Monday, February 28, 2005

DAY 2

Thank you everyone for encouraging all of us, we really really appreciate it, i've already give this blog website to blenheim's parents, so taht they too can be encourage with your comments..
Day 2
i was in school, going on to my next lesson when letitia called me and told me that blenheim had to go for an emergency operation, i was lost, din't know what to do...my mind was lost. the world aroudn me suddenly went silent...

after class today at 3pm i had to rush down to the hospital, i was too concern...my heart was pumping non-stop, prayerswere in my heart repeating the whole day, not a moment of laughter..jun xiong skipped lessons half way to rush to the hospital, kien tat was busy with his project which was very late due,qing shun had to go to work...but going to join us later...
when i reached the hospital, blenheim father told us what happened...blenheim was born with a rare condition of some abnormal growth in his veins leading to his brains, by right it should be a thick straight vain leading to the brain, but his was a narrow curled vein.. which was very dangerous since my brother here was an active young man who exercises alot.
when i heard this my heart dropped. blenheim's dad went on ot tell us that the surviving rate for this operation is only 10-20% although it's just a small chance, but there is still hope.. i believe our merciful and all loving God will help him through out this odeal.

please pray everyone, a mircale must happen

we were wiating patiently when blenheim was pushed out of the operation theartre...
the operation was a failure, they failed to identitfy the complication, and too much blood was lost, they had to let blenheim rest and carry on the operation tonight...
the brain had to rest...the next operation tonight will be his last battle for his life...please everyone pray..i beg all of you..

soon, after he was pushed to the icu ward..me and jun xiong went in to see how was he, he was
in deep coma, and could not move at all, as usual he could hear us, he really could...but he coudn't not move, he could not reply, he could not! just imagine...someone talked to you, and u can't reply even though u want to so much...Help God..me and jun xiong talked to him, i cried very badly, i don't know waht to say to blenheim my buddy...sometimes the deepest thigns in someones heart is the most difficult to express...i really want to talk to him, but i just don't know what words to say...jun xiong said his inner most heart to heart talk to him, blenheim's tears dripped...i cried even more, all i could do was stand behind jun xiong...becuz i din't wanted blenheim to hear me cry...

this is ths most terrible days of my life..guys and girls reading this...comparing to a relastionship break up with your gf and bf cannot not even compare to the feeling of losing a love one...
really, it's terrible, TREASURE YOUR LOVED ONES...please do not wait till somehting happen
then we start to make our first move... love is not periodic, there is no start or edn time to love
love is everythere, all the time....Oh God be with my brother....

The doctors tell the parent to get prepared becuz anyhtign could happened, today pastors from city harves came, to pray for blenheim and his parnets...jun xiong's parents came..many friends and relatives came

i cried the most today in my life...crying for a girl, and crying for a brother is 2 different thing...
i duno if u understand...

no matter what happens we guys will be standing for you blenheim, no matter the chance of sruviving, there is still home

God is beside you to see you thru, above you to watch over you, behind you to encorage you, behind you to establish you, in fornt of you to guide you..blenheim, i believe u had seen God during your long rest in the opperation theratre, talk to him like a friend share your everyhting weith him kie?take care! love you deeply...

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