etc..let me explain...christmas eve was crazy! cousin's came, had turkey with bacon and cheastnut stuffing, chocoloate moouse, cheescake, quich lorraine, ham, and loads more, and the usual tradition of dancing around the christmas tree, this time, we sang 12 days of christmas...then the opening of presents! again our tradition to open presents from the oldest to the youngest! haha...okay christmas day, church, then went to peter's house...his mum cooked the mouth washing mutton! and duno what jelly thingy, like kueh chap, tons of finger food, and muruku..=) later had lamb leg in the evening...tsk tsk..totally fat-out..

okie now, the tsk tsk...the shocker of the year...many of u should had got an introduction in tracy's blog...and desperate to know the story of my royal ass...On the 30th of december, i got admitted to SGH for collectaral surgery! i won't explain in detail wats that in case u faint in front of your computer of heart attack...the story goes on, i was pushed to the operating theatre just like you see in televisions, and given GENERAL ANESTATIC..before that, i said a short prayer, and told the surgeons just before they knock me out " my ass is in your hands" when i woke up...voila! operation done...=) and guess what! the gang was there to see me! fat neo was probably there to see if i'm dead, tracy to see if she gets my will...hahahaha...no snow bird nest. =*( the guys were talking to me till abt 11.30pm...missy was rather pissed i guess..=P a day in the hospital seemed like a year...ultimately boring sleeping in a room with 5 old man...on my left, he has something wrong with his tummy, never eat for 5 days he claimed, on my right was this man who keeps yelling at mr.missy he has some leg injury...it was really funny to see him scoulding in hokkien..hahaha...in front of me there's this man whose very heavy & refuses to eat, far right was this man who has hearing impaired, far left, i duno what happen to him, he keeps coughing flam..and yes me the youngest patient around- with my fat ass getting operated...tsk tsk...serisouly everyone..dun ever have an ass operation, it's very very very inconvenient...u have to trust me....and so my christmas present from SGH, dozens of ultra powerful painkillers, 6 enormous tubes of local anestatic, a box of fibre thingy and a whooping 21 days of mc...not forgetting free gifts from missy- 3 packets of bandages, 1 tape and 2 cloths in case i stain my home sofa...i smell like a walking panadol now...oh yes! another shcoker...missy is the same age as me!!! thank God she never sponge me, or i'll have to wear a mask everywhere i go...

oh yes! believe or not, they actually brought our project work for discussion with me...imgaine that...and they bullied me by planning where they wanted to go watch movie and stuff...tsk tsk...black eye peas!! may i ask.."where is the love"?!?! hahaha...

okok, i think the medincine is making me go insane...any of u guys feeling bored, lonely nothing to do...need some company...er hem...what is my royal ass here for! come talk to me...
*i have to quit the river raft race, so there goes all my hardwork, and my prize money...well..life is unpredictable... =( Lord help me...

love,
tocky..

laughter the best medecine....

hmm....5 more days to chrismas! and 11 more days to the new year...and a step closer to the end of my teenage year...my early twenties..hmm....i wonder how old am i going to get married... =P...i'm almost done with my christmas shopping...antoher trip or 2 down to town and i'm done...=) nicee...to be in town at this time of the year, carols, songs, buskers, and the indespensible hohoho's...

a few updates...my raft is completed! after months of hard work... so everyone! remember to support me in janurary for the river raft race!

thanks for those who voted for qing shun's video clip, he din't win =( but well i'm sure he learnt alot from this compeition yeah? oh yes! Whew! i passed my test in church! 25/50!!! my goodness....coz i comepletely whacked the memory verses...=P..pamela got like 31/50...lucky!

Okie now the angry part! was eating at GREAT WORLD CITY foodcourt after church on sunday...it was pam brother's belated birthday, so the cake, the candles,and after eating, my friend wanted to throw the flattened birthday cake box into the dustbin...duh...and guess what the cleaner scoulded her and told her not to throw...he asked her to throw it somewehre else....??? what on earth is the dustbin for may i asked if not to throw rubbish? an ornament for christmas? it was comepletely absurd! first time i heard a dustbin not allowed to throw rubbish...i would understand if it was somehting bulky...but it was jsut a small flattened cake box...and Yes! u may have guessed it...i was so angry...i took the cake box...and threw it into the dustbin, without bothering what he said...he stared, mumbled few words...but i din't care...
bring the manager to me if he dare...hundreds of church people eat at the foodcourt every weekend...and not allowed to throw a miserable cake box into thier dustbin??? TOTALLY RIDICULES!

Lord, strengthen my heart this christmas....it would be the best christmas present...

tocky...

all i want for christmas

i wonder if u guys can hear the blog song, i can hear the song using laptop, but not my desktop..i wonder why...anyway for thsoe who can hear the song...

I CARE ABOUT PRESENTS UNDER THE CHIRSTMAS TREE HORR...

Once the vote is counted...the decision is final...etc..

everyone! qing shun's short film made it to the finals for Cannon DV fest competition please vote for the clip name"parting Gift"
http://www.canon.com.sg/dvfest/vote/bestfilm/audience.htm

qing shun...i help u publicise...this will be your christmas present...
recently have the news on australia have racial conflicts...i wanted to talk about it in my post...but incase i get into touble with the law for some racial comments..i better keep my mouth shut...it only needs one person to disagree with my post and the whole world will know...

anyway..thank God for Singapore...i'm kinda proud living in multi racial singapore.. ;) beat that Australia! rock on! red dot!

Psalms 23:6

okie!! firstly! Happy 18th Birthday TrACy WaN! finally turned 18 when everybody's coming 20..hope u enjoyed yur birthday and like all yur presents!! i still can't stop laughing thinking rachel did the robot dance..hahaha..okok remember everyone!! my birthday's next la!!! woot!!! that's waht i like about my birthday-not long after chiense new year when everyone has no reason to say they're broke...hiak hiak...each one present..no excuse...=)

this whole week i have 5 greulling exam papers...i must do well!! my gpa must hit a 3.5 this time...for the sake of my $20k/month salary in the future...i must do well!! please pray for me..

oh yes, i've been blading alone this few days..at bishan park...i din't know it can be quite relaxing, listening to my ipod while the cool wind at night just swerve pass...=) i'm going to try it at night at east coast one day... ;) i realise i've became lighter la! i was 72kg...and now i'm 69kg!
hmm...but i duno accurate or not because i weigh myself using those 40cents machine...which comes out a card with a phrase behind...

after exams...shopping all the way..no stopping me...=) oh yes..
today church was fine..took my test...i hamtum all the memory verse down because i coudn't remember a think...the structured question was bleah...

took out the newspaper cutting of blenheim when he passed away...sigh...on top of his name was this verse..."Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and i will dwell in the house of the Lord forever"psalms 23:6 i suddenly felt again all the times we had gone through, all the jokes, all the one for all, all for one stuff...
the words in hold held so much meaning to my heart...the goodness of God and his mercy will surely be with me...this was so much an assurance to me that God will never ever leave me suffering so badly...God always has a reason..Blen's death is one reason why i still hold on to God...apart from God...i want to see u again kai...no way, i'm going to let go...not even for a thrillion dollars to forget God...see u soon...when my time is up...hang on everyone...the day is about to come...Live life to the fullest...treasuring, loving the people around u...
i realise that the simplest thigns in life is the rarest...many people enjoy the fun and happening life...but few are able to accept simple things in life....

take care everone...
remember, blessed is the man who is used by God...

the road is long, but my heart will go on...

okie! it's been centuries since i last posted...i have no idea what to write already...
alot of sad thigns happen...=( just put all it behind me...
okie, anyway, i've decided to work extra harder for
my exams...because i heard that u must average a 3.5 gpa every semeseter
to secure a place in NUS...-_-!!! 3.5 leh...
natalie's birthday is coming, hope you'll like the present i bot u godsister! =)
it's nothing big...but still quite big la...

went orchard on saturday, with a whole group of gang...including a self invited "BETRAM LOO"...okok i shan't elaborate what he did...in case the ambulance come...
wanted to buy a shoe i saw online, i saw it at pacific plaza...but to my horror...it doesn't have my size...-__-...

okie my christmas wish list...
hmm...okok, i decided nt to write down...i shall see who knows me best...
who wants to do christmas shoppign with me??